Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru Chapter 19
A great commotion of footsteps came thundering in behind Sir Leonhard, about ten seconds too slow, and Royal Guards surrounded Niklas and Hilde.
âSummon a physician! Our top priority is treating her injury!â
After quick confirmation that Hilde was concealing no weapons, a female guard began staunching the blood flow. Hildeâs pallor was terrible, but it didnât seem to be getting worse.
Niklas, on the other hand, had all of his weapons taken away with the exception of his ceremonial longsword. He offered no resistance, both hands held up in surrender, but he didnât look like a cornered man.
Finding his behavior suspicious, I was watching him when he raised his gaze and met my eyes.
âYour Royal HighnessâŠmy deepest apologies.â
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
What in the world did he intend to say after weâd already reached this point? I stayed on alert as he began to bow in my direction. The guards around him stopped him before he could step closer.
âI only wished to protect you, Your Highness, but it seems I stepped out of line.â
What the hell was he getting at? I couldnât understand him at all.
Without giving me the chance to catch up with my thoughts, Niklas vehemently began arguing for his case.
âI suspected that woman was aiming for your life, and was driven by the circumstances to act quickly. Due to my lack of experience, I exposed your royal self to dangerâŠwhat can I do to prove myself?â he appealed to me with zealous passion in his voice.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Even his expression looked like it was begging, and the Royal Guards surrounding him looked on in bafflement.
âThe woman bore me a grudge. Perhaps that is no ground to support my cause, but if nothing else, I must ask you to believe me in my sincerity. IâŠwould never so much as turn traitor to your honorable self.â
Ahh, I get it now.
Because of his devotion to me, my loyal knight couldnât allow the traitor escape, and went on a rampage. Or something.
Cornered, the woman resented him and tried to drag his good name down with her as a fellow conspirator, but that was a lie. He was completely innocent! Or something.
That was how he intended to talk his way out, with his shabby little drama.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Donât look down on meâ!
Rage welled up from the depths of my soul, so strong vertigo hit me.
So you intend to cozy up to me to use me, while selling off my precious friends for gold? You have no intention of doing a single thing for the girl you seduced and took advantage of?
You piece of trashâŠ!!!
âIââ
I wonât let you get away with that poor excuse! I almost screamed, but I stopped.
Sir Leonhard stood behind Niklas, his gaze so strong it pierced through me. The moment I met his eyes, the words got stuck on the way out and I swallowed my words. No sound came from his lips, but it looked like they were forming the words, âbear with itâ .
Was it my imagination?
âŠno, it wasnât.
I looked at the ground and exhaled.
Calm down, collect your thoughts, I repeated to myself.
Why would Hilde appear in front of me in the first place?
If it was for the purpose of assassinating me, as Niklas implied, it was too crude of an attempt, and she had no previous motive, either. If I believed him, then I couldnât assume she had been sent by him, right?
Except, Niklas also had nothing to gain from killing me, and what just happened in front of my eyes may have been a poor show put on to make me to think that. Or, perhaps he had gotten close in order to use me as the hostage piece to control Lutz.
If that was the case, then he must have been watching us somewhere.
And in the exact same way, Sir Leonhard with his fortuitous timing had done similar surveillance, but on Niklas, not me.
In other wordsâŠ
In order to reel in the big fish hidden in the deepâŠin order to lure out Sckellz, the war-mongering nation, this wretch was gonna go free.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Was it by my fatherâs command? Or perhaps, my older brother?
I definitely hadnât seen this coming. Nothing was clear to me.
But, however ignorant I might be, one thing was apparent.
Even if I threw a tantrum right here, right now, not a thing would change for the better.
âI see,â I said in a calm voice, keeping my rage locked inside. Moving my stiff muscles, I forced my face into a smile.
Smile, Rosemarie. You canât let your face become unsightly now.
If youâre just a useless burden holding everyone back, the least you can do is show them a smile deserving of a princess.
âSo you saved me?â
âYour Royal HighnessâŠ!â
Relief spread across Niklasâs face.
Was I convincing enough? Did I look the part of a young girl showing her gratitude to the knight who had saved her?
âNiklas.â
Under my crossed hands, my nails dug into my palms.
I bore the rage welling up inside me.
So that my disgust did not mix in, I carefully controlled my voice.
âThank you.â
It was the first time my spoken words had ever meant the exact opposite of my true feelings.
While I was thanking him, inside I was screaming, âGo to hell, you fucking bastard!â
âI am not worthy,â he said in a carefree tone.
I resisted the urge to punch him in the face, and turned my back on him.
I wanted to get away from this filth as soon as possible. I almost began to run, but I reined in my impulse and moved through the passageway with measured steps.
Just as I was about to turn the corner, allowing the great noise behind me fall to an almost inaudible level, I was stopped.
âYour Royal Highness.â
ââŠâŠâ
I swallowed, and reflexively came to a halt. Mentally, all I wanted to do was run away, but I couldnât bring myself to brush off Sir Leonhard.
Since when did he replace Klaus?
I had been so desperately focused on myself I hadnât noticed.
âYes?â I answered him as tranquilly as I could.
Please ignore that bit of hoarseness in my voice. Forgive me for not even turning around.
Itâs not that I was giving him the cold shoulderâI couldnât look back.
I was putting up a pretense of composure, but a glance at my face would immediately reveal my inner turmoil. The crease between my brows could not be erased, and if I relaxed even a little, various fluids would start spilling out.
I didnât want to show him such a pitiful face.
The sound of his footsteps got closer.
ââŠâŠâŠâŠâ
Donât come here. Please, stop.
Perhaps he heard my wish, because he stopped, distant enough his quiet voice barely reached.
A hush fell between us.
After hesitating for a short while, he sighed.
âYour Royal Highness,â he said again. âI am truly sorry.â
âHuhâŠ?â
I tensed at his unexpected words. Why?
Why was Sir Leonhard apologizing? The one who should apologize was me.
âPlease leave the rest to us,â he said, ending the conversation and leaving me in the lurch.
Not even considering the disastrous state of my face, I turned around, but I was too late. He no longer faced me, already leaving.