Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru Chapter 26
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Wha-what should I doā€¦?
Some ten-odd minutes have passed since I hugged Sir Leonhard.
Now that Iā€™ve just come back to my senses and realized what sort of situation Iā€™m stuck in, and how shameless Iā€™ve been, Iā€™m breaking out in a dripping cold sweat.
I couldnā€™t hold back my emotions and hugged him, but was that okay or not okay? Which was it?
Depending on the situation and the perspective, would I be charged with the crime of a groper for jumping on another person without their consent? No, if I considered the difference in our statuses, it probably was sexual harassmentā€¦
I wasnā€™t flat out rejected, so I decided it was probably within the bounds of what was acceptable, but I was being quick to jump to conclusions. Even if he was reluctant, the princess couldnā€™t just be pushed away, could she?
If I can think that far ahead, then I need to let go immediately. That was my thought, but I couldnā€™t find the right moment to break away. Now? Maybe now?! Someone, please do a countdown! From threeā€¦no, my heart needs to prepare itself, so from ten, please.
ā€œYour Royal Highnessā€¦?ā€
ā€œEeeeā€”!ā€
Iā€™d been trying to sort the chaotic activity in my head, begging an imaginary friend for a favor when Sir Leonhardā€™s soft whisper brought me crashing down to reality.
Shocked out of my reverie, I made a weird sound and jumped back.
Witness to my eccentric behavior, Sir Leonhard stared at me in amazement.
Ugh, even if I say it myself, I did think my sudden movement quite resembled those of a frog. I wanted to die.
I knew heat was slowly but steadily gathering in my face. Would I become as red as a tomato?
I hadnā€™t wanted to display any more disgraceful behavior, but it had been out of my control.
Sir Leonhard blinked several times from what heā€™d seen, and then a laugh coughed out of him.
Unintentionally, it seems, and I could feel no malice in his laughter.
But it was still embarrassing . He noticed Iā€™d begun to tear up, so he covered his mouth his his right hand and cleared his throat.
ā€œBegging pardonā€¦ā€
Ugh. Someone, please bury me deepā€¦
ā€œIā€™m sorry, too. On top of losing my composure, I hugged you as well. I really sorry for all the trouble Iā€™ve caused, Sir Olsein.ā€
Resisting my desire to run away in shame, I hung my head.
ā€œPlease, do not call yourself a bother. Personally, I want you to rely on me more.ā€
ā€œSo you did notā€¦find it disagreeable?ā€
ā€œMost certainly not,ā€ he said, nodding.
Encouraged by his positive response, I tried asking about what had been troubling me the most, and he swept away my worries without pause as soon as I posed the question to him.
Iā€™m so glad.
It didnā€™t seem like he didnā€™t dislike it, so I sighed in relief.
ā€œHoweverā€¦Your Royal Highness?ā€
ā€œUhmā€¦what is it?ā€
Although I felt a momentā€™s relief, I was dismayed to find him sending a meaningful glance at me.
Huh? Maybe it wasnā€™t okay after all? And it became sexual harassment?
My expression froze, but Sir Leonhard smiled like he was having fun, eyes like those of a child up to no good.
ā€œPerhaps, princess, it is time you called me Leon.ā€
ā€œ!!ā€
I was reminded of all the times Iā€™d behaved in a shameless behavior.
My heavens, Iā€™d done it again, hadnā€™t I?
ā€œT-that isā€¦umm, wellā€¦ā€
Right away, voice was given to my longing; desire made itself apparent on my face. In my mind, Iā€™ve always called him that.
I needed dodge the question somehow, but all the ideas that came to mind were completely useless. Iā€™d be more likely to come up with a full confession of my wickedness than an excuse.
Whatever the case, I canā€™t recover my image. Coming to my conclusion, I gulped and took a deep breath.
ā€œMay Iā€¦call you that?ā€ I asked timidly, covertly looking at him. I waited for his answer, trying to keep the pressure of my heart beating from the jitters under control.
Anyhow, if I couldnā€™t worm my way out, then I decided I might as well savor the opportunity. I mean, only my older brother has been invited to call him that, it wasnā€™t fair! I want to call him that, too.
ā€œCertainly,ā€ he said, smiling at me.
ā€œThā€¦thank very muchā€¦!ā€
Wooooohooooo!! Even though I pumped my fists inwardly, I was careful to not show any change outwardly. Not only was my demeanor unbefitting of a princess, but I was also weak to his charms.
ā€œIt is a small matter you need not thank me for.ā€
His eyes smiled as he looked at me, like he saw something pleasing to the eyeā€”an animal or a child, perhaps.
Seems like my true character has not been revealed.
ā€œThenā€¦Sir Leon.ā€
I tested his name again. My voice wavered slightly from nerves.
I wanted to chat casually with him forever, but time was limited. Christof was keeping Klaus away, so I needed to take my chances now.
ā€œWill you listen to my story?ā€
Sir Leonā€™s eyes opened wide, and he wiped the smile off his face.
ā€œYes,ā€ he said, nodding.
His low voice and solemn expression made me nervous.
I gathered my resolve, and began to tell him my story.
ā€œWhen I was still very young, I had a dream.ā€
ā€œAā€¦dream?ā€
I nodded.
ā€œIt was the typical dream, of a not very much changed reality. With familiar scenes, and familiar figuresā€¦but, I was filled with slight sense of unease. The people I kept seeing were slightly older.ā€
Sir Leonhardā€™s breath caught, and he whispered in a hoarse voice, ā€œVisions of the futureā€¦ā€
ā€œIt was nothing so grand. I donā€™t believe Iā€™ve been gifted with a divine power. However, the dreams I had for that short period of time only were different somehowā€¦ And I couldnā€™t find evidence to otherwise prove I made too much out of nothing.ā€
There was certainly reluctance to lie on my part.
However, to divulge the entire truth would have been too big of a risk.
I have no idea if heā€™d believe me if I told him Iā€™d been reincarnated with memories from my past life, but leaving that aside, what was even more difficult to explain was probably the fact we were inside the world of a game.
In a world without even a single TV, I didnā€™t think Iā€™d be able to make sense of those things called ā€œvideo gamesā€. It was something I should never attempt to do in the first place.
If he learned the world he was living in had been artificially created, then he was bound to be shocked no matter how strong of a character he had. Besides, there was still no proof that this world was the same as the one from ā€œWelcome to the Reverse Worldā€. It could be a very similar parallel universe, for all I know.
Right now, what was important wasnā€™t me failing to disclose everything.
Iā€™m bringing Sir Leonhard into my confidence, giving him what knowledge I posses, to avoid the events that will happen in the future.
So that Sir Leonhard will become my ally.