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Chapter 126:Ā Past Memories and Growth of Former Fiancee
TN: My laptop crashes more frequently now. 😦
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In the rainy dark mountain, me who was hugging my knee was very confused.\nĀ 
(Wait, wait a moment-! How does Ricardo know about my past memories?)
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I flutteringly glanced at Ricardo, but I couldn’t read anything from his expression.
I didn’t know why he asked it, so I just directly asked back.
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[A, ano… past memories? Did someone tell you something?]
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Regarding my past memories, the only person I had ever told was Ryuze.
I wondered if he was the one that told Ricardo.
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(Or perhaps, it’s Prince Serunya?)
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But I didn’t know why he bothered to tell Ricardo.
Ricardo stared at me silently, but he opened his mouth a little hesitantly.
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[To be honest, Prince Serunya knows about Britney well, I was a little shaken when he said such a thing. Ryuze, for some reason, wasn’t disturbed.]
[Is, is that so. So it’s Prince Serunya…]
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It seemed that he had said unnecessary things.
It’s an unbelievable story, and there’s no benefit in exposing it, so I kept silent about it.
After talking to Ryuze, he also said ā€œdon’t spread it too muchā€ to me.
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[Then, he said something about Britney needing help. I don’t know why he said such things abruptly.]
[…That’s true.]
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Perhaps, he was concerned that I would be executed just like in the manga, but I didn’t want my information to be spread indiscriminately. In my head, I pondered on whether I should tell Ricardo or not.
When I glanced at Ricardo’s face, his face profile that was illuminated by the light seemed depressed. Perhaps he was really worried…?
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(Certainly, if one is on the opposite standpoint, they will be worried, huh?)
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I didn’t know if he would believe it.
However, if for argument’s sake that Ricardo knew about my past memories, I was absolutely certain that he wouldn’t look at me as if I was dangerous. I shouldn’t be hated by him.
So I decided to tell him the truth.
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[Hey, Ricardo. I… really have my past life’s memories. It seems like a lie, but those memories came back shortly after I was informed of you breaking off our engagement back when we were young. I made soap, perfume and other beauty items based on my knowledge of that life. I had told Ryuze-niisama before, but I don’t know whether he believes me or not.]
[It’s certainly an absurd story, but… I believe you.]
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Ricardo was totally accepting my story.
I was the one who began to talk, but I never thought that he would believe me so obediently.
After that, he told me.
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[If it’s true, then you shouldn’t spread it unnecessarily. Most people won’t believe it, but some may want to use you.]
[Un. That’s right, Prince Serunya has memories of his past life too. He has the memories of a same country of a different world… so he might have been worried about me.]
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I wondered if I should tell Ricardo about the manga, specifically about Britney’s execution.
The reality had already differed so much from the manga.
Angela was reformed and Ryuze was safe.
I should be wary of my execution, but other concerns had been drastically reduced.
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(I’d rather keep it silent. Even if I tell him about the manga, he will be confused.)
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Above all, it’s hard to explain.
First of all, I had to explain to him about Japanese culture and what ā€œgirl’s mangaā€ really was. It was endlessly troublesome.
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[Sorry about keeping it silent, Ricardo. It’s not that I don’t want you to know me, but I just didn’t feel the need to bother you about it.]
[I see. But it’s nice to be able to know the truth. It feels complicated when Ryuze and a complete stranger like Prince Serunya know while I was the only one that didn’t know about you.]
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That said, Ricardo buried his face on my nape.
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(Somehow, his actions are steadily getting bolder…)
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When I peeked behind, Ricardo laughed as if he was in trouble.
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[Don’t worry, I won’t do anything. Weren’t we engaged before? …Though it’s being opposed.]
[I, I’m not worried about that!?]
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Ricardo was a bit clumsy, but he was kind and gentlemanly.
That’s why I liked him that way.
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[You… trust me.]
[Of course! We’ve known each other for more than 4 years.]
[I’m pleased about your feelings, but I feel a bit complicated. If possible, I wish to carry you and kidnap you away from here. I know I shouldn’t think like this.]
[I’m pretty heavy right now, so won’t it be hard to carry me?]
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Once, Ricardo carried me when my weight was 80 kilograms… heavy things were heavy.
It was embarrassing that I was heavy for Ricardo to carry, even though it was his own fault.
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[I habitually train, so I can carry you alone. I’ll carry you on my back when we return.]
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As he grew up, Ricardo seemed to have more leeway. My heart was pounding in my chest even though my mental age was supposed to be older than him.
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[That’s why, don’t worry.]
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While he said those encouraging words, he hugged me closer.
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