Tensei Oujo wa Kyou mo Hata o Tatakioru Chapter 10
Iā€™m not a very expressive person, so Iā€™m sure I looked as emotionless as ever. If there ever was someone who excelled at reading expressions though, and was well-attuned to the worries of others, then that person would be Klaus. I smiled bitterly at the thought.
ā€œIs Klaus causing trouble for you, Your Highness?ā€
ā€œWhat does that mean?ā€
ā€œExactly what it means,ā€ Sir Leonhard said quietly, eyes calm.
I couldnā€™t sense an ulterior motive, but this was too different from anything I had ever experienced in the game. I couldnā€™t read between the lines at all. Why in the world, for what purpose exactly, was he asking me that?
Were my words being influenced by Klausā€™s behavior?
Dumbstruck, I didnā€™t know what to say. I just knew I didnā€™t want to lie to him.
Trying to relax, I took a few short breaths and said, ā€œIf I said I had no problem, it would be a lie.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€
Sir Leonhard smiled wryly at my answer, and had nothing to say. His calm eyes gently urged me to continue.
ā€œHeā€™s an excellent guard; I have no complaints to offer. I have also never doubted his ability. However, heā€™s too overprotective.ā€
At heart, Klaus was a submissive man.
But if a little danger was thrown into the mix, heā€™d become completely different. This outing was a good example.
ā€œKlaus is overprotective?ā€
ā€œYes. In his eyes, I must look extremely fragile. As my protector, he would probably want to go as far as shutting me in an ivory towerā€”heā€™s that tender-hearted. But, Iā€™m an individual with my own will. Thereā€™s no way Iā€™d ever consent to letting myself get locked up for my ā€˜safetyā€™!ā€
I became increasingly upset the more I talked.
Watching me, Sir Leonhardā€™s smile somehow became even more wry. He looked like he was trying to soothe a baby having a tantrum, and it was a splash of cold water to the face.
I was mortified. Venting all of my pent-up frustrations onto an unrelated party was something only a child would do.
ā€œNo. You are not that weak.ā€
ā€œWhatā€¦?ā€
ā€œKlaus is not the type of man to so easily pledge himself to a delicate princess whose only quality is her beauty.ā€
The smile disappeared from his face as he watched me, who had been rendered speechless.
The low tone of his voice deepened with emotion.
ā€œIn your presence, he may seem like a dog, butā€¦ā€
D-dogā€¦?
What an ominous word. If weā€™re talking dogs, I like Border Collies. Or, Shetland Sheepdogs. I donā€™t have a hobby of keeping grown men as my pets!
ā€œHis true nature is that of a wolf. Even if his master is the only one he cannot bring himself to bite, he is actually a beast who cannot be tamed.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€
I couldnā€™t bring myself to make fun of him and say, ā€œCanā€™t you tame him if youā€™re a sadist?ā€
The truth is, anyone who looked at the current Klaus would think, ā€œHeā€™s amazing.ā€
As mentioned previously, Klaus is one of the top five most powerful knight in the chivalric order. If you considered his age, being promoted to the princessā€™s guard meant that heā€™d risen incredibly fast in his career.
Our kingdomā€™s chivalric order was exceptional for stressing the importance of ability over social standing. Precisely because of that, there were a lot of off-putting jealousies floating around. There may be no one foolish enough to display it in front of the princess, but I knew he was stealthily targeted from the shadows.
However, Klaus wasnā€™t the refreshing guy he seemed to be. He elegantly dodged violence, and returned insults twofold. He crushed those comrades who would make a foe of him so hard they never dared to come back.
Was there still any meaning to him being a masochist?
Would a masochist be this aggressive? Or, are sadism and masochism really two sides of the same coin? Yeah, I could hardly understand what Iā€™m saying myself.
ā€œHaving tamed that beast, you cannot possibly be weak. You are honorable, a princess who would never allow herself to simply be protected. However, sometimes, that can be dangerous.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€¦?ā€
Dangerous?
Because I looked weak, I didnā€™t look dangerous?
I have no idea what he wanted to say. What did he mean when Iā€™m not weak, but dangerous?
I donā€™t know if he noticed my bewilderment or not, but Sir Leonhard continued to look at me with admonishing eyes.
ā€œYou are someone who stands on her own feet, thinks with her head, and can accomplish the tasks she sets her mind to. But, there is a limit to how much a person can do on their own. Please, rely on the presence of the people around you a little more.ā€
I blinked several times in response to his unexpected words.
ā€œBut, I doā€¦ā€
There was staggering little I could do with my own power. I knew that, and did indeed intend to rely on others. Take today. Even though it was selfish of me, I had Sir Leonhard escort me around.
He didnā€™t seem to agree, though.
Sir Leonhard shook his head.
ā€œMore. You do not do it enough. Klaus feels the same, which is why he becomes overprotective.ā€
ā€œā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ā€
Even if Sir Leonhard was the one saying that, I couldnā€™t just nod my head in agreement.
I also had my position as princess to consider. I couldnā€™t just thoughtlessly expose my shortcomings.
But, even more than that, I had no idea how to determine how much I should explain, or to what extent I should rely on others.
Who in the world can I share the future that has not happened yet with?
I obstinately hung my head, and Sir Leonhard smiled wryly again.
ā€œPlease, keep these words somewhere in a corner of your mind.ā€
I honestly didnā€™t think that I would remember the disappointment in his voice or his words until much later.
That is a story for the future, several years later.