Content Warning: Dubious consent (explained in TL note)
At first, Ayra thought he and Janus were buried under the snow. However, looking closer, they were not surrounded by loose snow but were in an igloo made from hardened snow. The powerful mercenary must have made each brick with his bare hands; the igloo was large enough to house even the horses.
One horse was dozing while standing; another was lying on its side, acting like a cushion for Janus. Near that horseâs head, Ayraâs wet and cold clothes were spread out in the corner. It wasnât until he saw his clothes that Ayra remembered they had been in a landslide. He lost his memory after his protective shield was pounded by several boulders.
âHow long have I been unconscious?â His first worry was time. Ayra was deeply relieved to hear that he had only fainted for a few hours. At least his territory was not doomed yet. âWhat happened with the landslide?â
âWe avoided the landslide with your magic, but the following avalanche became an issue.â
Ayra could roughly imagine what had happened. The snow drenched them both, and their body temperature would have dropped rapidly. Therefore, the mercenary would have built an igloo and peeled off their wet clothes. âAnd, to preserve body temperature, he would haveâŚumâŚwhile nakedâŚâ
When Pebble, anxiously hovering around his master, clung to the young lordâs heated cheeks, Ayra returned to his snapped back into reality. Despite the fact that this was done to restore some warmth to his core, Ayra still felt somewhat embarrassed to be naked. Eyes downcast, he said, âThank you. Otherwise, I may have frozen to death.â
âItâs nothing.â Janus shrugged his shoulders, as if this really was âno big deal,â and stroked Ayraâs back with a warm hand. Startled, Ayraâs body recoiled. Goosebumps, unrelated to the chill, raised all over the young lordâs body.
âWhat was in your dream for you to mumble about killing humans?â
âIt was just a nightmareâŚâ Ayra frowned evasively. Inwardly, though, the young lord had already perceived it wasnât a simple nightmare but, rather, he had entered someoneâs mind. Like the main character in his favorite magic novel series. Ayra really had no desire to know how the main character of that series felt when he had soul-connected with the final villainâs mind while dreaming. Besides, Ayra didnât even have a nice principal or a brilliant mage best-friend to rely onâŚÂ 1
âSo, this is how unpleasant it feels to read someone elseâs mind.â
Becoming a whole different person felt honestly horrible. When Ayra stroked the artificial spirit, Pebbleâs round, black eyes shined brightly. He thanked his past selfâs wisdom for creating this spirit as a medium for his awakened magicâŚ
His self-praise naturally flowed to memories of Pebbleâs warning that manifested just before the landslide. His brows furrowed automatically, and checked Pebbleâs notification again.
âThere will soon be a landslide.â
The fact that Pebble predicted the landslide meant that âsomeoneâ knew that the landslide would occur. This spirit could read minds, and it wasnât like the mountain had a mind to read. So the explosion, which echoed after Pebbleâs warning, might have been the sound of someone deliberately causing that landslide. Ayra clamped his lips tightly shut as he recalled his familyâs unfortunate carriage accident.
Janusâs hand was incredibly distracting.
He desperately tried to ignore it by thinking about other topics. but he couldnât help but pay attention.
Warmth slowly permeated into his cool skin from those hot hands. The mercenary rubbed at the border between his hair and the nape of his neck with his finger, stroked his protruding neck bone, before stroking down his vertebrae. When Janus covered the young lordâs hips with his palms, Ayra realized that he wasnât wearing any underwear.
âIâm going to get dressed now,â Ayra said suddenly.
After all, one person in this relationship had an affection value of â2â for the other, and the other entered into the relationship in order to puzzle out the mysteries of his âloverâsâ identity. Since they were both naked, a strange vibe settled between them; Ayra, embarrassed, slowly squirmed away. It would be an understatement to say that this relationship progressed too fast.
Of course, if one were to wear wet clothes, their body temperature was sure to drop immediately. Ayraâs mana had run low in order to prevent the landslide, but at least he had enough to wring the water out of his clothes. He turned around and tried to reach out to his clothes, but his way was blocked.
When Ayra looked down, a thick forearm had wrapped itself around his waist. As soon as he looked up again, Janus called out to Ayra in an affectionate voice. âIâm feeling excited, darling.â
Janus smiled mischievously; his red eyes shone. Ayra almost jumped out of the mercenaryâs arms. He had failed to do so because the arms wrapped around his waist tightened like a boa constrictor. The young lord felt something blunt against his hip; he had wondered if that was Janusâs other arm. However, when Ayra realized that Janusâs other arm was placed on his shoulder, he released a sharp gasp.
Isnât his *size* insane?
âI still havenât received my payment to guide you to Dallum Gorge, right?â
âHeâs talking about payment? Here? In this situation?â
Ayra froze, spine rigid; Janus slightly frowned and stroked the young lordâs cold skin. The mercenary then smiled as if he was in a good mood. His giant hand stroked from the back of Ayraâs neck to the divots in his shoulders before squeezing the young lordâs cold ears to share his warmth.
âIâve been hugging you all this while, and youâre still so cold. I like that,â Janus whispered.
Ayra also liked Janusâs body as much as the mercenary liked his. Even though the two were in a cozy igloo, the manâs body temperature wasnât normal. Even though it was cold enough to see his breath every time Janus breathed, the mercenaryâs body was still stably warmâlike a human radiator.
However, in this situation, Ayra wanted to be as far away from Janus as possible. Since he had woken not too long ago, Ayra, in unguarded drowsiness, had not reacted much to his unexpected nakedness, but he was incredibly embarrassed to feel his bare butt on someone elseâs thighs.
To be exact, his bare butt on someoneâs club-like thing⌠Why was it growing even largerâŚ
Ayra squirmed; something else twitched in response. Appalled, Ayra protested, âYou said you wouldnât force yourself on someone whoâs uninterested.â
âYeah, thatâs right. Thatâs why Iâm trying to make it good for you. Is it perhaps your first time?â
âItâs not my first time, butâ!â
âŚIt was his first time with something so big!
Of course, regardless of his mental age due to both his previous life and current life, he had never been in a relationship until he was of age. The Labyrinth, in particular, was a place that encouraged free-spirited romance, so he had dated a couple of times before. He had definitely spent more time on research rather than pursuing fleeting romantic interests, thoughâŚ
In addition, around once a month, one could witness naked deviants in public spacesâperhaps they had cracked under the stress of research. Even without considering those instances, it was common to see the naked bodies of experimental subjects. He had seen big and little *things,* but Janus was truly⌠on another dimension.
When Ayra kept struggling to escape, Janusâs easy smile suddenly dropped off his face. Beautiful, jewel-like ruby eyes stared at him; it felt like his pupils were laden with emotions incomprehensible to ordinary people.
Those pretty eyes looked briefly upwards, as if the mercenary was wondering what he should do, before rolling back down again. Ayra swallowed dry saliva. âFine, alright⌠Just donât put it in,â The young lord hurriedly said, before Janusâs eyes had completely turned back down to him.
âWould it honestly be that big of a deal to give up my body at least once?â Judging from both their physiques and statures, the young lord didnât think that Janus would spread his body and lay down for him. Though, he didnât particularly want to lay down for Janus either.
In any case, he had to prevent this outrageous *thing* from being inserted into him.
Janus hummedâneither acceptance nor denial. Ayra was surprised to feel the mercenaryâs hand, which had been caressing his waist, suddenly rested underneath Ayraâs armpit. The mage said, voice like a reed shaking in the wind, âI still have to cross Dallum gorge⌠Ngh, and there will be more work there as wellâŚâ
âFine, alright.â Janus said.
Ayra suddenly felt the cold attack his body and trembled. Janus securely wrapped a cloak around him firmly and lined himself against the young lordâs back. âSo, donât be afraid. Iâll make you feel goodâI wonât put it inâ
With a frivolous chuckle, Janus raised Ayra by the armpits and seated the young lord on his thigh. This position made it seem like the two were hugging each other.
Ayraâs toes squirmed when the soles of his feet touched the cold floor. It felt like his feet froze in that short moment of contact; the young lord tried to endure but couldnât help but lightly stamp his feet to restore some feeling. Janus noticed and wrapped Ayraâs feet with his bare hands. Perhaps this position was a bit uncomfortable, after brief contemplation, Janus soon shifted.
Wondering what the mercenary was doing, Ayra watched as he took off his shoes. Immediately, the young lord saw un-tanned bare feetâdid the man not wear socks on such a cold day?
âHereânow your feet wonât freeze.â Janus personally placed his shoes on Ayraâs feet. The fit was a bit loose due to the otherâs large size, but Janusâs body temperature still lingered in the shoes. The warmth certainly drove the cold away from the young lordâs feetâŚthough wearing nothing but a cape and some shoes made him feel like a pervertâŚ
Ayraâs body, which had become rigid with fear as the mercenaryâs hand clothed him with what little clothing available, slightly relaxed afterwards. Come to think of it, though the mercenary had occasionally given off strange vibes, he had never acted violently towards Ayra. Unexpectedly, the concept of a âloverâ must be somewhat meaningful to this man.
However, Ayra immediately refuted that idea. âWe became lovers so casuallyâŚwhat kind of meaning could there even be?â
Ayra deliberately lowered his eyes, ignoring how the other touched his body. He looked at the horseâthe one Janus had been leaning onâbreathâŚthe rise and fall of its chestâŚtrying to ignore how the mercenaryâs burning fingersâ gentle strokes made him feelâthe lust that rose within him.
âSomething differentâŚLetâs try to distract ourselves.â
For example, he should think of why he brought Janus here. How strong of a mercenary Janus is.