Three days ago, Helios was heading to the estate of the Marquis of Melks.
The Marquis of Melkes was consistently ignoring Escalâs demand for custody back.
After the death of Charlet Melks, it was not surprising that the Marquis treated Helios as an enemy.
Helios didnât want to see him either. But now that Lenia was struggling with Escalâs custody, it had to be solved.
âThen Iâll leave.â
A throbbing headache came in.
The day would often come to his mind when Lenia was still not around.
Helios smiled bitterly and wiped his dry face.
Returning to his arms after a long time, she doesnât seem to like him as much as she used to, which upset him.
At times, she seemed to think of Escal more than me, and, ironically, I was jealous of the child.
However, even if Lenia hated him, he had no intention of giving up on her.
âSir, I got a reply from the Marquis Melks lawyer.â
Dustin entered the inn and handed him a letter bearing the seal of the Marquis Melks family.
Helios frowned and shook his head.
âRead what they are saying.â
Dustin checked the contents of the letter and opened his mouth.
âI canât hand over custody to a bloodless woman. And he said it would be difficult to meet him because he has an important appointment, so he said not to come.â
âDoes he have an appointment for 3 nights and 4 days?â
Helios snorted at the expected reply.
âDid you confirm what you promised?â
âYes. I was contacted by a guy who infiltrated the Marquis, and he said it seems to be related to Baron Rockefeller.â
âBaron Rockefeller?â
Heliosâs forehead narrowed sharply.
Were Baron Rockefeller and Marquis Melks friends?
The sassy Marquis Melks isnât the kind of person to make friends with a Baron.
Helios crumpled up the letter, guessing that Baron Rockefeller had contacted the Marquis Melks over Escalâs cancellation of admission to the Delois Academy.
âSummon all the knights and prepare the carriage. It starts right away.â
âAre you going back to the mansion?â
âTo Dillua Academy. You better hurry.â
****
Helios rode all day and arrived at Kingston.
I wanted to get things done quickly and go back to the mansion and sleep with Lenia in my arms.
When I urged the coachman to enter the Dillua Academy, a familiar carriage caught my eye.
âDustin, stop the carriage.â
Helios jumped out of the carriage and opened the door of the carriage where it was parked.
âWhat⌠Ugh!â
Mary, who was sitting alone in the carriage, breathed in surprise.
Helios asked with bitter eyes.
âWhy are you here?â
âThat, thatâŚ.â
Helios, who had let go of her stuttering excuses, quickly scanned the carriage.
In the corner of the carriage, Leniaâs clothes were neatly folded.
He asked, glaring at Mary in her thin clothes.
âWhere is Lena?â
â⌠Oh, thereâs something she needs to find out, so she went to the academyâŚ.â
âWhen?â
âItâs been about four or thirty minutes. If she doesnât come back within two hours, she told me to call the knightsâŚâ
âCall the knights immediately and find Lenia, come on!â
****
I had bad feeling.
After Baron Rockefeller visited the mansion and met Lenia.
No, itâs been that way since I first met the Baron at the Academy.
I thought it was because of Escal that Lenia was particularly sensitive to Baron Rockefeller.
So, as long as Escalâs work was resolved, I thought it would be okay. But-.
âDustin, bring your sword.â
The academy was empty.
The playground where the children played was quiet, and there was no Baron to be seen in the deanâs office.
Helios drew his sword from its scabbard.
âPlease, just stay safe.â
The hand holding the sword turned white.
I was so nervous that my head was going to explode.
Helios headed into the building feeling like he was going to turn around.
â⌠Ouch!â
It was then a womanâs moan could be heard in his sharply standing ears.
Heliosâ footwork accelerated. His heart pounded wildly at his footsteps.
Please, Lena. Donât drive me crazy.
There, she was there, running away with the anxiety about to explode.
âUghâŚ.â
A large man was covering her mouth with a handkerchief.
Without hesitation, Helios stabbed the man in the back with the sword he was holding.
âUgh!â
And Lenia, barely released from the manâs grasp, collapsed to the floor.
âLena!â
****
âItâs all because of you! Without you, this wouldnât have happened!â
âGet away from him!â
â⌠Ugh!â
My back was burning hot. I woke up with a feeling of drowsiness.
I was breathing heavily like someone who had fallen into the water and was rescued, and when I woke up, a familiar face was looking down at me.
Helios made eye contact and rubbed his haggard face roughly.
In the dark shadow that fell under his eyes, he unintentionally reached out and stood up from his seat, avoiding my hand.
Helios turned away from me, stood by the window, and looked out in the thick darkness.
I struggled to get my upper body up and sit with my back against the head of the bed.
âHelios.â
I had been asleep for a long time, so my voice cracked badly.
I called him one more time, wondering if he didnât hear me because I didnât get an answer.
âHelios.â
ââŚâŚ.â
But it wasnât that he didnât hear it, it was that he didnât want to answer.
There was a lot of anger in his face when he turned around.
I had nothing to say, even with ten mouths, so I looked down at my fingertips and traced the vague memories.
What happened?
How I got out of there and how I was lying in my bed was full of doubts.
I thought I was going to die, but maybe the hand holding me was Helios?
I also wondered how that person who said he had an urgent job came to the academy, but his reaction was too cold to ask.
Helios, who had been staring out the window for a while, turned around.
The cold gaze that couldnât read the emotions took my breath away.
I was choked by the silence that seemed to never go away, so I opened my mouth first.
âWhen did you come back? You say itâll take a few more daysâŚâ
âHaâŚ.â
A long sigh interrupted the conversation.
Helios, who had been staring at me with a tired face, came slowly and stopped by the bed.
âWhat shall I do with you?â
âHeliosâŚ.â
âWhat would you like me to do?â
ââŚâŚ.â
His voice, which had almost no pitch, was damp.
âIâm sorry, IâŚ.â
âWeâŚâ
ââŚâŚâ
âLetâs take some time to think.â
****
Helios, who wanted to have time to think, stopped looking for me from that day.
Iâm going to ask how long this is for now.
I waited for him to come when his anger subsided, but he did not show up until five days had passed.
âHelios skipped another meal?â
âYeah, he doesnât even drink water, let alone food, so Iâm worried that he would fall over again.â
âWhat about sleep?â
âHe says he will sleep in the office, butâŚ. Every time I knock, I see he is awake, so I donât know if he closed his eyes.â
Merlin, who came to me with snacks, complained.
Helios ruined the atmosphere of the mansion, so Merlin came to me and asked to comfort him.
It would be nice if I didnât provoke more anger rather than reduce it.
I sighed as I looked at the tray.
âIs he still in the office?â
âYes. He has been locked up in the office for days.â
âAll right, just leave him there.â
âGet some rest, madam.â
Merlin left the room with a look of anticipation.
âHah.â
I pulled out the embroidery from the drawer and fiddled with the unfinished black panther.
The day I went to Kingston, the embroidery was still unfinished because I returned without buying a thread.
Itâs Heliosâ birthday soon, and this kind of atmosphere isâŚ
Yes, even if I get kicked out, Iâd rather bump into each other.
I left the room with the tray Merlin had left behind.
Then I went straight to the office, put my ear to the door, and assessed the situation inside.
When I hear no sound, it seems that you are alone.
The hand I raised to knock trembled, took a deep breath and knocked on the door.
âHelios, can I come in?â
There was no answer.
I thought maybe he didnât answer because he didnât want to see me, but I cautiously opened the door, wondering if he might have fallen asleep.
Helios sat at the desk and raised his head.
As Merlin said, heâd been slimmer in the last few days.
âHelios, I brought you a snackâŚ.â
âGet out.â
âIâm sorry if I disturbed you, Iâll just leave thisâŚ.â
âGet out, Lenia.â
I couldnât be more stubborn at the polite but cold refusal.
I got out of the room, put down the tray in front of the office, and stood there for a while.
It happened because of my recklessness, so I couldnât even dare to feel sad.
I hoped Helios would feel better, but I canât help it if he says he doesnât want to see me again.
Even though I knew it, my eyes were clouded with an upset heart.
I bowed my head in fear that anyone might see me, and I hurriedly moved.
As soon as I got back to my room, I burst into tears. I squatted and buried my face in my lap.
Ah, I canât do this.
I heard that the person who made the mistake cry is the worst.
I bit hismytongue and tried to hold back, but the tears did not stop easily.
â⌠Are you okay?â
A worried voice was heard from nearby.
As I lifted my head with a wet face, Escal looked at me with a worried expression.
âWhy are you crying?â
âUh, a little⌠I have a sad thingâŚâ
As I made an excuse, wiping away tears with the back of my hand, Escal reached out a hand like a fern and caressed my face.
Emotions were overwhelmed by the soft touch as if to console the child, and hot water droplets fell on the back of the childâs hand.
Escal, who rubbed the tears that had fallen on the back of his hand, asked with a sad expression.
âAre you crying because of the Duke?â
âNo. I did something wrongâŚâ
I smiled forcefully and shook my head.
âDonât cry.â
âYes⌠Iâll be fine soon.â
The child, who had been looking around, not knowing what to do, ran to the dressing table and returned with a handkerchief.
âWipe it with this.â
Escal hugged me as I wiped my tears with a handkerchief and patted my back.
âIf you do this when you are sad, it makes you feel a little less sad.â
ââŚâŚ.â
âI want you to be less sad because Iâll give you a hug.â