âUfufuâȘ Kotaro-kun, itâs very nice of you to give me an accessory as a present. âWear it all the time so you donât forget about me, okay?â Oh my, donât say such embarrassing things.â
â⊠I didnât say that.â
He is sitting on a park bench, smiling wryly and scratching his cheek.
I wish I had been embarrassed, but unfortunately, the line I just said was a fabrication of mine, and he was genuinely troubled.
âYouâre the one who said you wanted the necklaceâŠâ
âBecause I wanted to feel Kotaro-kun all the timeâȘ. Isnât it wonderful that I can always think, âOh, Kotaro-kun gave me this present!â
â⊠Itâs just a little heavy.â
I donât think Iâm going to lighten it up, even if you say itâs too heavy.
Because my love is still well under control, so itâs impossible for me to make it any lighter.
âBut is this what you wanted? A necklace with just a chain seems a little plain to me.â
Saying this, he was gazing at the necklace around my neck.
Usually, necklaces also come with accessories called âcharmsâ. There are a lot of common accessories like âheartsâ or âcrossesâ or something like that.
But the one I begged for this time was a necklace without charms, just a chain.
âIâm fine with this. It was reasonably priced, wasnât it?ăIâm the kind of person who is heavy on love, but considerate, so Iâm not too selfish. What do you think? I think Iâm a nice girl, yes, but am I cute?â
âYes, yes, I know youâre cute.â
I want compliments whenever I get a chance, so I never fail to urge him to do so.
I was honestly happy to hear Kotaro-kunâs compliments.
âEhehe~. Iâd be embarrassed if someone calls me cuteâȘâ
âYou made me say it yourself, and now youâre embarrassed âŠâ
I think Iâm an easy girl, but I canât hide my feelings.
I grinned and clutched the necklace tightly.
âIâm okay, this makes me happy. Besides, you see, ⊠I can beg for some cute charms next year, canât I?â
Of course, there were many other things I wanted.
By the way, what I wanted most were Kotaro-kunâs personal belongings such as chopsticks, cups, and shirts, but I thought he would be disappointed if I begged him for these things first, so I restrained myself.
Kotaro said, âItâs a little heavy.â but I hope he will forgive me for putting up with this.
âIf I could get a charm for my next birthday, or anniversary, or Christmas, or whatever, the charms would grow in variety along with the memories, wouldnât they? Wouldnât that be wonderful?â
My strategy is to beg for charms every year.
I think this is wonderful because it allows me to change accessories depending on my mood.
I also fantasized about eventually putting an engagement ring on âŠ, although I canât talk about that.
I would wear my wedding ring on my finger and my engagement ring around my neck and live as a housewife⊠Thatâs my dream.
âSo please give me a present for my next birthday as wellâȘâ
For starters, I begged him for a necklace without any ornaments.
I donât think Kotaro-kun noticed my intention, of course.
âYeah, leave it to me.â
He lightly agreed to do so.
UfufuâȘ Now Iâve got his word⊠After that, I hope I can do my best to get a wedding ring, as promised.
I dream of a future where that happens.
For that reason, I want to get to know him better, so I gave him a Christmas present as well.
âThen, Iâll give you ⊠this.â
What I offered was a notebook-sized photo album.
It was filled with photos of my childhood and my growth up to the present.
âWhat do you think? Do you think I was cute when I was little???â
I ask him as he sits down next to me.
I leaned in close and asked him, and Kotaro-kun chuckled and patted my head.
âShihoâŠâ
Then he laughed, as if he had no choice.
With my most favorite expression on his face, he said something like this.
âLove is heavy.â
âEhehe~âȘâ
Please accept this too heavy love.
I hope you wonât be crushed by my love for you.
I believe that one day I will be able to give you everything I have.