âOld man. This is a belief that Iâve held since long ago.â
That human nature is inherently evil, rather than inherently good[1].
I canât prove which one is right, but I personally believe that human nature is innately evil.
Was it not the humans who made the distinction of good from evil in the first place?
From the moment âgoodâ was defined, the primordial and instinctive actions of human beings were bound to be defined as âevilâ.
So I believe in the theory of innate evil.
Honestly, Iâd rather not believe it.
But I still think itâs right.
âWhat are you talking about so early in the morning?â
Bernard massaged his shoulders as if his whole body was sore, and rubbed his sleepy eyes.
Somehow lifting his twitching eyelids, he looked at Callius.
âMan is inherently evil.â
âSo, what kind of shit was that all of a sudden⊠huh, I see.â
Sighing, Bernard responded to Callius, whoâd been looking at him, without pondering the issue further.
âIt could be, but at least I donât think so.â
âWhy not?â
âIf human nature is inherently evil, wouldnât this world be too difficult to live in? Wouldnât it be more convenient to think it as good even if it were evil?â
âHmm⊠I try to think of it as evil though.â
Humans are inherently evil.
However, by learning to live in society, you can know the wrongness of evil and restrain it.
Because if you live within a society surrounded by laws, even if you end up committing an evil, you can still return to yourself.
The principle of human behaviour is to not want to cause trouble.
To be honest, itâs hard to say which theory is right and which is wrong. But at least in my personal opinion, the theory of innate evil is the correct one.
So hereâs the question.
âCallius.â
Callius has a violent and promiscuous personality that is an ideal example for those who believe in the theory of innate evil.
In terms of superficial behaviour, he is undeniably evil.
I believe that humans are inherently evil, but they do good because they know the rules and norms of society.
Then, why do those who do not do so, act outside the rules of society?
In my view, because their heads are rotten.
Yes.
Callius has a rotten brain.
Despite knowing good from bad, he repeated his stupid actions.
Because he couldnât live up to his fatherâs expectations.
Even though he was a direct descendant, he became a maniac and a scapegrace because he was constantly compared to the children of the collateral branch, and realized the depths of his own incompetence.
There was no justification for his actions.
Just because he wasnât good enough.
Thus, an idiot named Callius was born into this world.
That was his setting in the first place.
I made him that way.
âBut why are you asking that all of a sudden?â
âI donât quite understand it.â
âWhat?â
â⊠The heart of a maniac.â
âWhat kind of nonsense are you spouting againâŠâ
Haa â With a sigh, I left Bernardâs tent.
It was the crack of dawn.
Leaving Bernard muttering âmadmanâ behind me, I looked at Jevarsch from afar.
The soldiers were busy since before the dawn, standing guard, and preparing to meet the rising sun.
âShit.â
Just looking at them made me angry.
A situation where the excitement of the battlefield had been dominating my body, a situation where Bernard had been in my front.
If not for such a situation, I wouldâve exploded in a frenzy every single moment I had been inside Jevarsch.
Tuk.
âOh! Iâm sorry!â
A soldier scuffed my shoulder as he walked by.
He was holding a large stack of munitions in his hands.
Looked like that he didnât see me in the way due to how high the munitions had been piled up. It was quite plausible and understandable.
Isnât this a time of war?
A soldier wouldnât normally dare touch me, but this just happened because of the emergency wartime situation.
But â
I drew my sword without any hesitation over such a trivial matter.
âYouâre not somebody who can touch me.â
Irrespective of my own will, the trait of a maniac dominated my whole being.
âAh! I, Iâm sorry! Please forgive me just this once!!â
As his neck neared the brutally drawn blade, the soldier fell flat and begged for his life. Callius naturally stepped on the soldierâs head. So natural was the action that there was no way to stop it.
âYou shall be forgiven.â
âTh-, thank youâŠ?â
âGod in heaven will forgive all your sins.â
Saying that, Callius immediately struck down with the Predator Sword.
âUgh, aaaaaah!â
The aura of murder emanating from Callius, honed from his three days of repeated slaughter in the battlefield, enveloped the soldier.
The soldier, fallen on his back, peed himself at the sight of the blade hovering over him.
âTch⊠go away.â
âYeah⊠yep! Iâll go away!!â
Just before slicing off the soldierâs head â
Heâd blocked his right hand with his left.
âThis shitty trait.â
His left hand, which he had used to momentarily block his own sword arm with so much force, was tingling.
The trait of a maniac demanded that he really kill that soldier with a single sword.
The combination of his terrible traits put Callius in such a dreadful situation.
The soldiers and the Knights performing their respective missions were looking at him in surprise.
âThis is why I didnât want to come to the North.â
The coercion of his own character.
The characteristics of the Scapegrace of the Count Family was holding him by the ankles and slowly taking over his body.
The more he would approach the centre of Jevarsch, the more this dominance would grow.
âMy notoriety will spread more widely.â
Jervainâs maniac, who theyâd thought had awoken, did not actually change.
The rumour would spread like this.
âHaaâŠâ
Notoriety doesnât matter however widespread it is, but the important issue is elsewhere.
The real problem is that I canât control myself.
Murmur, murmur.
When I put divine power into my ears, whispers that I would not normally be able to hear were heard and interpreted by Bardâs Blessing.
It wasnât very good.
â They said he was a maniac⊠Thatâs not the level of a maniac, thatâs just insane.
â Shh, be quiet, or that crazy guy might hear.
â I thought a war hero had come to save usâŠ
So I heard.
And as soon as I heard, my heart sank, because my crazy trait activated.
âNow isnât this because of the original Calliusâ innate nature?â
I donât even know what that is.
Thatâs why I didnât want to get close to Jervain.
Were that all, Iâd have been able to endure it, but the fragments of Calliusâ memories and emotions keep rushing in and making my blood boil.
Memories of being ignored.
Of enduring corporal punishments for committing adultery.
Memories like that just keep coming to the surface of my mind.
âI need to look for a way to silence the trait.â
Or, leave here. Either one should have been an option, but unfortunately â
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The quest is still there.
Thereâs no other way out.
âIf you donât reach S-rank after coming all the way here, youâll regret it for the rest of your life.â
If so, there is only one way.
Find a way to suppress my traits.
âWhat if I canât find one?â
I pondered for a while, but there was no right answer.
âIf I canât find one, thereâs nothing I can do.â
I have no choice but to keep living as a maniac.
âNochtel. Did he really say that?â
âYes, thatâs right.â
âHahaâŠ.â
The master of Jevarsch â
Elburton von Jervain, was speechless at Nochtelâs response.
âHas he gone crazy?â
âMaybe so. Still, I remember that he used to be respectful to the Lord in the pastâŠâ
He didnât have that kind of spirit.
Heâd followed etiquette, although he had been confrontational and arrogant.
No matter how much heâd been expelled from his family and sent to the Church to become a Pilgrim, there was no justification for blatantly rejecting a request from the Master of the North.
âHeâs crazy.â
âThis canât just be swept under the rug with that. No matter what happened in the past, his behaviour towards masterâŠâ
âNo. Itâs better than being a dog wagging its tail in front of me. Yeah, thatâs how big his guts should be.â
Elburton suppressed a smile.
Itâs better to be this bold than to look like an obedient puppy in front him like in the past.
Besides, didnât he deserve to be proud?
These last three days of dreadful battle.
There, Callius had fully imprinted his existence on the northerners.
In this War of the Wheel â
He was a necessary talent for Jevarsch, and an indispensable sword for the North.
âHe knows his own value best. Thatâs why heâs doing this. He couldnât, otherwise.â
Elsewhere, this rudeness would have surely been punished.
However, this was his original hometown.
And â
âHe must have a lot of resentment backed up. Where would that personality go? Haha.â
âThis is not the time to laughâŠâ
âNo one else in the North can slander me like that. Strangely, Iâm not even mad.â
Elburton laughed bitterly.
Nochtel was relieved and worried at the same time as he saw the smiling face of his owner.
âThereâs no way he would have come back to the North if he didnât have that courage. Even I had underestimated my own son a bit.â
âWhat are you going to do? If you leave it alone, it will harm the Lordâs status.â
âIf my sonâs being so arrogant, Iâll also have to fulfil my responsibilities as a father. Will I not?â
Duruk.
Elburton rose from his seat and left his office, heading towards the makeshift barracks inside the fortress grounds.
âHeâs complaining about me now, but heâll soon be heading somewhere else anyway.â
âWhereâŠâ
âYouâll see soon. Then all Iâll have to do is watch.â
As the Master of the North arrived, all the Knights, as well as the soldiers whoâd been rushing about, bowed their heads.
Because he was the Supreme Ruler of the North.
Even though everybody within Jevarsch bowed their heads at Elburton when they saw him coming â
Only one person did not.
Only a man with dark hair and a red cloak kept his stiff neck straight.
âCallius.â
A voice that seemed to press down on his shoulders called for Callius. Even though it was just a voice, Callius felt more pressure than when heâd faced the giant beasts.
He wanted to bow his head in response.
But the nature of a maniac rejected it.
Was this due to his characteristics?
Or was it the will of the original Callius?
He couldnât judge.
âYouâre still alive.â
However.
One thing was certain.
âThis feelingâŠâ
It was something from his past.
Callius had hated it enough to live a life that his father had to endure watching.
âYouâve grown so much. Enough to keep your neck upright in front of me.â
Callius did not respond to Elburtonâs words.
He just quietly started drawing his sword.
âIt feels good.â
Calliusâ eyebrows rose.
What do you mean that it feels good?
While he was beset by such doubts â
A man walked out from one side of the fortress.
âAre you alright? Father.â
It was Callavan.
Editorâs Notes:
[1] ì±ì ì€êłŒ ì±ì ì€ â the two conflicting schools of thought in Confucianism, that human nature is inherently good, vs it being inherently evil, were championed by the Warring States era Chinese philosophers Mengzi and Xunji, respectively. Mengzi believed that humans were by nature righteous and society was a bad influence on them, whereas Xunzi posited that humans were born evil and ethics was needed to rectify them.