Compared to losing Lu Hai Kong, what I had planned should have been scarier. However, after losing Lu Hai Kong, I felt an inexplicable deep fear. With fear came imagination. If Lu Hai Kong had been murdered, then it was alright. But what if he was sold to do hard work, forced to become a servant, or sold to a brothel? Those images made my head hurt.
If that was the case, even if Chu Kong went to hell, even if he would face the danger of ceasing to exist, he would let me disappear in one of the three realms (human, hell, heaven). I couldnât go too overboard.
While walking, I shouted his name. I had never been so excited to see him appear unharmed before me. I searched the whole day without results.
When the sun disappeared, the gates on the north, south, west and east of the capital were closed. If someone had kidnapped Lu Hai Kong, he would be outside the capital by now.
With only my power, I couldnât find Lu Hai Kong. Lu Hai Kong was the generalâs son. The general, in order to search for his son, could use some of his power. With that thought, I ran back home.
When the red lights at the generalâs mansion were lit, the two guards stood more rigid. I was about to rush past them, when I saw father Song with an apologetic face, coming out together with the general.
Father Song said: âItâs my fault for not teaching her well and allowing her to have the guts to cause todayâs mess. Brother Lu, when I find that brat, Iâll bring her here to apologize.â
My heart made a thump sound. Did something really happen to Lu Hai Kong?
I didnât care about how father Song will punish me and ran towards them.
âFather, general, Lu Hai Kong what⊠what happened to him?â
The general didnât even get to speak; I was interrupted by my angry father. âWhat happened?! You still have the gall to ask what happened?! I havenât taught you well and spoiled you too much. You donât even know the limits of your actions anymore. Today, Iâll let you catch up on some lessons!â
Father Song dragged me back home. Even before entering, he yelled, âLao Zhao, bring me the stick!â
Father Song had never used the stick against me. Although I was afraid of being beaten, but I still asked, âHas someone really sold Lu Hai Kong? How come he was sold in such a short period of time? How was he sold? How much did he cost?â
Father Song quivered in anger. âIâd like to sell you too.â
âBrother Song,â the general interjected. âYun Xiang is still young. Itâs normal that she doesnât understand things. My brat was also not in a big trouble. Just let this matter slide.â
I did not let father Song answer. âLu Hai Kong wasnât in a big trouble? Then what small trouble did he get into?â
General Lu helplessly sighed. âHeâŠhe was caught by bad guys. Luckily, our guards arrived in time. He lost half a tooth and was a bit scared. But Yun Xiang, you really shouldnât have taken Hai Kong outside the generalâs mansion alone.â
Hearing that Lu Hai Kong was fine, I felt relieved. I didnât bother with what the general said after that and turned to father Song. âFather, see, nothing happened. His virginity is still there; his life is still there.â
My pale-faced father Song was turned to the general when the general was persuading my father. Upon hearing my words, the general stopped and said instead, âTen years is not very young anymore. Thereâs not many years left before sheâll get her hairpin ceremony. Brother Song, strengthening your way of disciplining is understandable. Iâll go back now.â
Suddenly, I realized that I may have said something wrong. I wanted to amend what I had said, but father Song grabbed my hand and dragged me. I staggered.
He sternly said, âCome here!â
Thinking about the thick stick hanging in the ancestral hall, my legs started to feel the pain. Without a Godâs body, being beaten was a vexing thing. My lips trembled, and my eyes began to fill with tears.
âFather, I was wrong.â
Father Song was unmoved. âIâve been spoiling you too much. Thatâs why youâve become as you are now. Even if you cry tears of blood, youâll still receive this beating today.â
âFather!â
My tears kept falling down. I looked like Lu Hai Kong when he had cried when he was still an infant.
I knelt down and hugged his thigh. With a hoarse voice and tears streaming down my face, I said, âI really know Iâm wrong! Iâll never go alone with Lu Hai Kong again! In the future, Iâll obediently listen to you! Iâll obediently stay at home every day and spend my time reading books and doing embroidery.â
âHumph,â father Song sneered. âYouâve already used this tactic.â
His face darkened, and he said in a heavy voice, âDonât cry anymore on the street. People will look at us as a joke.â
He must be really angry if he spoke in such a tone.
I knew that no matter what I say, I couldnât escape todayâs beating. Just when I was wiping my tears and was about to stand up, someone shoved the generalâs mansionâs door open. A small person, who didnât even wear a coat and had one red eye, stood at the generalâs doorway.
His head was bandaged. It mustâve been from todayâs injuries. Lu Hai Kong, seeing me on the ground and grabbing onto father Songâs thigh, was shocked for a moment. After all, in front of him, I had always been haughty and aloof. I let go of father Songâs thigh and just knelt on the ground. In my heart, I was wondering why Lu Hai Kong was here. I saw Lu Hai Kongâs lips tremble as tears began streaming down. I didnât understand him. The nanny and servants behind him were busy comforting him.
Lu Hai Kong had a stubborn temper. He pushed them away. With tottering steps and wiping away his tears, he ran towards me.
âYun XiangâŠ.huwaâŠhuhu.â
He wiped his tears with one hand while he used his other hand to grab my hair.
âYou donât want me anymore! You donât want me anymore! No matter how hard I chased, I couldnât keep up with you!â
My mouth twitched. I came up with a reason to stall for time. âI chased after him to buy tanghulu for youâŠâ
Lu Hai Kong stopped crying for a moment. He stared for a while with his bright, big eyes. Then tears started to stream out again.
âHuhu⊠Itâs all my fault. Itâs because I wanted to eat tanghulu. Now Yun Xiang has to be beaten⊠Itâs all Hai Kongâs fault. Letting Yun Xiang be bullied, itâs all because Hai Kong was not good. I canât even protect Yun Xiang. Hai Kong is stupid, even causing trouble for Yun Xiang.â
He walked slowly towards me and hugged my neck, making my neck all sticky. He was crying like the one who would be beaten was him.
I was a bit startled. I let his tears soak into my shoulders. Some also slid against my skin. It felt a little cool and a little warm. I didnât understand. I couldnât seem to get mad at him for soiling my clothes in the human world.
âDonât cry anymore.â
I patted his head. It turned out that drinking the soup of oblivion and crossing that bridge had created this effect. Regardless of whom he was in the past lifeâman or God, no matter what love or hatred existed between us, everything had a new beginning after being reincarnated. You didnât know me; I didnât know you. For humans, fate lasted only a lifetimeâŠ
Lu Hai Kong held onto me and continued crying for quite a while. Father Song couldnât stand it anymore. âAlright, alright! I wonât beat you anymore. Tonight, you need to kneel in front of the ancestral hall and reflect on what youâve done.â
Lu Hai Kong slept with me in the ancestral hall. I slept against a pillar while he slept on my lap.
The next day when I woke up, Lu Hai Kong blinked and pulled at his sleeve. He said, âYun Xiang, look, you drooled a lot while sleeping. I wiped it all away for you.â
I raised my eyebrows and poked his forehead. âDonât say things that embarrass me.â
He nodded, sat up, and said, âI wonât be disgusted.â
I twitched my lips. You wonât mind now, because youâre still young. Wait till you get your memory back. Then I donât know how youâll look (in a bad way) at me.
Lu Hai Kong held onto my neck and smiled. âWhen I grow up, Yun Xiang wonât be punished anymore. No matter what you do, you wonât be punished. Iâll protect you.â
âHow much skill do you have? Donât learn a playboyâs lying words.â
Lu Hai Kong didnât say anything and kept holding me. This quiet moment in the sun made me want to hug him and fiercely kiss him.
From that day on, the people from the generalâs mansion felt that the little young master played less, woke up early, treated his homework more seriously than before, and used more strength to learn martial arts.
Did he find out that I was up to no good and was beginning to guard against me? Or⊠was he really determined to protect me? This was a joke! I used so much energy trying to kill this little guy, yet he still wanted to protect me? When Chu Kong hears this, he would die from laughing.
Anyway, in the future, for a very long time, every day after I woke up I would see this brat drenched in sweat. He would lay on the edge of my bed and excitedly tell me how early he woke up, how long he practiced martial arts for, and how many poems he had memorized.
Listening to him tell me every day about what he did that morning, I was distraught. IfâŠif it went on like this, how could I still fight with you, little bastard?
Those days had lasted till Lu Hai Kong was ten, and I was fifteen. The miss from the prime minsterâs mansion, Song Yun Xiang finally received her hairpin ceremony.
In that year, on a summer day in July, father Song prohibited me from being alone with Lu Hai Kong all of a sudden, a stern expression on his face. I knew that it was because of father Songâs Confucianism thoughts. I had ignored him. But in the next month, I really didnât see Lu Hai Kong.
On the Mid-Autumn Festival, the moon was in a perfect circle, and a weird smell came to the prime ministerâs mansion. I turned my head and saw that there was a wave of smoke rising from the generalâs mansion. The fire burned for a long while, overshadowing the moonâs bright light.
I blinked, thinking about how stern father Song had been these past days and the missing Lu Hai Kong. Suddenly, I understood. Something had happened in court.
I wiped my mouth, which was covered in mooncake crumbs, and stood up. Father Song asked, âWhere are you going?â
âTo my chamber. Iâm done eating.â
Father Song wrinkled his brow and gave orders to the guard. âGuard the Miss. Tonight, she isnât allowed to go anywhere.â
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I went back to my room. There was an extremely big fire next to us, but father Song didnât even go to take a look. It must be the order of someone higher up. Otherwise, who would dare to do this at the Generalâs mansion? Lu Hai Kong was doomed this time. After ten years, he finally reincarnated and broke our seven lifetimes of love.
While walking to my room, we passed the ancestral hall. I suddenly thought of that day when Lu Hai Kong was in my arms, looking at me with bright eyes full of hope. He said I had drooled on his sleeves, so much that it soaked his sleeves. Humph, who would drool so much?
I couldnât take one step further. LetâŠlet me just help him collect his corpse. After all, we had been fighting for so many years.
Comments:
Poor Lu Hai Kong. Heâs still so young and need to go through this.