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Chapter 112:Ā Cousinās Proposal and Confusion
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Sitting on a chair, I gaped at my cousin who was on the other side of the table.
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[To refuse the engagement proposals without my input, isnāt that tyranny?]
[Itās because I canāt afford to put my cute cousin in a strange spot as someoneās wife.]
[Youāre saying something insincere again.]
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While sighing, I looked at Ryuze.
My cousin had a nonchalant face, drinking the black tea that had cooled down on the table.
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[Itās not a lie. I feel like I donāt want you to go anywhere else. As it is, I want you to stay in the Hakusu territory.]
[Thatās because youāll be in trouble if you donāt have an easy to use assistant. If I become an old maid thatās too late to get married, can it be called reigning in the Hakusu territory?]
[U-n, thatās not what I mean. What I want to say isā¦]
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Ryuze who spoke a little inarticulately turned his well-featured face towards me.
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[Britney, if youāre willing⦠would you like to be engaged to me?]
[ā¦Onii-sama, have you lost your mind?]
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Since I heard such unexpected words, my eyesight turned black and white. My brain processor couldnāt keep up with it.
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[Iām five years older than you, but your mental age is older than me right? Itās good to think about it.]
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Ryuzeās age was 21 years old currently. Itās a marriageable age for men in this country.
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(Itās about time for him to find a partner.)
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Actually, Ryuze received a great amount of engagement proposals.
Even if he refused, a lot of young daughters would still send fishing hooks since they wouldnāt give up.
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[But weāre cousinsā¦]
[Itās not uncommon for cousins to be married. Besides, if you marry me, wonāt it be easier compared to marrying into an unknown household?]
[Maa, certainly.]
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Ryuze knew about my past, so itās a lot easier. Itās unknown whether he actually believed it or not, but he knew about the premise of my Japanās memory.
Thatās why, even if I talked absurdly, he would listen to me for the time being, and if I proposed something that could be use, he would turn it into a commodity.
This environment made it easy.
Nonetheless, my cousin had never leaked my past life to anyone else.
Itās unrealistic, but in the unlikely event that a man who believed it appeared, I would be in danger.
After I revealed it in the past, I was told not to say the same thing to others.
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[Itās me who understands your value more than anyone else.]
[It may be so.]
[Since itās Britney, I think we can get along well.]
[No, no, I will not give in. A lot of portraits of young ladies are sent to you right? You can choose from among them.]
[I too will not give in. I want you.]
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I kept talking to Ryuze who kept saying such outrageous words.
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[Still, please donāt lose your mind and think again.]
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My cousin seemed to regain his calmness when I examined him, but he seemed unlikely to change his mind.
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[At that time, the case of Ricardoās engagement proposal being on holdā¦]
[Needless to say, Ricardo can no longer succeed Astor earldom. I wonāt consider the engagement.]
[ā¦!]
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I took a shock as if my head was hit by a blunt object.
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(Thatāsā¦)
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If I was told at the beginning when my memory just came back, I would have accepted my cousinās words.
However, I was attracted to Ricardo so much now.
I knew that young ladies were disqualified to think such selfish things, but being married to other people was unimaginable to me, itās not just limited to Ryuze.
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(Donāt give up, I wonāt give up. I have to find a clue.)
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I couldnāt betray Ricardo.
Ryuze kept speaking not knowing my conflict.
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[Britney, is it not good to be engaged to me?]
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That said, I peered into his ocean coloured eyes.
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(If I am to marry Ryuze-niisamaā¦)
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It seemed that an invariant life would be waiting for me.
Itās better than marrying into an unknown household, but I couldnāt imagine a couple life with Ryuze.
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(Generally, does onii-sama like me?)
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Britney before my memory returned, she often send amorous glances towards him.
Nevertheless, my cousin ignored it splendidly.
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[Itās overdoing it to marry me for the territoryā¦]
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Ryuze, who stood up from his seat, walked towards me as tilted his head.
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[Itās not particularly overdoing it.]
[But that doesnāt mean that you like me right? If you want a young lady who can cooperatively manage the territory with you, Iām sure you can find someone else.]
My cousin, who was next to me now, bent down to look into my eyes and grasp my cheeks with his hands.
Thanks to that, a strange sound came from my mouth.
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[Iām serious. I wonāt tell such a joke.]
[Thatās a lie⦠because, onii-sama isā¦]
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He was not interested in Britney at all.
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[Britney, whatever you think, I prefer the current you and canāt think of being engaged to anyone else except for you.]
[ā¦]
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I, who couldnāt answer anything momentarily, carried a confectionary prepared on the table to my mouth as if to falsify myself.
What I got was a sweet tart with plenty of cream.\nĀ
[When you escape to food, I know that youāre escaping from reality. Ā I wonāt say to decide soon, so I want you to think a little.]
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As if to soothe me, Ryuze stroke my head.
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[ā¦I, I understand.]
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Since we always stayed together, my cousin knew the meanings of my action well.
Itās my bad habit to escape to food as soon as my stress rose and I got confused.
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(Being engaged to onii-sama is not bad either. If itās impossible with Ricardo.)
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Even if itās hopeless, I still couldnāt give up on him.
As long as Ricardo thought of me, I couldnāt forsake the future of us being together.
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(I canāt believe that Ryuze-niisama favours me.)
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Usually, heās strict with me.
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(Sometimes, he would help me nonchalantly.)
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Suddenly, I remembered the conversation with Millard.
Ryuze at that time, he said that if I was raped, he would engage me to him.
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(No way, heās seriousā¦!?)
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I realized his past words were facts, and I became confused.
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[By the way, letās change the story.]
[Ye, yes!?]
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Feeling worried about me who ceased to act, Ryuze changed the topic. To be honest, I felt thankful.
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[It seems that the tea party with Princess Merrill is difficult. Miss Nora was desolated.]
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It seemed that Noraās cry was heard by Ryuze who was in the same building.
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[Ee, maa. Sheās slightly peculiar⦠perhaps, I donāt think sheās interested in cosmetics products which is our main products.]
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At any rate, she boasted that she didnāt use make-up.
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[I thought I could use her as a new advertisement channel. Thatās a pity.]
[Thatās, thatās right. I donāt know what will happen in the future, but itās difficult now. I wish she has a product that she likes.]
[Fufu, itās written on your face. You donāt want to get involved much. Itās fine, thereās no need for you to push yourself. Currently, Prince Marlow and Princess Angela are enough.]
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Whether he was making use of the mood or not, todayās Ryuze was sweet to me.
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TN: My only thought when translating this chapter is āFinally!ā. How many chapters has it been since he realized his feelings I wonder. :āD