Can I tell my closest friend about the relationship between the two of us? (Yuunagi)\n
I guess thatâs fine, but keep it to one person okay? (Sakuraba)\n
Hooray! Thanks! (Yuunagi)\n
Remember to keep your mouth shut and donât tell anyone else. (Sakuraba)\n
Okay, I will! (Yuunagi)\n
The day after Sakuraba and I exchanged such messages.\n
âSo thatâs whatâs happening.â(Yuunagi)\n
âHmmâŚI see.â(Kasumi)\n
Sitting at a cafe in front of the train station, I, Yuunagi Shizuno, had called out my friend Shirato Kasumi to hear me out.\n
Kasumi isnât really the type to stand out that much, but sheâs a very calm, smart, and reliable friend.\n
Dressed in plain clothes unfitting for a high school girl, Kasumi listened to me talk without showing a hint of surprise.\n
âI mean, isnât this a big nuisance for Sakuraba-kun?â(Kasumi)\n
âUghâŚ.â(Yuunagi)\n
Hearing Kasumi point that out so straightforwardly, my mood immediately began to plummet.\n
As expected of Kasumi, hitting where it hurts from the start.\n
âThereâs no helping it, okay? If I didnât intentionally get in his way I wouldâve just been rejected you know?!â(Yuunagi)\n
âI mean if he seriously showed no interest in going out with Shizuno, I think it should be obvious that he isnât interested in love. I think itâd be better if you didnât expect the impossible out of Sakuraba-kun. Itâs kind of pitiful.â(Kasumi)\n
âWhy would you say something like that!â(Yuunagi)\n
âBecause, I meanâŚ.â(Kasumi)\n
From under her neatly-trimmed, black hair, Kasumiâs sleepy-looking eyes peaked out.\n
I already knew what she meant. Of course I understood, but, even still, I didnât want to give up on Sakuraba-kun. Even if thereâs only a tiny, absolutely minuscule chance that he will look at me and acknowledge me, I will cling desperately to that possibility.\n
âIt doesnât have to necessarily be Sakuraba-kun does it? You can choose all you want. Thereâs bound to be someone else out there for you.â(Kasumi)\n
âThere isnât. It has to be Sakuraba-kun. Iâm not interested in anyone else.â(Yuunagi)\n
âHmmâŚ.â(Kasumi)\n
If that wasnât the case, I wouldnât be feeling so anxious right now. Itâs precisely because Sakuraba-kun is the only one for me that Iâm acting so recklessly.\n
âWhat do you even like about him so much?â(Kasumi)\n
âEverything. The part of him thatâs kind, the part of him thatâs cool, and the part of him that acts distant and unfriendly.â(Yuunagi)\n
âWha- what a silly answerâŚâ(Kasumi)\n
âWhat! What are you talking about?!â(Yuunagi)\n
Kasumiâs face had morphed into an expression of astonishment. Even as I glared intensely at her, Kasumi showed no signs of remorse.\n
As I said this, Kasumi shook her head in exasperation. However, despite that, she didnât pursue the subject. As I thought, Kasumi really is a great friend.\n
Itâs quite a long story of how I fell in love with Sakuraba-kun. Talking about it to Kasumi right now still makes me feel a bit too embarrassed.\n
âBut Sakuraba-kun is popular isnât he?â(Kasumi)\n
âHe is! He definitely is!â(Yuunagi)\n
Listening to what Kasumi said, I instinctively replied in a loud voice. While covering her ears, Kasumi glared at me.\n
âOne of the girls I know said that she was interested in Sakuraba-kun.â(Kasumi)\n
âWhat!? Who? Which girl!!?â(Yuunagi)\n
âI mean, I canât really tell you that.â(Kasumi)\n
âUguguâŚ..â(Yuunagi) [TLN: Pouting noises I donât know man. Translating the emotions in the onomatopoeia is painful dude.]\n
My heart began to tighten and a painful feeling began to gather in my chest. Of course, I was already aware that Sakuraba-kun was popular. But, even still, seeing it in person is painful, and Iâm too frightened to accept it. I began to feel flustered and anxious.\n
âSakuraba-kun doesnât seem nearly as popular as you, but heâs secretly pretty popular right?â(Kasumi)\n
âYeah. Thatâs why this is bad you know⌠In reality-â(Yuunagi)\n
âNo, thereâs no way youâd lose to another girl. Itâs impossible.â(Kasumi)\n
âYou canât guarantee that! And you really donât understand what Iâm worried about at all!â(Yuunagi)\n
Even as I forcefully objected, Kasumi appeared unconcerned and just smirked at me.\n
Though I say that, I actually am pretty popular. Thanks to my attractive parents, my face is pretty and well proportioned, and my fashion isnât bad either. In reality, since I entered high school, countless boys have confessed to me. Well, to this day I havenât dated anyone, though.\n
But this and that are separate conversations.\n
As long as Sakuraba isnât affected by my appearance, I donât really have an advantage at all.\n
PlusâŚ..\n
âSakuraba-kun is probably hanging out with a girl today.â(Yuunagi)\n
âWhat? Whatâs with that?â(Kasumi)\n
As expected, even Kasumi seemed to be interested in this. She was leaning forward slightly and seemed to be urging me to answer.\n
According to what I had learned, Sakuraba would be hanging out with Naruse and going to the bookstore today.\n
Even though he has me, his girlfriend!\nâŚâŚThereâs no way I could have said something like that\nPlus, I donât want to get in the way of what Sakuraba likes doing.\n
âNaruse-san? She was the girl who came to our class that other day right? So they were discussing when they were going to meet, huh.â(Kasumi)\n[TLN: In case youâre wondering there was no line where Yuunagi explicitly said anything about Naruse to Kasumi so idk]\n
âThatâs what it seems like.â(Yuunagi)\n
âAa- So thatâs why you seemed like you were in such a bad mood. I was wondering what had happened.â(Kasumi)\n
Kasumi nodded in understanding. It seems that I hadnât managed to hide my anger at all.\n
âNaruse-san is bad news you knowâŚâŚDespite the way she looks, sheâs actually surprisingly aggressive. Plus, sheâs cute and her hobbies even match up with Sakuraba-kunâs.â(Yuunagi)\n
âYep. They seem like a good match for each other.â(Kasumi)\n
âKASUMIII!!!â(Yuunagi)\n
âAa, Sorry sorry.â(Kasumi)\n
Kasumi gently patted me on the head, trying to comfort the teary-eyed me. My best friend really is merciless with her remarks.\n
âWhich bookstore are they going to?â(Kasumi)\n
ââŚâŚ..The bookstore on top of the central stationâs building.â(Yuunagi)\n
âOh, so itâs there, that bookstore.â(Kasumi)\n
âUgh, I really canât bear thisâŚâŚwhat should I doâŚ..Please, Sakuraba-kun, Iâm begging you, donât flirt with Naruse-san.â(Yuunagi)\n
âItâll be fine. You worry too much.â(Kasumi)\n
As she said this, Kasumi, for some reason, gulped down the milk tea sitting in front of her, suddenly stood up, and began to walk off with the slip in her hand.\n
âWh-Whatâs wrong Kasumi? Are you already leaving?â(Yuunagi)\n
âWhat are you talking about. Weâre going together.â(Kasumi)\n
âGo-goingâŚ.. Where?â(Yuunagi)\n
In response to my question, Kasumi raised her mouth slightly, forming a reliable yet slightly scary smile. She answered.\n
âWeâre going to follow Sakuraba-kun.â(Kasumi)\n
TLN: Hereâs a chapter before I enter hell week. Sorry I missed last week. Was busy with a bunch of tests/projects(still am but I didnât want to miss a second week). During winter break, Iâll probably translate like 2-3 chapters a week, so I hope that makes up for it.\n
On a side note, Gimai Seikatsu V4 releases Dec 24 and first LN of Kanojo NTR also releases, so Iâm pretty hyped. Go check out the NU links(as well as links to some other good series) to both series on the home page(yes Iâm shilling series I donât translate on my translate site. Deal with it. Trying to spread good series). Also have to play through the 60 dollars of VNs that I bought. Lmk if u have any good VN recommendations lol(though I probably wonât play through them until winter break). Btw totally didnât forgot to enable comments that didnât happen I swear.\n\n\n