KikyĹ-chan stares at my ear from across the table in the familiar room Iâve grown accustomed to going to.
ăIâm thinking of getting a new one, but I canât seem to find one that looks good.ă
I have a small earring in my ear that I gave to Miyagi. It has been in my ear since her birthday and will be replaced with a new one soon. But Miyagi, who said she would pick out the earrings, hasnât picked them out for me more than a week since then.
ăIâd like to get mine pierced after I pass high school.ă
KikyĹ-chan says quietly and drops her gaze to the problem book.
ăYouâll get in trouble at school.ă
ăI know, right? But I thought it would be cool to get a pair of earrings to commemorate my passing.ă
ăItâs cool, but why not something else? If you get into high school, as your teacher, I will give you something as a gift.ă
ăIs that true?ă
KikyĹ-chan puts down the pen she was holding and leans forward. Her slightly long bangs sway and her sparkling eyes are clearly visible.
ăItâs true. I canât buy you anything expensive, but Iâll give you something you want.ă
ăOkay.ă
A bouncy voice comes back.
The pages of the problem book are turned vigorously, and I can tell that KikyĹ-chanâs excitement has increased. I think itâs adorable that sheâs like a middle school student, whose motivation meter rises in an easily understandable way with a single word of a gift.
Itâs refreshingly different from Miyagi.
When I was a high school student and was teaching Miyagi to study, I never heard a voice from her as bouncy as KikyĹ-chan.
I wish I could have seen Miyagi as happy as KikyĹ-chan back then. Grumpy Miyagi was cute, but Miyagi smiling at the penguins at the aquarium was also cute. I canât help but think that it wouldâve been nice to have such a happy Miyagi next to me when I was in high school.
ăSensei, thereâs a problem here.ă
Just as my thoughts were biased toward Miyagi, I hear KikyĹ-chanâs voice and look at the problem she is pointing at.
ăItâs this one.ă
Answering KikyĹ-chanâs questions and even do the preparation for school lessons as it is, the allotted time will be over in no time.
I leave KikyĹ-chan and head for home on the train.
Tutoring reminds me a lot of Miyagi when I was a high school student. This part-time job is interesting, with some nostalgia. Maybe I can convince Miyagi to add one more student.
I get off the train and walk with the cold wind blowing in my face. Autumn is over, winter is beginning, and I feel the night air directly on my neck, which has nothing to cover. Itâs so cold that I donât think I can rely on my thin coat. I walked up three flights of stairs and opened the front door, eager to see Miyagi as soon as possible.
I take off my shoes and go to the common area, but Miyagi is not there.
I leave my coat and bag in my room and return to the common area.
I knocked three times on Miyagiâs room, and after a short pause, the door clicked open.
ăWelcome.ă
ăIâm home. Can I come in?ă
ăYes.ă
The door is opened wide with a soft voice. When I entered her cozy, air-conditioned room, I found that she had been studying because she had some books on her desk.
I unbuttoned one of the buttons of my blouse and sat down next to Miyagi.
ăHey, Miyagi. The earrings, when are you going to pick them out for me?ă
I tug on Miyagiâs ear, which is against the bed.
ăWhen, I just said I was going to pick you one the other day.ă
ăI waited over a week.ă
ăSendai-san, arenât you getting ahead of yourself? Iâd like to take my time to choose.ă
ăSo, if youâre just taking your time, why donât you go look at earrings with me? Miyagi can just pick them out for me and Iâll buy them.ă
I think I should really wait.
Itâs better to take her time and let Miyagi choose when she wants to choose. Like a stray cat, she is capricious. Even if I rush her, she doesnât do what I want her to do.
I am well aware of this, but the longer I wait, the more I feel as if Miyagiâs words about choosing earrings were an auditory hallucination.
ăIâm not going. Iâll choose it, Iâll buy it. So, Sendai-san, just wait for it.ă
Miyagi says something I never thought she would say.
ăIâll buy it myself, thatâs fine. Like I said before, you can just pick and choose it, Miyagi.ă
ăI choose, I buy.ă
Clearly, Miyagi said, and turned up the temperature of the air conditioner once.
It was cold outside, but this room was warm enough.
Not enough to raise the temperature, I took the remote control from her and put it on the bed.
ăHow long do I have to wait?ă
ăUntil I get one for you.ă
I got a vague answer, and I touched her earring.
The small ornament hit my fingertip and I slowly traced the earring.
ăIf Miyagi says so, Iâll wait, but Iâll get a replacement for the earring.ă
ăWhatâs the replacement?ă
I removed my hand from her ear and strokes Miyagiâs lips, who makes a probing sound.
ăMark me down. You can do that much right now.ă
ăâŚWhere would be the mark?ă
ăMiyagiâs favorite spot.ă
I tell her softly, and she looks at me as if she were looking at something suspicious.
ăThe other day you said youâd let me specify where to put it on?ă
ăLike I said, you can mark any place you want today, Miyagi. In return, let me mark the same place.ă
I know the answer without having to ask.
So I put my lips on Miyagiâs lips before she saysăyou canâtăand take the words away. When I grab her hand and make her unable to resist, I can feel the comfortable body heat from her matching lips and gripping hand. Wanting more of Miyagi, I touch her lips with the tip of my tongue and push it into the tip. But soon she bites me hard and drives me out.
ăSendai-san, you didnât tell me that this is the system that would happen if I didnât choose the earrings early.ă
I hear her grumpy voice.
ăNow Iâve decided. Itâs Miyagiâs fault for not quickly choosing the earrings.ă
ăUnfair.ă
ăDonât you want to mark me, Miyagi?ă
As I ask the question, the hand that was holding on flees from me. Miyagiâs fingertips trace the floor and tug at my blouse.
ăâŚSendai-san, are you really going to mark the same spot?ă
ăIâll mark it. So, think about it and mark me.ă
The kissmarks Iâve been worn many times.
Itâs not something I hesitate to do now, so itâs one of the things I can do while maintaining our relationship as roommates. Itâs Miyagi that chooses the place, and since sheâs had a kissmark from me before, I donât think itâs a big problem for me to mark her.
So I donât mind testing Miyagi a little bit.
I would like to know where Miyagi would like me to kiss and touch in these situations.
I think it is a roundabout way.
But if I ask her straight, she will never answer me.
ăHave you decided?ă
I ask quietly, and Miyagi wrinkles her brow and replies,ănot yet.ă
ăIâll take off my clothes if you want me to.ă
ăYou donât have to.ă
ăBe quick about it. Youâre thinking too much.ă
I tug on her earlobe as if to hurry her along, and put pressure on the fingertips that touch her earring.
ăLet go.ă
I took my hands away from her ears at the piercing voice, and Miyagi unbuttoned two buttons of my blouse.
Miyagiâs hands enter my blouse, which is now three buttons undone. Her hands caressed my shoulders and traced my collarbone. Then, slowly, she opened my blouse wide.