Balged and Melia were thereafter blessed with two children.
Following the birth of their first boy, they were blessed with a girl the following year. Both children were given the names Yennis and Seletina, respectively. With Yennis taking after his father and Seletina after her mother.
The birth of their children had brought about much delight for the new parents, but Melia had also felt a slight unease.
She had been concerned about her capacity to uphold her duties as a duchess and raise her children to be respectable nobles. Sheâd been afraid that her children would be scorned for having commonerâs blood.
Sheâd started to develop an inferiority complex as a result of this.
As such, sheâd decided to put an end to her barbaric behavior and strictly disciplined herself in order to conform to the image of a noble woman that she had so thoroughly detested.
Seletina, Iâm sorry.
Melia apologized.
It was an expression of her regret for forcing her inferiority complex, for being a terrible mother, and for making a mockery of her daughterâs dreams.
{I want to become a knight.}
Melia knew that Seletina had been serious about it.
She was aware that Seletinaâs hands had trembled at the time, perhaps due to her fear of her motherâs wrath.
Nevertheless, Melia had neglected her daughter and ridiculed her dream. She understood what an awful thing she had done. In truth, sheâd been happy.
The fact that her daughter aspired to wield a sword was proof that Meliaâs blood, the blood of a mercenary, was indeed coursing through her daughterâs veins.
Sheâll definitely become strong. I just know it. After all, sheâs just like me.
Melia had thought at the time, her cheeks flushed, after observing the yearning in her daughterâs eyes.
But Meliaâs noble and maternal impulses had clashed, with the former emerging as the winner. Meliaâs inferiority complex had quickly engulfed her.
The familyâs honor. A ladyâs pride. A failure of a duchess.
{The children that come out of that woman will undoubtedly be savages as well. Thereâs no hope for the Aldelight house.}
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Those thoughts had flashed in Meliaâs mind.
Melia had become fixated on the idea that if her daughter picked up a sword, those claims would come to pass. Due to this, she had hit her daughter.
It had, however, made her feel as though she had been struck as well. It was then that Melia had finally opened her eyes. She had not put Seletina through that demanding education for Seletinaâs sake. Sheâd done it for her own.
In order to spare Seletina from going through what she had, Melia wanted to transform her into the ideal lady. Melia had used that little justification to rationalize herself and feed her inferiority complex1.
Seletina, Iâm sorry.
Again, Melia voiced her regret.
Itâs fine for you to be selfish. Itâs fine for you to speak your mind without being afraid. Itâs fine for you to laugh aloud during dinner. Itâs all fine. So, if you would, please share your dreams with me once more. Donât leave me ever again.