After going through all these shenanigans, I decided to go back to the dormitory with Elga.
āMirna Draco, that Ę
itch! One day, Iāll strip her naĘed in front of everyone and then whip her like a pigā¦!ā
Elga had been like this since the duel got stopped. With boiling unresolved anger, the overheated Elga looked as if she was about to explode.
āIāll make sure to kill you next time, I swearā¦!ā
If it was the old me, the sight of Elga spouting such evil and atrocious words would have been frightening to watch. Even now, it was still a little scary.
But to be honest, I was feeling something else rather than fear.
Moving forward in her glass shoes, Elgaās slender calves and ankles captivated me. Just moments ago, I had been caressing themā¦
I got to hold a woman for the first time in my life.
And it was also one of the most beautiful and big-Ę
reasted women Iād ever met! I really wanted to brag the fųck out of this!
ā¦ But it was not possible to do so.
After all, if the relationship between Elga and me got discovered, things would immediately become complicated in many ways.
āHey, Theo, that āthingā today has to be kept a secret, okay? Absolutely nothing happened between you and meā¦ā
Elga tried to shut my mouth again.
From my point of view, if Elga said to everyone, āI rolled around with Theoā, my stomach wouldāve turned upside down. I was rather lucky to have the situation turn out like this.
ā¦ And yet, a slightly uncomfortable feeling was slowly rising within me.
How should I describe thisā¦.
It was like dating a girlfriend, who would not even talk about me to other people or show that she had a boyfriend.
Wasnāt that similar to the situation where people didnāt know that she was my girlfriend because sheād never posted a picture of me or an update on her profile status?
If you asked, āHey, how long are you going to keep your relationship with me a secret?ā She would just say, āYou know that if I get a boyfriend, mom and dad will kiII me!ā
All the while, your girlfriendās DMs just kept ringing.
Those who didnāt know anything like classmates and club oppas would keep flirting with your seemingly single girlfriend.
And if you complained about it, she would reply with, āDonāt you trust me?ā, and treat you like a narrow-minded person.
Then eventually, the two of you would fight and break up. After a while, the profile of your ex-girlfriend would be updated, saying that she was now dating one of the oppas sheād been chummy withā¦
Thinking about it that way made my eyes twitch!
As for how I knew this in detail, it was because the first relationship of the real Theo, aka Lee Seong-eum, ended like that back when he was 20ā¦
I didnāt know if I could describe it as āloveā, since I wasnāt even allowed to hold hands or have a dateā¦
So when I saw Elga trying to keep our relationship a secret, it reminded me of that unpleasant memory. For some reason, I was starting to get really angry.
āDo you understand? You need to keep it a secret that you were with meā¦ Why arenāt you answering?ā
Therefore, I bluntly responded to Elgaās question.
āAre you ashamed of me? Is it because I am an orphan, a former slave and had no family? If I was the only son of some royal family or a great aristocrat, would you have kept this a secret?ā
āHey, what are you talking about? Thatās not what I meant. Why is a smart guy like you not getting this?ā
Elga looked at me as if I was a weirdo.
I knew why Elga had to do this, yet I couldnāt keep my composure. The memories of my trauma, which had been buried deep inside my head, just kept popping upā¦
I didnāt expect this to happen.
It was sealed deeply in my mind, so I only thought about that occasionally. But every time it happened, I would kick up the blanket.
No, I couldnāt get emotional like thisā¦
Elga was right. I had to keep this relationship with Elga a highly confidential secret. At least for the time being.
ćYou have calmly judged the situation!
You have gained experience points through the talent ćCalm Thinkingć.
āā¦ I was out of line, Iām sorry.ā
āā¦ Yeah, I know. If it wasnāt you, I wouldāve ripped your head off.ā
āDoes that mean Elga-nim treats me special in her own way?ā
Hearing my question, Elga trembled. Then, while walking in front of me, she kept her head firmly forward and accelerated her gait.
ā ā¦ If it wasnāt for special treatment, would I have done thatā¦thingā¦with you? You idĀ”ot!ā
āI see. That was probably the case.ā
This was different from the time when I couldnāt even hold handsā¦
I wanted to talk more, but Elga was walking faster, as if trying to run away.
Thus, I was in a rush just to keep up with her. My body started sweating like crazy.
āCanāt you go a little slower?ā
Elga, who was power walking with her glass shoes, began to gather a lot of attention.
As I had said many times before, when the blonde-haired Elga walked straight down the street in her red dress like a model, it was natural for people to turn their head.
āHey, look! Who is that?
āI donāt know. Perhaps, the daughter of a nobleman? Sheās very prettyā¦
I usually felt these kinds of gazes and thought nothing of them. However, now that the woman everyone was looking at happened to be someone I just had sĀ£x with, a strange sense of superiority rose within me.
Ahh, the feeling of pouring sticky cuɱ inside a woman who was flawless in terms of appearance aloneā¦
As I looked at Elgaās Ä
ss while recalling that sensation, the shield hero began to rise once more.
I, who lacked experience in dating, just barely managed to get through the huge hurdle called āthe first timeā.
And now, there was another goal to overcome. It was a future turning point known as āThe Second Timeā.
The first time not only served as a goal, but also something to be surpassed.
ā¦ But, how the heII could I get on the second ride?
I had just finished my first trip, so what should I do right now to get the ticket for the second trip?
There were so many things I didnāt knowā¦
In my eyes, a Great War was gradually forming.
Once we entered the temple, would the various events of today be buried in our memories, ending what we had? āWhile I was deep in thought, Elga suddenly asked.
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