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(O3O)/ ā Here is Ch-4!!!
(-.-) ā Iām sorry for changing the date of the post so suddenly. My grandpa was taken to the hospital, so I got worried and had a mental block. Heās doing a bit better now though, so I managed to finish the chapter on my phone. If the quality of the writing decreases by the end of the chapter, itās because of that.
(OwO) ā Anyway, enjoy the chapterā¼ā„
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Iām finally going back to school after such a long time, so I canāt help but feel super nervous right now, after all, Iām wearing the girlās uniform that Her Majesty prepared for me.
To tell the truth, I didnāt want to go back to school looking like this, but I promised Vee I would, so thereās nothing much I could do about thatā¦.
Well, I originally intended to go to school looking as plain as possible to not attract much attention to myself, so I wasnāt really that worried about my appearance⦠that is, until I remembered what my mom said sheād do to me if I didnāt act like a proper lady.
So, since I didnāt want to have an early death, I asked my personal maids to help me look as cute as possible⦠and this was the result of their hard work.
āWow⦠Iāve never seen that girl before⦠is she really a student from this school?ā
āDude, look! That girl is so pretty!ā
āHey, do you guys think sheāll go on a date with me if I ask her out?ā
I thought everyone would recognize me right away when I came back to school, but that didnāt seem to be the case at all. I changed so much in this past few months, that the other students didnāt even realize I was Lenoir Miller.
(Now I feel like an idiot for even worrying about thatā¦)
As I approached the school gate, I noticed that there was a flock of noble ladies surrounding someone in front of the entrance, so I knew right away who was that person.
āOh, Leno! Youāre finally here!ā
The one standing in the middle of that sea of girls was none other than Vee, and his face lit up the moment he spotted me amidst the crowd of people entering the school.
āWhat are you doing standing here in front of the school gate, Veeā¦?ā
āWell, you said you were coming back to school, so I decided to wait for you here. Now come on, class will start soon. You donāt want want to be late on your first day of school after such a long time, right?ā
After saying that, Vee then grabbed me by the waist and escorted me to our classroom.
Needless to say, but my face went pale as soon as Vee did that. I thought his fans would start a riot because he was acting all intimate with a girl that wasnāt themā
āWho is that girl? Is she some foreign princess?ā
āNo way⦠Vincent-sama had a loverā¦?ā
āTo make Prince Vincent smile like that⦠just who is that girlā¦?ā
āBut they didnāt do anything, which actually surprised me even more.
āI thought they would make a lot more noise after seeing me with you, but⦠that doesnāt seem to be the case, huh?ā
(Perhaps they learned from the mistakes of that crazy girl who tried to curse Vee�)
āOf course they wouldnāt complain about this. They know I could easily destroy them and their families if they disturb my alone time with you, Leno.ā
āD-destroyā¦!?ā
(T-this guyā¦! He said he didnāt intimidate anyone, but maybe he lied to meā¦!?)
As we walked together to our classroom, I couldnāt help but ponder if going back to school was actually the right decision.
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The reaction of my classmates upon seeing me was practically the same as the other people.
āWow, sheās so pretty!ā
āIs she a foreign student?ā
āMaybe sheās a princess from some other country!ā
Hearing all of that made me feel a bit embarrassed, but since I couldnāt just continue standing here throughout the whole class, I took a step forward and reintroduced myself.
āHello again everyone, Iām Lenoir Miller. I was on sick leave until recently because of my sudden appearance change, but now Iām back.ā
There was a brief moment of silence amongst my classmates after I said that. However, once they processed what I said, they became even louder than before.
āNo way, that Lenoir became this cute girl!?ā
āWowā¦! You look so different, that I didnāt even recognize it was you!ā
āYou were so plain as a guy, but now you became such a beauty!ā
ā!!!!!!!!!ā
For the first time in my life, I think I can understand what Vee feels like when heās surrounded by a lot of people. This is a bit too overwhelming for me.
Thankfully though, Vee was right behind me, so my classmates didnāt get too close to us.
However, they were being so loud that the other classes ended up coming here just to see what was going on⦠and in less than a minute, the outside of our classroom was already flooded with people.
āWait, what!? That girl over there is Lenoir!?ā
āHeeā¼, he became really cute, huh?ā
āThat curse turned him into a beauty!ā
āHe turned into a girlā¦?ā
I basically turned into the main attraction of our school. Everyone, including the teachers, wanted to see my new appearance.
Well, Iām not going to complain about that, since I would probably do the same thing if it was me⦠but being the center of everyoneās attention is really tiring.
I donāt know how Vee can handle this everyday like itās nothing. Usually, I wouldāve already sent all these people away by now, but since Iām not his retainer anymore, I canāt really do that.
Besides, itās not like theyāre being too intrusive with their questions anyway, so thereās no reason for me to be mean to them⦠right?
āHey, do you remember me? We were in charge of guiding the new students once!ā
āY-yes, of course I remember you⦠hahaā¦.ā
āYouāre really cute, you know? Do you want to go on date with me?ā
āN-no, thanksā¦.ā
(Haaahā¼, Iām starting to miss my old jobā¦)
Well, on the bright side, at least Veeās here to protect me in case something happens, so thereās no need for me to worry about anything.
āā¦*Whisper*ā¦Hey, donāt you think Lenoir and Prince Vincent look good together?ā
āā¦*Whisper*ā¦Now that you mentioned it, I always thought they were more than friends.ā
I take back what I said. Thereās a lot of things I need to worry about.
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After being treated like a rare animal all day long, I felt really exhausted.
The only thing I wanted to do right now, was to go home and relax as soon as possible, so I gathered my things and left the classroom.
However, as I walked down a corridor that led to the school buildingās exit, a group of boys blocked the way and surrounded me.
The way they were dressed suggested that they were actually sons of nobles, but to me, they didnāt look like normal nobles at all. They looked a lot more like thugs than anything else. And to make things even worse, Vee wasnāt with me right now, so I couldnāt even ask him for help.
āWell, well, well, look who finally decided show up to school after such a long time. It seems like our dear friend Lenoir changed a lot since the last time we saw him, huh? Hahaha!ā
After making that stupid joke, one of the boys started approaching me. I donāt really know who he is, but the other party seems to hate me for some reason.
āHey, Lenoir, howās it like being a girl? Did you masturbate with that body yet? Or did you perhaps ask your dear prince to do it for you?ā
Disgusting. That was the first thing that came to my mind after hearing that. I never thought that having this kind of conversation with someone other than Vee could feel this unpleasant.
āOh, I have a great idea! How about I play with you for a bit? That way youāll be able to compare whoās better between me and your dear prince! Hahaha!ā
Right after saying that, the wannabe thug started approaching me again with a mean look on his face.
Even though I stopped Vee when he tried to touch me some days ago, I still felt a bit exited at the thought of him doing that to me.
At the time, I thought I was reacting like that because I wanted to know what it felt like to be touched as a woman, but now I canāt feel like that at all. Rather, just imagining this guy touching my body made me feel disgusted and scared.
āS-stay away from meā¦!ā
āHey guys, grab her!ā
As soon as the wannabe thug said that, a loud bang echoed from behind us, so we all turned around to see what was going on.
āP-P-Prince Vincentā¦?ā
Just like one of the boys said, that loud bang came from Vee, or rather, the small crater on the wall that he made using his fist.
Needless to say, but the boys started shaking the moment they laid eyes on him. They even parted ways to let Vee reach me more easily.
āDo you guys see this brooch here on her uniform? This means Lenoir will become part of the royal family in the near futureāā
After pointing at the brooch that his mother gave me, Vee glared at the boys with a murderous look in his eyes, then he continued.
āāNow, what do you guys think will happen if you try to touch my fiancee againā¦? Well, letās just say Iāll smash something else instead.ā
āāāāW-w-weāre deeply sorry, sir! Weāll never do this again!āāāā
The wannabe thug and his friends were so scared of Vee, that they started running away as soon as they apologized to him.
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When those guys finally disappeared into another corridor, I couldnāt help but let out a relieved sigh.
If Vee werenāt here, something really bad wouldāve happened to me, so I turned around and thanked him for helping meā
āThank you for saving me, Vee. There were too many of them, so didnāt know what to do.ā
āHowever, instead of just saying an āIt was nothing,ā like heād usually do, Vee started scolding me.
āWhy didnāt you wait for me in the classroom!?ā
āHuhā¦? But you didnāt even ask me to wait for youā¦.ā
āThatās not an excuse, and you know it! Besides, you donāt even have that many male friends anyway, so why did you talk with all of those guys!?ā
āHeyā¦! Thatās really mean, you know!? I get it that Iām basically a loner, but you donāt have to throw it on my face like that!ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦ā¦.ā
āArenāt you going to say anythingā¦?ā
āSorry⦠I got angry because I couldnāt spend that much time with you todayā¦.ā
Vee was sulking. He got mad because he didnāt get to spend much time with me today. I had never seen him acting that way before, so this was a completely new experience to me.
I know I should be mad at him because he said something really mean to me, but seeing Vee pouting like a little kid because things didnāt go the way he wanted was just too cute!
(\\\W-whatās with this cute creatureā¦! I really want to pat his headā¦!\\\)
I was one step away from loosing control of my facial muscles. I was literally doing everything I could to hold myself back from grinning.
However, Vee didnāt know about the battle that was going on inside my head, so he just casually dropped another bomb.
āI wanted you to pay attention just to me⦠but you were too busy talking with our classmates to noticeā¦.ā
(\\\Hnnnnnn!!!\\\)
āI-Iām sorry for not paying attention to you, Veeā¦.ā
āMe too⦠Iām sorry for acting like those guys that day⦠you were probably scared back then, right?ā
Now Vee was feeling depressed and sulking at the same time. He thought I was scared when he tried to touch me back then, so I couldnāt help but extend my hand in his direction to pat his headā
(\\\T-this is badā¦! I think my maternal instincts are kicking inā¦!\\\)
āBut, thankfully, I managed to focus all my willpower on holding myself back.
ā\\\Well, itās true that I felt scared when those guys tried to touch me⦠but I didnāt feel that way when you tried to touch me, Veeā¦\\\ā
āR-reallyā¦?ā
Veeās face lit up the moment I said that. After seeing his innocent smile, a warm feeling started welling up inside my chest, so I answered him honestly, without hiding anything.
ā\\\Y-yeah⦠Iām okay if itās you, Veeā¦\\\ā
ā\\\Lenoā¦\\\ā
I donāt know why, but after saying that, we just continued staring at each-other while blushing. The mood was so sweet right now, that I even started feeling a bit fidgetyā¦ā¦ā¦ that is, until I remembered something really important.
āW-w-what should we do, Vee!? Now those guys know that weāre engaged! Iām sure theyāll tell that to other people! And then your fans will go crazy!ā
āThatās indeed a problem⦠but I donāt think my fans will do anything to you. I mean, they know what happened to that girl who cursed you, so theyāll think twice before doing anything.ā
True, his fans arenāt dumb enough to go against him just because theyāre jealous.
But thereās also the fact that everyone will start treating us as a couple from now on, which is really embarrassing, specially because everyone knows I used to be a man.
Iām sure my classmates will tease me until the end of times if word of this reaches them⦠but Vee will probably take care of that when the time comes, so thereās no point in worrying about it yet.
āHey, Vee, do you want to go home with me?ā
āOh, right⦠you were going homeā¦.ā
āHmm, if youāre busy right now, then itās alright. I can go home by myself. You donāt have to go out of your way just to accompany me.ā
I used to be Veeās retainer, so I know that heās a very busy person. His job as the heir of the Skyford throne isnāt easy. He often has to settle disputes between nobles, go to far away places to inspect how the people there are doing, and kill dangerous monsters to keep the people of his kingdom safe.
But thatās not all.
Sometimes, Vee also helps his father with his paperwork, which is extremely difficult. Thatās why I said he didnāt have to go out of his way just to accompany me. I donāt want to impose even more things on him.
āIām not really that busy. Besides, being with you helps me relax, so you donāt have to worry about that.ā
āThe last time you told me you werenāt that busy, you almost collapsed from exhaustion, so Iām not buying it this time! You have to rest from time to time!ā
āFufu, youāre starting to sound like my mom, you know?ā
I was about to tell Vee to not make fun of me, but after seeing him laugh like that, I decided not to.
āBy the way, have you found someone to replace me yet, Vee? From what Iāve heard, there are a lot of promising candidates for you to choose.ā
Considering that I wasnāt Veeās retainer anymore, this was the perfect opportunity for the other nobles to show off their skills in front of their beloved prince and have him acknowledge their potentialā
āHmph. Promising candidates? It would be more accurate to call them useless trash.ā
āT-trashā¦!?ā
āBut the prince in question didnāt seem to like any of them.
Well, I donāt think those candidates are lacking in terms of manners, since the majority of them come from prestigious noble families, but thereās also the fact that Vee didnāt want to replace me in the first place, so heās probably just unsatisfied with this whole ordeal.
However, thatās not to say Iām the best retainer there is. I know Iām mediocre at best. The point is, the other nobles were also unsatisfied when I was by his side. Sometimes, they would even say things like, āHeās just Prince Vincentās retainer because theyāre childhood friends.ā
Fortunately, I havenāt heard anything like that ever since I came back to school.
(Maybe my perfect lady act left them with nothing to complain about�)
Anyway, I was a bit curious as to why Vee wasnāt pleased with any of the candidates, so I decided to ask if I could go with him to the palace to meet them, since he was headed there after this.
āWell, I donāt really want to take you to a place filled with men, but⦠I have to agree thatās way better than letting you go home alone, so why not?ā
(Well then, since Veeās okay with that, letās see what is the real problemā¦)
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Shortly after exiting the academy, we arrived at the palace.
The party hall that Vee chose to hold this small gathering is really high-class. Only the top candidates were invited as well. And theyāre all well known nobles to booth.
In terms of capabilities, these people are way better than me, so I guess Iām a bit relieved. It would be bad for Vee to have useless people working under him.
āI know you said youād help me find a new retainer, but donāt overdo it, okay? You can leave this to me and just enjoy the party if you want to.ā
āItās alright, Vee. As your previous retainer, itās my job to help you find someone thatās well suited for that role. Besides, I wouldnāt rest easy if I left everything to you.ā
āLenoā¦.ā
If I leave everything to Vee, Iām sure heās going to choose someone thatās easy to deal with, rather than someone whoās good at doing their job. This is his future, and the future of the Skyford Kingdom weāre talking about, so I canāt let that happen.
As soon as we entered the party hall, everyone focused their attention on us, so Vee stepped forward and introduced me.
āHello everyone, we have a special guest here today. This is Lenoir Miller, my previous retainer.ā
āGood evening, everyone. I am Lenoir Miller, Prince Vincentās previous retainer. Itās a pleasure to meet you all again after such a long time.ā
After I introduced myself, many candidates raised their voices in surprise, which made me wonder if I said anything wrong during my introduction. But the usual mood returned not long after that, so they just continued socializing with each-other like they were doing before we arrived.
Vee was a bit worried of leaving me alone in a place filled with nothing but guys, so he told me to stay by his side, but since my objective was to observe the situation, I rejected his idea. I decided itād be better for me to stay in a place that was relatively close to his location. That way, he would be able to check on me whenever he wanted, and I would be free to do my job.
Soon after we agreed on that, the son of the Prime Minister approached me.
āHello, miss Lenoir? No, that doesnāt sounds right⦠hmm, would you rather be called miss Miller instead?ā
āBoth sound a bit unsettling, so please, just call me Lenoir.ā
āIf that is your wish, then I would be more than glad to comply.ā
He was one of the top students of our school and many of the new groundbreaking policies were formulated by him, which awarded him a permanent seat on the court during official meetings between the high nobles and the crown.
In terms of capabilities, he was as competent as his father, but I never had a good impression of him, mainly because heās always smiling, which I find a bit creepy. Nonetheless, this young man has a bright future ahead of him, and I know he would serve Vee as best as he could.
āItās been a long time, Lenoir. Everyone here was complimenting your, uh⦠new look?ā
The one who chipped in on our conversation was the son of the Commander of the Royal Guard. This guy was the definition of the word muscle-brain. But contrary to his looks, he had a really good head over his shoulders.
People often praised him for having an outstanding fighting sense and commanding ability, so he was sure to inherit his fatherās position when he retired. In terms of capabilities, he wasnāt lacking in practically anything, so he was also a good pick in my opinion.
āOh, is that soā¦?ā
āHonestly, I used to underestimate you. Iām sorryā¦.ā
āHuhā¦?ā
I was a bit surprised to see the son of the Commander of the Royal Guard apologizing to me, specially since I didnāt know why he was doing that. But after noticing my apparent confusion, the son of the Prime Minister explained me everything.
āIt was only after you stopped coming to school that everyone realized how hard it is to deal with Prince Vincent. Thatās why heās apologizing to you.ā
(Oh⦠now that makes senseā¦)
āYeah, Prince Vincent is known for being a strong, wise and caring person, that is loved by everyone.ā
āBut he is only caring when you are around, Lenoir.ā
Since I wasnāt there to defuse any situation that wouldāve made Vee break out of character, it seems like everyone in school got to know his true personality.
āHahaha⦠Vee tends to dislike people who flatter him too muchā¦.ā
I always feared that the people would stop supporting him if they learned about that, so whenever I noticed a shift in Veeās mood while he was talking to other people, I would quickly separate him from them, which in turn made me look like the bad guy instead.
āWell, most of us didnāt get that⦠which is why thereās only a handful of people here.ā
āThat, uh⦠Iām really sorry about his temperā¦.ā
āItās okay, thatās not really your fault, so you donāt have to feel sorry⦠although, being compared to you all the time was a bit hard for us at first. Prince Vincent would always say something like Lenoir couldāve done this much better than you, or Lenoir would never waste my time with something so pointless.ā
āā¦ā¦ā¦.ā
Vee was the son of the Hero King, so if he said he didnāt need someone because they were worse than his last attendant, that person would have no choice but to give up on that position, which was a little bit too cruel in my opinion.
Well, to be honest, I know Iāve done nothing but spoil Vee a lot all this time. However, taking care of his basic needs, like getting him food, and dealing with the people he found annoying, were the only things I could do for him, so what was I supposed to do?
Still, I think itās a bit unreasonable to compare all those talented people with someone like me, who was more like an experienced butler than a retainer.
āWhenever Prince Vincent said something like that, I would think to myself: āDoes a guy like him even need a retainer?ā I mean, he can do practically anything, and heās way stronger than me, so what would be the point of me even trying to protect him?ā
āSame thing for me. Whatās the point of having someone smart by your side, if youāre smarter than them, right?ā
(I see⦠in other words, they started feeling useless because Vee can do everything that they can, and way better than them.)
āWe couldnāt help but feel overwhelmed whenever we compared ourselves with Prince Vincent⦠but youāre different than us, Lenoir. Not only you endured that same feeling all your life, but you also served him even better than us, despite the opposition.ā
āWell, Vee is Vee, so I never really cared about that. I just focused on serving him as best as I could.ā
āAnd that is whatās so amazing about you, Lenoir. Not that many people can just discard those feelings and move on with things.ā
Humans are competitive in nature, so itās normal for them to feel jealous of someone who is better than them in something. However, I never really felt that way towards Vee. We became best friends in no time after I started serving him, so my priority was never to surpass him, but to make his life easier.
āTo tell the truth, I always thought you didnāt deserve your position, Lenoir. However, after being made to do all those chores, I finally realized how hard you were working everyday. Thatās why I also want to apologize to you⦠Iām sorry for thinking that way about you.ā
This time, the son of the Prime Minister was the one who apologized to me⦠but that only made me feel bad about all this, since I finally understood what was going on.
Knowing Vee, heās probably thinking of having his new retainer do the same things I used to do. In other words, heās going to make his next retainer work as a butler.
And the worst part of it all, is that itās all my fault.
I made Vee become too overly dependent on me, so I should be the one to fix this situation.
āWould you two mind if I excused myself for a moment? You see, I really need to speak with Vee right now.ā
After saying that, I then turned around and started walking towards my best friend.
Vee was more than happy to see me approaching him, however, I wasnāt here to chat, so I took a deep breath and started scolding him.
āWhy are you making all these talented people do chores!?ā
The entire party hall became silent after I yelled at Vee.
āW-why are you so angryā¦?ā
āBecause youāre making the future of this nation do chores! I know that was the only thing I was good at, but you canāt just force them to do the same! Youāre wasting their potential!ā
Saying that was really embarrassing for me, since I was technically telling everyone how much of a useless retainer I was, but it had to be said, otherwise, Vee would just continue wasting their potential.
āS-sorry⦠I wonāt do that againā¦.ā
āYou better not! Now then, why donāt you go talk with them to see what theyāre good at? Maybe youāll find someone who can help you with paperwork, or something like that.ā
Vee went to talk with the candidates as soon as I said, and then they introduced themselves to him. After the round of introductions was over, everyone started talking about their dreams and aspirations, until it became a huge debate about laws and politics.
The boys were so into their dabate, that they even forgot about their titles and positions.
(Even though I canāt understand anything that theyāre talking about, it seem like Vee finally found some friends who enjoy the same topics as him, huhā¦?)
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Two hours later, the boys finally decided to end the debate because it was getting late. However, as they were preparing to leave the place, the son of the Prime Minister suddenly turned around and asked me a question.
āEven though you gave us the opportunity to have this wonderful debate, you never joined us in any of the topics, Lenoir, so⦠do you want to add something before we end things for today?ā
To be honest, I didnāt even understand half of what they were talking about, so I felt like I couldnāt really give a comment on anything. But, since I didnāt want to look bad in front of all these people, I just donned one of those perfect smiles that my mom had taught me, and saidā
āāWell, if I had to say something, it would be that Iām glad I gave you all the chance to know each-other a little bit better. Watching you guys talk about something that you all enjoy, was really fun.ā
After I said that, there was a brief moment of silence⦠then they all started applauding me. Even Vee was doing that, but with a proud look on his face.
(I really hope none of them finds out that I made this lie on the spotā¦)