To a certain extent, Noh Gun-Sangâs answer hardly came as a surprise. Still, I wanted to know why he was so adamant about it, so I asked, âWhy not?â
âMr. Namgoong is the pillar and face of our academy. Youâre not the only one who thinks of him as a competitor. In fact, you could say all of the instructor candidates are aiming for him. However, do you think I can let him fight everyone?â
âThatâs an excellent excuse. Did you prepare this in advance?â
âWhen youâre in a position like mine, you always have several excuses prepared beforehand,â Noh Gun-Sang laughed softly and sipped his tea. âIn any case, I wonât allow you to duel Mr. Namgoong,â he added firmly.
Unfortunately, I would not be easily dissuaded. âNothing lasts forever, and the current Star Instructor of the academy wonât always be the Star Instructor. Just as the river always flows, itâs only natural for the new to replace the old.â
Noh Gun-Sang set down his teacup and chuckled, âAre you saying that youâre going to surpass Namgoong Su and become the new Star Instructor?â
âYou donât think thatâs possible?â I asked, smiling leisurely.
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Noh Gun-Sang smiled back at me. âOn the contrary, I think itâs quite possible.â
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âHowever, itâs still a little too early for that, so I donât want you to fight Mr. Namgoong for now.â
âAre you saying that Iâll lose to Namgoong Su?â
âHmm, let me thinkâŚâ Noh Gun-Sang crossed his arms and closed his eyes.
I could tell that he was simulating a duel between me and Namgoong Su using a type of mental imagery training exclusive to martial masters.
Several minutes later, Noh Gun-Sang opened his eyes and grinned wickedly. âInteresting,â he remarked.
Curious about the outcome, I asked, âSo? Who won?â
âIt wouldnât be fun if I told you.â
âIt doesnât matter, I already know the result.â
âOh?â
I didnât say that out of arrogance, but confidence. After all, I was sure that Noh Gun-Sang couldnât see the full extent of my skills.
Noh Gun-Sang smiled like a grandfather watching his grandsonâs antics. âAnyway, Iâm sorry, but Iâve already chosen your opponent. I canât change it anymore.â
âIn that case, it canât be helped.â I shrugged and nodded. No point acting like a spoiled brat when it wasnât going to work.
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âIs your goal to become a Star Instructor?â Noh Gun-Sang suddenly asked.
âYes. Thatâs why I came to the Azure Dragon Academy.â
âIn your opinion, what is a Star Instructor?â
A little taken aback by the sudden line of questioning, I thought for a moment before answering, âAn instructor who is the best at teaching martial arts, and someone who is trusted by the traineesâŚI mean, by the students and the school.â
There was no such term in the Blood Cult, but if there were, I would certainly be the best Star Instructor in the Cult, having taught thousands of trainees, including several geniuses who would go on to become famous.
In response to my blunt answer, Noh Gun-Sang smiled slyly like he had succeeded in luring me into a trap. âI agree with you to a certain extent, but you missed the most important factor.â
âWhat did I miss?â I asked.
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âYou canât become the Star Instructor by only being good at teaching and strong in martial arts. For example, even though your grandfather is both an excellent teacher and a distinguished swordsman, Namgoong Su is the only Star Instructor in the Azure Dragon Academy. Do you know why that is so?â
Of course I do.
âNamgoong Su is young, handsome, and very popular with the students, but I wonât lose to him when it comes to that.â
ââŚUhh.â Noh Gun-Sang choked on his next line.
Clearly he hadnât expected me to bring up that particular point. It seemed like he wanted to teach me something, but⌠I wasnât responding exactly the way he predicted I would, and it was throwing him off.
He gathered his scattered thoughts, reorganized his words and continued, ââŚYou have a point, but thatâs not what I meant.â
âThen what? Is there some secret to becoming a Star Instructor?â
âMaybe. How would I know that?â
ââŚHuh?â
âIf I knew that, Iâd be a Star Instructor myself.â
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Is this guy kidding me? I stared at him in disbelief, and Noh Gun-Sang averted his gaze and fiddled with his teacup as if he was embarrassed.
âAhem, what Iâm trying to say is this: Youâre certainly a capable and confident young man, and you have the potential to become a Star Instructor, butâŚjust not the way you are right now.â
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âDonât rush and take your time to search for the missing link. I have high hopes for you, or I wouldnât have come to see you personally.â
Noh Gun-Sang stood up and patted me on the shoulder. âI know that there are a lot of bad rumors about me, but I want to restore the Azure Dragon Academy to its former glory. In my eyes, you are the most outstanding talent Iâve seen in a long time.â
âThank you.â
âBy the way⌠You remind me of the first time I met Mr. Namgoong. You two are really alike.â
âJust how the fuck are we similarâŚ!!!â
âAlthough heâs doing his best for the academy, I donât really like the current Mr. Namgoong. Can you guess why?â Noh Gun-Sang looked at me with hope-filled eyes.
I answered honestly, âI donât know.â
ââŚIs that so?â
I recalled my previous encounters with Noh Gun-Sang, who seemed to favor me from the moment we met during the interview. He defended me from Namgoong Su, who openly expressed his dislike for me, emphasized my abilities during the demonstration lecture, and finally came to see me personally.
Is this some kind of academy politics? Is he trying to get me on his side and keep Namgoong Su in check? Nah⌠thereâs no way a famous martial artist whoâs already the school principal would do something like thatâŚ
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âPrincipal, why are you being so nice to me?â
Noh Gun-Sang gave me a thoughtful look, then nodded to himself and said, âIâm just nagging at you because I think youâll eventually become a Star Instructor, but before that, I want you to be a good teacher.â
ââŚâŚâ I hesitated for a moment, unsure how I should respond.
Noh Gun-Sang laughed and shook his head. âSorry, Iâve been talking like a drunkard even though Iâm sober. I should get going.â
He stood up, and I offered to escort him back to the academy. As we walked, I replayed the whole conversation in my mind.
âYou should go back to your friends before they start worrying about you again,â Noh Gun-Sang suddenly said.
âTheyâre adults, they can drink by themselves.â
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âTheyâre good young folks, so please treasure them and donât bully them too much. Iâll see you tomorrow.â
ââŚSee you tomorrow too, Principal.â
Noh Gun-Sang walked down the dark streets lit only by moonlight. Just as he was about to go out of earshot, I suddenly called out to him, âYou told me to be a good teacher⌠Does that mean that itâs not necessary?â
ââŚI wonât force you to do it. Itâs your choice.â
The old man turned around, and our eyes met for a moment.
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Noh Gun-Sang stared at me for a good long while, then smiled. âI look forward to tomorrow. Next time, letâs chat over a nice drink instead of tea.â
âIâll remember to put away some good liquor for you. Good night.â I bowed to the old man in respect.
When I lifted my head, Noh Gun-Sang had vanished as mysteriously as he had appeared. I turned around to return to the inn, but as I walked, the things he said kept nagging at me.
A good teacherâŚ
Although I was one of the best martial arts instructors in the Blood Cult, no one ever called me their teacher, mentor, or master. Most of my trainees referred to me as Instructor, Chief Instructor, Devil, Demon, Monster, Bastard, Son of a Bitch, and so on.
I smiled wryly.
Those kids never called me Master either.
I had raised four children to be the cultâs secret weapon for conquering the murim. Because they were learning the four mastersâ martial arts and the Demon Strategist wanted them perfectly under control, from an early age, I was forced to turn them into killing machines completely devoid of emotions.
âInstructor!â
âInstructor-nim.â
ââŚInstructor.â
âI-InstructorâŚâ
I didnât allow myself to become attached to them, as at that time, I was already planning my escape from the Cult. As a result, I ended up pushing them harder than any other trainee I had taught before.
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âIâm just nagging at you because I think youâll eventually become a Star Instructor, but before that, I want you to be a good teacher.â
For some reason, when I was talking to Noh Gun-Sang earlier, I couldnât help but remember them⌠and the terrible way I had abused them.
âInstructor, Iâm really tired, can I rest for a whileâŚ?â
âYou want to rest? If you die, youâll get to rest forever. Do you want me to make that happen?â
âI-Instructor! I canât feel my arm, is there something wrong with it⌠AHHHHHH!â
âIt seems that you can feel it after all. If you try to fake another injury, Iâll break your arm for good.â
âI-Instructor⌠PleaseâŚâ
âOh, are you rebelling as a group now? Get up, damned punks!â
ââŚInstructor, what will happen to us if we give up?â
âThe Cult has plenty of replacements for you. Youâll be abandoned and left to die.â
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âDo you have any more questions about what we learned today?â
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âVery good, those are the kinds of eyes you should have. Maybe youâll be a little useful to the Cult now.â
My time with them was filled with nothing but reminder after reminder of how badly I had failed those children.
Agitated, I stormed into the inn and groaned, âUgh, Iâm too fucking sober to be thinking about this shit. Waiter!â
I ordered a bottle of hard liquor and gulped it down on the way back to my room.
âYou want me to be a good teacher? Me?â
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That was something that was never expected of me in the Blood Cult. I was valued and envied by my competitors precisely because I was the instructor who produced masters more efficiently and faster than anyone else. Results were the only thing that mattered, not the traineesâ welfare.
âAlthough heâs doing his best for the academy, I donât really like the current Mr. Namgoong. Can you guess why?â
The truth was, I knew the answer to Noh Gun-Sangâs question. After all, when I first saw Namgoong Su, my first impression of him was how much he resembled my former self. Of course, he would never treat his students as harshly as I did, but his teaching philosophy was probably quite similar to my own.
The reason I didnât say anything was because what Noh Gun-Sang really wanted to know was whether there was a kinder but equally effective teaching philosophy.
âIâve never bothered trying to think of any other way beforeâŚâ I mumbled to myself as I pushed open the door to my room.
Immediately, my nose was assaulted by the stench of alcohol.
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âHuh? Hyung-niiiiim~ Where have you been~â Ak Yeon-Ho crooned. He was lying on his stomach on the floor, flailing his arms and legs as if he were swimming.
WHAM!
Suddenly, he pounced at me and tried to hug me, but I dodged to the side. As he sailed past me, I reached out to poke his shoulder acupoint and seal his movement.
â!!â
As expected of a peak level martial artist, he instinctively sensed danger and counterattacked.
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SMACK! POW! SLAP! BANG!
Fingers clashed and palms met over a dozen times as he defended himself from my attempt to bind him.
âHyung-nimâŚ?â Ak Yeon-Ho mumbled, looking dazed.
âHave you sobered up?â I said, before smirking at him and throwing my empty wine bottle at Myeong Il-Oh, who was sleeping on a chair with his mouth hanging wide open.
CRASH!
âŚI thought he would dodge it or block it, but the bottle ended up landing squarely on his forehead.
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âOw! Which bastardâŚ!â Myeong Il-Oh howled as he looked around for the culprit, a big bump appearing on his forehead.
I raised my hand.
âHyung-nimâŚ?â
âIf youâre awake, letâs go outside to exercise away the drunkenness.â
I led the two of them to the yard behind the inn. The moon was slightly obscured by a passing cloud, and the yard was only dimly lit.
It reminds me of my past life when I often stared blankly at the moon, unable to sleep at night.
âThis is a story that I heard somewhere,â I said suddenly, lost in my memories.
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âOnce upon a time, a group of disciples tried their hardest to please their harsh teacher. However, their teacher refused to get emotionally attached to them, for he knew the day they perfected their martial arts was the day he would be killed.â
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âStill, he did not have a choice but to teach them, so he trained them mercilessly and cruelly. They grew stronger and stronger each day, even as their emotions became fainter and fainter, until the day came when they lost their humanity and perfected their martial arts.â
As I close my eyes, I see their faces one by one.
As time went by, the timid boys and girls grew older, and their various expressions became fewer and fewer.
ââŚNot wanting to die, the man ran for his life, executing an escape plan that he had been preparing for quite some time. Unfortunately, his plan went awry, and the disciples stood in his way as he fled.â
The kids couldnât be said to be alive anymore. They were simply emotionless dolls who would kill me on command.
âWith his companions by his side, the man was forced to fight his own disciples to the death.â
I was silent, and then, unable to contain his curiosity, Ak Yeon-Ho asked cautiously.
âWhat happened next? Did the man escape? Did all the disciples die?â
ââŚMaybe they died, maybe they survived. I donât remember the rest of the story.â
âThatâs a strange story.â
âYeah, itâs weird.â
SHIIING!
I drew Moon Shadow and performed the Unlimited Sword followed by the Eighteen Strikes of the Viridian Forest. Then, I danced in the starry sky with the Ice Moon Goddessâs foot technique and slashed at the moon with the Crazy Demonâs Asura Dark Heaven Blade.
As I practiced the martial arts that my four masters had left me and that I had taught to my former students, I mourned them all night long.