Do You Have to Be the Protagonist to Feel Good?
It is painful to see that Azusaās determination did not produce any results.
But thatās the path she chose. Iām not in a position to be helpful to her anymore.
Kotaro Nakayama is no more than Azusa Nakayamaās older brother in the family register.
Nothing more, nothing less. I canāt do anything about her love life.
So, for now, letās concentrate on whatās in front of me.
I had to get rid of Ryuzaki as soon as possible, so as not to bother Shimotsuki.
āWe can talk in peace when weāre alone. Donāt be shy. Donāt you think itās time for you to tell me? Tell me why you were alone with Shiho.ā
It seems that the protagonist has a strong attachment to his childhood friend.
If this was a story, the main heroine is probably Shimotsuki.
Those girls I liked so much are subheroines.
āYou want to know? I mean, itās her private life, remember? Are you sure you want to pry into it?ā
To be honest, I felt like I was being a little pushy.
I felt reluctant to say too much when he questioned me so persistently.
Why does he want to know so much about Shimotsuki?
He was generous enough to tell me that he had no reason whatsoever to be concerned.
āIām her childhood friend, you know. I have a duty to protect her, because sheās sickly and weak. ā¦ā¦ Iām the only one who can help Shiho, because Iām her childhood friend.ā
It was like he was talking to himself.
I felt a chill when Ryuzaki talked about something so grandiose.
(Do you really have to be such a protagonist to feel good?)
This arrogant, smug, selfish thought made me angry.
Shimotsuki is weak? Is Ryuzaki the only one who can help her?
Itās so misguided. Sheās not that weak of a girl.
Sheās a normal girl who can speak her mind and express her feelings clearly.
At the very least, I can say with confidence that she is not the kind of person who canāt live properly without the help of others.
What can I say? ā¦ā¦ Honestly, I was afraid of Ryuzaki.
The protagonist may seem normal, but heās anything but normal.
If I were to argue with him and get suspicious, and if Shimotsuki were to follow me around ā¦ā¦, I would be horrified.
Now, I felt like I finally understood her feelings.
I really ā¦ā¦ did not want to have much to do with Ryuzaki, I thought.
āWeāve known each other since childhoodā¦ā¦, and itās my job to protect her from bad boys. Shiho is too kind and timid to express her opinion, but ā¦ā¦ Iāll do it for her.ā
And Ryuzaki seems to think Iām a bad boy.
āShe likes to be by herself. Donāt make her go out with you for your own reasons. ā¦ā¦ Donāt take advantage of her kindness, okay? As a childhood friend of Shihoās, Iāll give you some advice.ā
I wonder if protecting her means to attack her.
I donāt think itās right to make assumptions about Shimotsukiās personality and ideology without permission and to exclude others just based on assumptions.
No matter how much of a mob character I am, doesnāt he think itās rude?
No, the most rude thing is not towards me.
Doesnāt he feel sorry for Shimotsuki?
(ā¦ā¦ I bet he doesnāt think that way.)
How could Ryuzaki think of such a thing as normal?
Because he is the ā protagonist ā.
Everything can and has been forgiven on that basis alone, because he is an opportunistic and extraterritorial beingā