Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru Chapter 26
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Wha-what should I doā¦?
Some ten-odd minutes have passed since I hugged Sir Leonhard.
Now that Iāve just come back to my senses and realized what sort of situation Iām stuck in, and how shameless Iāve been, Iām breaking out in a dripping cold sweat.
I couldnāt hold back my emotions and hugged him, but was that okay or not okay? Which was it?
Depending on the situation and the perspective, would I be charged with the crime of a groper for jumping on another person without their consent? No, if I considered the difference in our statuses, it probably was sexual harassmentā¦
I wasnāt flat out rejected, so I decided it was probably within the bounds of what was acceptable, but I was being quick to jump to conclusions. Even if he was reluctant, the princess couldnāt just be pushed away, could she?
If I can think that far ahead, then I need to let go immediately. That was my thought, but I couldnāt find the right moment to break away. Now? Maybe now?! Someone, please do a countdown! From threeā¦no, my heart needs to prepare itself, so from ten, please.
āYour Royal Highnessā¦?ā
āEeeeā!ā
Iād been trying to sort the chaotic activity in my head, begging an imaginary friend for a favor when Sir Leonhardās soft whisper brought me crashing down to reality.
Shocked out of my reverie, I made a weird sound and jumped back.
Witness to my eccentric behavior, Sir Leonhard stared at me in amazement.
Ugh, even if I say it myself, I did think my sudden movement quite resembled those of a frog. I wanted to die.
I knew heat was slowly but steadily gathering in my face. Would I become as red as a tomato?
I hadnāt wanted to display any more disgraceful behavior, but it had been out of my control.
Sir Leonhard blinked several times from what heād seen, and then a laugh coughed out of him.
Unintentionally, it seems, and I could feel no malice in his laughter.
But it was still embarrassing . He noticed Iād begun to tear up, so he covered his mouth his his right hand and cleared his throat.
āBegging pardonā¦ā
Ugh. Someone, please bury me deepā¦
āIām sorry, too. On top of losing my composure, I hugged you as well. I really sorry for all the trouble Iāve caused, Sir Olsein.ā
Resisting my desire to run away in shame, I hung my head.
āPlease, do not call yourself a bother. Personally, I want you to rely on me more.ā
āSo you did notā¦find it disagreeable?ā
āMost certainly not,ā he said, nodding.
Encouraged by his positive response, I tried asking about what had been troubling me the most, and he swept away my worries without pause as soon as I posed the question to him.
Iām so glad.
It didnāt seem like he didnāt dislike it, so I sighed in relief.
āHoweverā¦Your Royal Highness?ā
āUhmā¦what is it?ā
Although I felt a momentās relief, I was dismayed to find him sending a meaningful glance at me.
Huh? Maybe it wasnāt okay after all? And it became sexual harassment?
My expression froze, but Sir Leonhard smiled like he was having fun, eyes like those of a child up to no good.
āPerhaps, princess, it is time you called me Leon.ā
ā!!ā
I was reminded of all the times Iād behaved in a shameless behavior.
My heavens, Iād done it again, hadnāt I?
āT-that isā¦umm, wellā¦ā
Right away, voice was given to my longing; desire made itself apparent on my face. In my mind, Iāve always called him that.
I needed dodge the question somehow, but all the ideas that came to mind were completely useless. Iād be more likely to come up with a full confession of my wickedness than an excuse.
Whatever the case, I canāt recover my image. Coming to my conclusion, I gulped and took a deep breath.
āMay Iā¦call you that?ā I asked timidly, covertly looking at him. I waited for his answer, trying to keep the pressure of my heart beating from the jitters under control.
Anyhow, if I couldnāt worm my way out, then I decided I might as well savor the opportunity. I mean, only my older brother has been invited to call him that, it wasnāt fair! I want to call him that, too.
āCertainly,ā he said, smiling at me.
āThā¦thank very muchā¦!ā
Wooooohooooo!! Even though I pumped my fists inwardly, I was careful to not show any change outwardly. Not only was my demeanor unbefitting of a princess, but I was also weak to his charms.
āIt is a small matter you need not thank me for.ā
His eyes smiled as he looked at me, like he saw something pleasing to the eyeāan animal or a child, perhaps.
Seems like my true character has not been revealed.
āThenā¦Sir Leon.ā
I tested his name again. My voice wavered slightly from nerves.
I wanted to chat casually with him forever, but time was limited. Christof was keeping Klaus away, so I needed to take my chances now.
āWill you listen to my story?ā
Sir Leonās eyes opened wide, and he wiped the smile off his face.
āYes,ā he said, nodding.
His low voice and solemn expression made me nervous.
I gathered my resolve, and began to tell him my story.
āWhen I was still very young, I had a dream.ā
āAā¦dream?ā
I nodded.
āIt was the typical dream, of a not very much changed reality. With familiar scenes, and familiar figuresā¦but, I was filled with slight sense of unease. The people I kept seeing were slightly older.ā
Sir Leonhardās breath caught, and he whispered in a hoarse voice, āVisions of the futureā¦ā
āIt was nothing so grand. I donāt believe Iāve been gifted with a divine power. However, the dreams I had for that short period of time only were different somehowā¦ And I couldnāt find evidence to otherwise prove I made too much out of nothing.ā
There was certainly reluctance to lie on my part.
However, to divulge the entire truth would have been too big of a risk.
I have no idea if heād believe me if I told him Iād been reincarnated with memories from my past life, but leaving that aside, what was even more difficult to explain was probably the fact we were inside the world of a game.
In a world without even a single TV, I didnāt think Iād be able to make sense of those things called āvideo gamesā. It was something I should never attempt to do in the first place.
If he learned the world he was living in had been artificially created, then he was bound to be shocked no matter how strong of a character he had. Besides, there was still no proof that this world was the same as the one from āWelcome to the Reverse Worldā. It could be a very similar parallel universe, for all I know.
Right now, what was important wasnāt me failing to disclose everything.
Iām bringing Sir Leonhard into my confidence, giving him what knowledge I posses, to avoid the events that will happen in the future.