Within five seconds of calling her into the common space, Miyagi makes a disgusted sound.
ăIâm going to make chocolate, so help me.ă
ăWhy?ă
ăBecause itâs February 14th.ă
On the kitchen cooktop are the chocolates I bought for the occasion, along with the knives and pots for cooking them.
ăYou told me to leave it open today, but you didnât ask me to help you make chocolate.ă
ăI didnât tell you, but since youâre home, you should help.ă
ăItâs a hassle. Why donât you just buy chocolate?ă
ăWell, Iâm going shopping now, will you come with me?ă
ăI donât want to.ă
I can hear her denying my words, but itâs only been about an hour since I had lunch, so I have plenty of time to go out.
ăIf you donât want to, help me. You have plenty of time. If you donât want to go buy something, you can make it.ă
It was predictable that Miyagi wouldnât like it either. But if I backed down, there would be no point in having her vacate Valentineâs Day.
ăYou can make it on your own, so thereâs no point in me going out of my way to help you, Sendai-san.ă
Miyagi complains and kicks me in the leg.
ăBecause itâs more fun for the two of us to make it together. Also, you could give it to Utsunomiya.ă
I do not want Utsunomiya to give the chocolates we make together. Of course, I donât want anyone else to have them either.
But I thought that if there was some reason to make chocolate, Miyagi would break it.
I want to make and eat chocolates with Miyagi on Valentineâs Day.
The only way to do that is to put Utsunomiyaâs name out there.
ăâŚSendai-san, are you going to give it to Komatsu-san?ă
Miyagi looks at me as if she is solving a difficult problem.
ăI wonât see Mio at my next part-time job and I donât plan to see her for a while.ă
The first chocolates I gave to Miyagi on Valentineâs Day as a high school student were âfriend chocolatesâ for Umina and my friends. On the second Valentineâs Day, the âjust in caseâ was removed.
And this year, for the third time.
It has become something that I give only to Miyagi and want to receive from her only.
Itâs silly, but even though I know Miyagi doesnât feel the same way I do, I still want to do the common and increasingly boring event of passing chocolates between us.
ăIâm not planning to see Maika for a while either.ă
ăI see. But I want to eat chocolate, so letâs make it. Donât you like truffles, Miyagi?ă
ăYouâre making truffles?ă
ăIf you donât like it, I can get you something else.ă
ăâŚTruffles are fine. How do you make them?ă
Miyagi approaches the sink and grabs a piece of chocolate.
ăI chop the chocolate, melt it, make a ganache, and then put cocoa powder on it or coat it with chocolate. Iâll chop it up for now, give me a hand.ă
I receive the chocolate from Miyagi and chop it into small pieces with a knife. When I have shaved about two-thirds of the chocolate, I hear Miyagiâs voice, who had been silently watching me work.
ăSendai-san. Chocolates sold in stores are made from cacao beans, right?ă
ăYes, but⌠were you perhaps going to say you want to make chocolate from cacao beans?ă
ăNot really, but if youâre going to melt chocolate and make it, wouldnât it be better to just eat it as is instead of going to the trouble of making it by hand?ă
ăItâs not fine. Iâll make truffles. Get out the whipped cream in the fridge.ă
I canât just let them eat the chocolate that I went to the trouble of buying to make truffles by hand. I give the next task to Miyagi, who brought the whipped cream without complaint.
ăHeat the cream and bring to a boil, then turn off the heat.ă
I tell her how much and how much heat to use, and leave the cream to Miyagi. After a while, I hear a voice saying,ăIâve turned off the heat,ăand I add the cream to the bowl with the chopped chocolate and mix it in a circular motion with a rubber spatula. Then, have Miyagi back the finished product and place it in the refrigerator to chill.
ăHow long do we have to wait?ă
Miyagi says in a bored voice.
ăIâd say about thirty minutes.ă
ăIsnât that long?ă
ăThen letâs ice it.ă
ăIt doesnât matter either way.ă
When she replied in a curt voice and I wondered what to do, Miyagi spontaneously started washing the pots.
ăSendai-san, do you like chocolate so much that you make it by hand?ă
ăNot that Iâm saying that, but itâs Valentineâs Day.ă
ăSo you like Valentineâs Day then?ă
ăMhm, itâs not that I like it, itâs just one of those events. Itâs like Halloween or Christmas.ă
ăSendai-san, you like those events, donât you?ă
I decide to ice the chocolate and take it out of the refrigerator and place it on the cooktop.
The shared space is filled with a delicious sweet aroma, appropriate for Valentineâs Day. But Miyagiâs question is not sweet. Her question,ăDo you like it?ăis a difficult question for me and I am not sure if the answer is correct.
Thereâs no need to get worked up just because someone asks you what you like, but I canât stop thinking about theăthings I donât likeăand theăthings I do likeăthat Miyagi told me to make.
I look down at the sludgy chocolate.
ăâŚDo you like those events, Miyagi?ă
ăIâm not really interested.ă
After I say this, Miyagi, who has finished washing the dishes, disappear from my presence.
ăWhere are you going?ă
Without answering my question, Miyagi returns with a spoon in hand. And without hesitation, she plunged it into the bowl.
ăHey, Miyagi. What are you doing?ă
Even though she should have heard me, Miyagi scooped up the chocolate and brought the spoon to her mouth.
ăâŚIs it delicious?ă
Thereâs no point in asking her to serve whatâs in her mouth, so I ask her what she thought.
ăYeah.ă
ăGive me that one.ă
I reached for the spoon that Miyagi is holding, but the desired object slips away.
ăNo. Iâve already put my mouth on it. If you want to scoop chocolate, youâll need a new spoon.ă
ăWeâre the only ones eating it anyway, so why not?ă
ăItâs not fine.ă
ăThen youâll give me a direct taste.ă
I bring my face close to Miyagiâs, who says nothing but stingy things.
She will know that I am about to kiss her, but she wonât close her eyes with a spoon. We put our lips together, but Miyagiâs eyes stay open, so I close mine instead. But before we can put our lips together, my feet was stepped on.
ăIâve tasted it so this should be fine.ă
Boring.
Not interesting.
Last Valentineâs Day, I gave Miyagi a taste kiss to give her a taste. Then this year I should be able to give her a taste kiss for me to taste it.
I took the spoon from Miyagi and grabbed her arm. Then I scooped some chocolate with the handle end of the spoon and stuck it on Miyagiâs palm.
ăYou got chocolate on you.ă
I can hear her disgruntled voice, but I donât apologize.
I bring my face close to his chocolate-stained palm and slowly crawl my tongue over it. I lick off what is staining Miyagiâs palm and press the tip of my tongue against it.
Itâs sweet.
Chocolate mixed with whipped cream melts and disappears on the tip of the tongue.
Miyagi strongly calls meăSendai-san.ă
She put more force than her voice into the hand that grabs my arm and lick it even though the chocolate is gone. It shouldnât taste like anything, but Miyagiâs body heat is sweeter than chocolate, and our lips are tightly pressed together.
ăDonât act like a dog.ă
Miyagi kicked me in the leg with a low voice, as if she was sending a pebble far away. When I had no choice but to look up, Miyagi said something boring again.
ăIâll clean your hand.ă
ăYou canât.ă
Pull on the arm while holding on.
ăIs this payback for what you said earlier?ă
ăMiyagi, you like this kind of thing, donât you?ă
Iâve done this kind of thing many times before.
Thatâs because Miyagi often gave me these orders.
So thereâs nothing to get angry about now.
ăâŚSendai-san.ă
Miyagi peels off my hand, which was still holding my arm, with a crunch.
ăWhat?ă
ăâŚDid anyone want to give you chocolate for Valentineâs Day?ă
Miyagi, who wanted to wash her hands, didnât wash her hands and asked me something I hadnât expected.
ăBy chocolate, do you mean friend chocolate?ă
ăNo.ă
ăIf you were talking about that kind of chocolate, there wasnât any, butâŚă
ăBut?ă
ăWas there any for you, Miyagi?ă
ăThereâs no way I have those.ă
ăReally?ă
ăItâs no use lying. I mean, I think Sendai-san is lying more than me.ă
ăIâm telling the truth.ă
I answered shortly and handed the spoon back to Miyagi, which she quickly approached and swatted away.
Play
Unmute
ăWait Miyagi, itâs dirty.ă
Miyagi glared at me, as if she didnât like what I had just said.
I took a step back from the sink and braced myself.
She probably do the same thing I did earlier.
And Miyagi doesnât push a spoon with a bit of chocolate still on it at a spot that could get dirty. She should deliberately push it to a place where she doesnât want it to get dirty.
I call out a smallăMiyagiăand a dirty spoon is placed in the sink. When I relax my body in relief, Miyagi grabs my arm and bites my ear.
ăAww!ă
My voice comes out reflexively.
My earlobe is hot from the teeth.
Her teeth are set so hard that they seem to be bitten off, making me hives. Miyagiâs behavior is always unpredictable.
My body canât keep up with the unexpected action, and my sense of pain works harder than it should, but Miyagiâs body heat is close by, and I put my arm around her back to keep it locked in. But before I could hug her tightly, my earlobe was released and Miyagi left me.
ăWhen are you going to learn the word âholding backâ?ă
ăIâm holding back.ă
ăEven now?ă
Miyagi didnât answer my question, but looked at the chocolate in the bowl.
ăSendai-san. The chocolate, is it done?ă
I let out a small gasp at the flat voice.
ăNot yet, you know?ă
Chocolate is neither too soft nor too hard to roll.
I looked at the chocolate in the bowl, as did Miyagi.