âGo, go! Cherish your relationship! It wonât do for the leading star of the romance who went down in Shinseo Middle-High Schoolâs history to make his girlfriend wait!â
The Heretic Questioner basically kicked me out of the library. My head was blank. I didnât know how to respond.
While I stood tongue-tied, the library door slammed shut.
âUhâŠâ
The school was silent.
The gray granite floor of the corridor was slippery. When the sunset reflected on it, it was a shiny red. Nobody was walking in the hallway but me. Only calls of âPass! Pass!â and the sounds of students kicking around a soccer ball in the distant schoolyard were present.
âReally, whatâs going onâŠ?â
I walked like I was sleepwalking.
ăThe student council president will probably be waiting at the school gate today!ă
ăYou canât make your girlfriend angry!ă
I had never attended high school. However, I did go to middle school for about two years. I was familiar with the facilities of a school.
âFirst, Iâll head to the gate.â
The columns and walls of the hallway were pale, painted with a light green. It wasnât a pretty green either, just a bland color. Even the tacky, fake color seemed familiar.
âStairs. There should be a staircase nearby. Ah. Found itâŠ?â
It was then. As I reached the stairs, I felt a presence. When I looked up because of the presenceâ
The stairs that led to the rooftop.
A student was standing right in front of the iron door.
ââŠâŠ?â
He had a small frame. The student stared at the iron door that would not open. He was probably looking at the chains and the lock on the doorknob. The student seemed to notice my presence as well, and our eyes met.
It was a face I was seeing for the first time.
ââŠâŠâ
The student dropped his head, then silently walked down the stairs past me.
While he passed, I saw the childâs uniform collar. The white collar was stained with dirt. It smelled familiar to me. It was the smell of poverty. Of course, I only caught a glimpse.
The student disappeared down the hall.
[Behaving properly âȘ]
[Living joyfully âȘ]
[With a happy heart âȘ]
A poster with a flashy motto hung in the stairs where the student had stood. The words were pointless, saying nothing about anything. Rather than words, they were a failure.
The poster was hideous.
As if desperately trying to hide its uselessness, the sloganâs font and color were cute. It wasnât until a long time later that I came to my senses.
ââŠYeah. I should leave, too.â
I arrived at the school gate.
A black limousine was parked in front of the gate.
ââŠâŠâ
Wait a moment.
Let me explain what I just saw. I went down the ordinary stairs and crossed the ordinary schoolyard to reach what should have been an ordinary school gate.
But what was this? There was a super high-end black limousine, one youâd only see in movies, parked in front of the school gate.
âMm. Youâre a little late today.â
And the person dearest to my heart stood by the limousine.
âR-RavielâŠ?â
âItâs a lovely evening, Gongja,â my love said calmly.
âNow that Iâve seen your face, the sunset is even more beautiful. The sunsetâs glow must have become red to match the color of your cheeks.â
There were students on the field who hadnât gone home yet. Students playing on the basketball court, students taking short walks before going to self-study, and students kicking around a ball on the soccer field. They all stopped whatever they were doing to look our way.
âLook over there. That sunbaeâŠâ
âOh, thatâs the one dating the daughter of the chaebol familyâŠâ
âIâm frigginâ jealousâŠâ
âThe public confession at the festivalâŠâ
This was crazy.
âWhatâs wrong, Gongja? Your dopey expression is a part of your charm, but you look seriously confused now. Have you decided to develop a new kind of appeal?â
âRaviel⊠Raviel, youâre from a chaebol family?â
My head felt woozy. What was this crazy trauma trying to show me? Was it giving me the gift of Raviel wearing a school uniform? Should I take a picture? And preserve it for the ages? Was there a way to bring photos taken inside a trauma back to reality?
âYouâre saying something weird⊠Boyfriend. I was born into a chaebol family, and of course, I continue to live as a member of a chaebol family.â
This was crazy.
Raviel called me her boyfriend.
She called me boyfriend!
What do I do? Should I film this? Record her voice? I should film it, right? Can the science and technology of the modern era transfer a video recorded in a trauma to reality? What were the scientists doing? Why were they neglecting their duties?
âR-Raviel. Sorry, but how old are you now?â
ââŠIâm a second-year student at Shinseo High.â
âAnd me?â
âButler, book a psychiatrist right now. My boyfriend seems to be suffering from a light case of amnesia. As for the answer to the question, you are, of course, in the same grade as me, Boyfriend.â
âAhh, to meet Raviel while weâre in high school⊠Being able to spend my youth with Raviel. What is this? This is⊠Isnât it too great of a blessingâŠ? Iâm the happiest man in the worldâŠâ
âButler, cancel the appointment. My boyfriend is acting as usual.â
We had a brief, romantic moment in front of the school gate. It was a happy time. There were shrieks in the schoolyard, but I didnât pay them any mind. Based on what the Heretic Questioner said, we two were an official couple at school.
âEven if we are reborn in a different world, I will always love you, RavielâŠâ
âI have loved you from the past life and will love you in my next. For me, loveâs name will always be replaced by three syllablesâKim Gongja. But first, we need to live in this present life. Get in the car. Iâll take you home.â
Home.
To me, home meant the orphanage. Was Raviel taking me to the orphanage, then? No, this [trauma world] was clearly different from [the outside world] in reality. I never went to high school. I hadnât ever heard of a place called Shinseo High.
What would my home here be like?
âSomething big happened at your house yesterday, didnât it?â
Raviel said, getting inside the limo. The inside of the limousine was comfortably spacious. However, the two of us purposefully snuggled up next to each other, sitting side by side.
âSorry? Something big?â
âOho. Are you saying you donât care about it? Well, my boyfriend has always hated talking about him. Of course, I hate it too⊠Still, family is family. Tell your mother and father not to worry because I took care of it. No, itâll be better if I told them myself.â
ââŠâŠâ
I didnât know what she was talking about. I thought that some incident had happened and Raviel covered it up. But the words that had shaken me were the words [mother] and [father].
âMy parents.â
When I was a child, I had called the orphanage director my father. I had also called an older girl who had come to volunteer my mother. However, that was only because of the ignorance and mischief of children.
The parents Raviel were talking about⊠probably werenât like that.
âIn this world, I have a home and I have parents.â
It was somewhat disconcerting.
âRaviel gave me an adoptive father for a day during the wedding, butâŠâ
I was happy then. However, it was a happiness that someone I loved gave me, and it would disappear if I indulged in it.
But now, these were parents who had existed and would continue to exist as such.
âI donât even know what to feelâŠâ
The limousine stopped. Through the window, I saw a small, shabby, single-family house. It was an old house in an old neighborhood.
âOh.â
And in front of the house was a rough-looking man sweeping with a broom.
âYouâre home?â
The long-haired man grinned.
âKyaah. Your girlfriend gave you a ride in a limo, hmm? Our sonâs got some good luck. Itâs all thanks to my looks that you inherited. You should respect your father, who made it so you always look handsome!â
It was the Sword Emperor.
ââŠâŠâ
I was briefly woozy again.
âHave you been well, Father?â
âOh. Please, donât lower your head. Young lady, a precious person like you shouldnât bow your head to a guy like me. Anyway, was my son rude to you? This kidâs got a good heart, but his dispositionâs a bit cuckooâŠâ
âItâs all right. I treasure every part of Gongja.â
âKeh. How is it that everything you say is so sweet? Hey! Hey! Kim Gongja, you rascal! Get on your knees and bow. If you ever mistreat this young lady, youâll be disowned. Got it? Straight away. Iâll erase you from our family tree!â
Raviel and Bae Hu-ryeong were speaking warmly to each other.
The sight of them conversingâit existed here.
I almost passed out.
âMm.â
Raviel easily caught my body.
âGongja is acting rather strange today, Father. He asked me about my age earlier.â
âThat kid has always been weird. When he was five⊠Ah. Do you want to stay for dinner? I cooked some amazing cockles today.â
âYes. I wonât refuse.â
âYouâre such a charming lady! Gongja, what are you doing? Why arenât you kneeling yet? Should I do it for you?â
We went inside.
âWelcome back, Gongja.â
Master was sitting on the sofa, reading a newspaper.
âHow was school, my son?â
ââŠâŠâ
I swooned.
âOho? You even brought your girlfriend home. Welcome, Miss Ban Siah.â
âPlease call me Raviel, Mother. I prefer using my foreign name.â
âIs that so? Hmm, I see. The customs of children these days are complex.â
Mother.
Mother.
M.
O.
T.
H.
E.
R.
âHoney, you havenât realized? Do you think Gongja has the guts to invite the lady to our house? I invited her. I lured her with my shellfish side dish.â
âAh, of course. Darling, youâre right. It was unbecoming of me to expect such a side to our son. Since the doenjang soup is finished boiling, letâsâŠâ
Honey.
Darling.
Hon. Ey.
Dar. Ling.
Honeeeeeyy?!
Darliiiiing?!
-We will continue to report about the popular singer, Yoo Sooha.
An announcerâs voice flowed out of the TV in the living room.
-In the incident that shocked many people yesterday, this image shows the singer Yoo Sooha assaulting someone. But this morning, a report came, saying the picture had been manipulated. Surprisingly, it was a confession from the one who released the video.
I stared at the television screen in a stupor. On the screen, there was a photo ID of a handsome man with a long ponytail.
-The informant said, âI reported him as a joke, but I didnât think this would blow up. I sincerely apologize to those who were shocked and hurt by my actionsââŠ
Pictures of Preta and the Golden Silk also popped up on the screen. With that, the photos of the Flame Emperor, Preta, and the Golden Silk were side by side.
-Estel and Sylvia, members of his group, have refrained from making official statements.
There was a video of the singers dancing. The Golden Silk sang as Preta and the Flame Emperor danced.
-However, like the concert in 10 days that was canceled, the groupâs activities will likely be postponed for some time.
This was crazy.
Wasnât it crazy?
Did I go crazy?
I said, isnât this fucking crazy?!
âMm.â
Master nodded slightly and put down the newspaper. She looked at Raviel with earnest eyes.
âWe have a lot to talk about at dinner. Gongja, fetch your brother. Itâs been a while, so letâs all eat together. Is that all right with you, Miss Raviel?â
âOf course.â
Brother? Not only did I have a mother and father, but I also had an older brother?
âBrother⊠Where is he?â
âHeâs in your room.â
Master turned her head toward a door. I felt some unshakable fear. My father was Bae Hu-ryeong. Mother was Master. Then, who would act as my older brother?
Creaaak.
Carefully, slowly, I opened the door.
âHuh?â
A man lay in bed, munching on potato chips. He was reading a rented comic book in one hand. Seeing me, the man casually waved with his potato chip-stained hand.
âLong time to see. Fuck, dude. Did you see the news, too? Huh? Your big bro got fucked over yesterday. Ah, really. I kept being stalked, so I got annoyed and threw a punch, but I got caught. My career as a singer almost ended.â
It was the Flame Emperor.
ââŠâŠâ
I blacked out.
âIâm glad the fucker lost his nerve this morning. Phew, I got scolded by Mom⊠Huh? Hey? Are you okay? Your face is pale. Kim Gongja? Hey, kiddo. Did you lose your mind? Why are you fucking swaying all of the suddenâŠâ
âDie!â
I jumped on the bed.
âDie! Die! Die, you maniac!â
âY-you bastard, are you nuts? Hey, calm down!â
âYou think Iâll calm down when you just called Master âMom,â you fucker? Die! Die and apologize to Master!â
âWhat sort of bullshit⊠No, wait, fuck? S-since when did you get this strong⊠Hick, eup, kuugh!â
I strangled Yoo Sooha. From the bottom of my heart, letâs accept that Bae Hu-ryeong was cast as my father. I will never accept it in reality, but letâs say that he is. But this guy as my blood brother? This guy, this psychopath, as my brother?