You still havenāt confirmed if Klaus has an interest in you yet.
There must be a reason why he keeps looking at you. Maybe you have bed hair, thereās a piece of lint on you, or bread crumbs on your face.
What else can it be? Please, let it be that!
I made up my mind and decided to call for Klaus.
āKlaus.ā
āMā, mālady!ā
For a second there was a hitch in his throat, all expression clearing off his face before he answered. You canāt tell at all from looking at him that he has a certain fetish.
I gulped in a breath of air, and gave it to him straight, āIs there something on my face?ā
I didnāt want to prolong this deadlock any longer. The way things have been lately had my stomach hurting so bad, youāll have to excuse me from suffering.
So, Klaus. No need to hesitate. Just hurry up and tell me if there is something there. Bread crumbs? A piece of lint? Or perhaps, a sweet potato fry?
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
We stared at each other. With great reluctance on my part, but it would have been too unnatural for me to look away. I waited, trying to keep my face from twitching as much as possible.
After seconds, or a decadeās worth perhaps, had passed in heavy silence, aggravating my stomach ache even more, Klaus finally opened his mouth.
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦no.ā
Oh, I see! So thereās nothing on my face!
Then I want you to answer immediately, you son of a bitch!
Mouth open on his nervous face, Klaus broke eye contact and looked down. I think I can see a faint tinge of color on his cheeks, but it must be my imagination. Todayās weather is great, but I suppose it is a little warm. That explains it!
āIn that case, donāt just watch me, observe your surroundings as well. Youāre not only a guard to watch over his charge!ā
āYes, mālady!ā
In response to my reprimand, Klaus gave me a salute.
Waiāā¦why do you look so happy. Stop, donāt look at me with sparkles in your eyes! You werenāt actually receiving a reward!
Or rather, hey, self! Donāt skirt around the topic!
Wearing a poker face, I shrieked in my mind. I mean, this guy just doesnāt get it. Heās way too messed up! Why would he look so happy getting dressed down by a little girl who probably knows nothing about guards nor fighting?
If reprimanding him and hitting him is ineffective, what else can I do? Should I try reverse psychology instead? Maybe petting him? Handing out the compliments??
I silently fell into confusion.
On the other side of the desk, I felt like I was confronting a wild animal or some unknown life form, and I was blindly going by instincts. If I were to make one wrong move, itād be the end for me. Folding my hands tightly under the desk, the back of my neck broke out in a cold sweat for the first time.
In the end, what did I do?
āIām going to the library.ā
I ran.
Laugh at me for deserting in the face of the enemy if you want.
Because Iāve had enough of this pain inducing atmosphere!
The maids were watching us attentively from a distance, and Klaus probably wasnāt even aware of them. I would definitely prefer to study in peace!
Taking my assigned book and dictionary, I left my seat.
Phew, I sighed quietly, and didnāt even notice it for several seconds. That the danger I had been planning to evade was, in fact, not something I can evade at all.
āI will accompany you.ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
Oh yeah, thatās how it is.
Heās my guard knight, so obviously he goes where I go, right! Youāre such an idiot, me. LOLOLOL.
With dead eyes, I walked through the corridors, and following me was a pervāā¦err, a guard knight.
āUgh, he can be whatever he wants!ā I sulked, but then I realized what I was seeing through the windows, and my feet stopped moving.
Below me, I could see the training area.
My energetic little brother was hard at work again, training with my older brother. Johan, who was still a head shorter than Chris, looked like a mythical dwarf next to the giant figure of Sir Leonhard. I kept worrying he would get crushed underfoot.
It was hard. Iāve always been next to him, and I still hadnāt gotten used to this distance between us. Even if he fell down, I couldnāt help him get up anymore, and that acute sensation of loss made me feel a little sad.
But no, no, this is what I wished for. Iām not allowed to complain. Even if he hated me now, it was a consequence of my decision, so I needed to deal with it.
Forcing myself to look away from Johan and the others, I was about to move again when I looked up and noticed the face in front of me.
I clashed eyes with Klaus, who had a eerily warm look in his.
ā¦what is this disappointing guy looking at?
Canāt her Royal Highness make a few funny faces?
āWhat.ā
Ya lookinā at me, punk?! I menaced him with cold glare, but Klaus didnāt wipe that look or smile off his face.
āPrincess Rosemarie you areā¦a very kind sister.ā
Whatās wrong with you?
Or rather, you were there with us the other day when I was scolding Johan. What the heck are you saying when you saw the way I treated him?
āYour flattery is unnecessary.ā
Giving him a suspicious glance, I started moving.
I know Iām treating him poorly, but I have no idea when Iāll step on a landmine, so I donāt know how to move around him.
However, far from being discouraged, Klaus kept talking to me as he followed behind. Heās seriously a nutcase!
āIt is not flattery!ā
āIs that so?ā
āPrincess Rosemarie, I have only been serving you for a year and eighteen daysāā
How accurateā¦
āāand four and a half hours, butāā
Accurate! And creepy!
āāI know how the people around you weigh on your mind, how anxiously you worry about them, and what a truly beautiful heart you have.ā
Shaken up, I responded without intending to, āY-you think too highly of me.ā
My turmoil was in no way brought about by embarrassment from his praise, nor accompanied by the giddy emotions of a young girl infatuated. It was fear. I was getting pulled in.
Iām begging you, please donāt pull me to the dark side!
āThat is not so.ā
Nevertheless, the guard knight who canāt seem to sense the mood denied my statement enthusiastically. I was too scared to look over my shoulders, but he was probably smiling at me right now.
Please, sense the mood! Iām pale as a ghost, and my voice is shaking. No matter how you look it, you canāt possibly interpret it as embarrassment, so get a clue already!
āYour Highness, I know you believe that if you truly care about His Highness, it is your responsibility to be harsh to him when time calls for it, I truly do. It is a bitter pill to swallow, and I greatly sympathize with your plight.ā
āKlaus, thatās enough.ā
āThe other day, you were so awe-inspiring, and beautifulā¦ā
I told you to stop, didnāt I? Listen! Listen to me!
Iām desperately sending you my thoughts!!!
āThis is my sincerest belief. Your Highness, there is more to you than the young, cute princess.ā
Oh, no. I was getting chills. I seriously had a bad feeling about this.
Coming to a halt, I turned around. Klaus was looking at me earnestly, eyes blazing with conviction, and I unconsciously held my breath.
My premonition reached its peak, and alarms went off in my head.
āPrincess Rosemarie, it is my wish that you too will become my masteāā
āKlaus!ā
I interrupted him.
Because I rarely ever raised my voice, Klaus stared at me in surprise, but that wasnāt my concern. For the sake of destroying a frightening flag, I can throw off the persona Iāve diligently cultivated anytime.
I mean, this guy started was starting to talk about āmastersā!
In the scene where he changed the way he addressed her from āPrincess Rosemarieā to āMasterā, Klaus vowed absolute devotion to her. Because it vividly recalls the dodgy relationship between those two, it became a forbidden word to me.
āYou shouldnāt say something so thoughtless,ā I told him in a crushing voice. If I relaxed, my voice would shake.
I want to escape. I really want to get away.
I donāt know whatās wrong with him anymore.
Why are flags raising on their own when Iāve done nothing to make it happen? Why does this keep happening to me? Unavoidable Events are way too hard. This isnāt easyāitās seriously scary.
āYour master is my father. Not me.ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
Hey, donāt look so dissatisfied.
Iām begging you, listen to me! Also, donāt come any closer.
āBy order of the King, you were forced to babysit his daughter.ā
āThat is notāā
āI do not ask for any more from you. Therefore, you should also take that into consideration.ā
āPrincess Rosemarieā¦!ā
I was being obstinate, so Klaus got impatient and took a step forward.
Waitāā¦ho-hold up! Calm downā¦actually, just stay away!
āI understand that you sincerely wish to serve me. However, if the person receiving your words had held ill-will towards you, the meaning of your words would have changed, and they might have interpreted it as dishonest instead.ā
ā!ā
āYou have already sworn allegiance to the King, and therefore upon me as well. That is exactly why you should stop saying such thoughtless words.ā
āPrincess Rosemarieā¦ā
Staring at the silenced Klaus, I wanted to make sure we were agreed.
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦ā
Great. He seems to be getting it.
My official stance is, āStop saying things with double meanings that can make people doubt you,ā but it was all a cover for, āDonāt call me Master.ā
I may look composed, but my innermost thoughts were dripping with cold sweat. Ahhhā⦠hurry up! Sorry if I never want to have another heart attack inducing exchange like this again.
I walked away, pretending not to see the questions lingering on his face.