Tanyaâs arm, which had become completely powerless, felt awfully heavyâ-
Eiji wanted to drop her hand unintentionally. (1)
â Tanya-sanâŚâŚ? W, Wait a moment?
Eiji called out to Tanya timidly, but she wouldnât react.
Her eyelids were closed, and they wouldnât twitch.
âŚâŚC, Could it be? No, thatâs impossible.
Hasnât she been holding to my hand firmly all this time?
Still, that very same hand was now completely out of strength, placing more of a load on his.
A bad feeling rose inside Eiji.
He had heard that there were lots of cases in which a mother would run into problems despite her child being delivered healthy.
Imagining the worst-case scenario, Eijiâs face turned pale.
Thinking back, he understood that Tanya felt anxious when she last spoke.
Most likely, she anticipated something would happen.
Had he known this would happen, Eiji wouldnât have agreed with Tanya about making children, no matter how much she begged himâŚâŚ.
Without realizing it, tears began to gather in the corners of his eyes.
Eiji couldnât see clearly, as his field of vision turned blurry.
Not even 2 years had passed since they met each other, but, his rich memories of their daily life started to gush out from inside him.
Eiji was filled with anger and regret.
No matter which memory it was, Tanya would always face him straightforwardly and express all her emotions.
For Eiji, they were precious and indispensable days.
Tanya-sanâŚ. Please forgive me.
If only I had been more decisiveâŚâŚâŚâŚ..
â Hey, Tanya-san is sleeping from exhaustion, so donât just cry out of joy over there. Go back home.
â âŚâŚâŚ..Yes? Sleeping?! So sheâs sleeping?!
â Thatâs right. She had been enduring her delivery for many hours, so sheâs probably sleeping from exhaustion.
â That may be true, butâŚâŚ.*Sigh*âŚâŚ
Good griefâŚâŚ
He felt as if his body was sinking and dragging on from the loss of strength.
Tanyaâs heavy hand, which was still keeping its warmth was just motionless due to her sleeping.
Eiji made a mistake by jumping to conclusions.
No, rather, he was truly glad it just ended with him jumping to conclusions.
Checking his slightly irregular heart rate, Eiji sighed at once.
Indeed, she was one worrisome person.
Ehehe â Did she notice his sight? Tanya moved her lips as if smiling clumsily.
Seeing her somehow carefree expression, Eiji wanted to get angry at her as he continually poked at Tanyaâs cheeks.
Her face was warping and making a strange look. She seemed to be somewhat irritated.
Eiji felt a bit refreshed.
Honestly, thank you for your hard work. â He thought.
â Thank you for everything you have done today. Please continue to take care of Tanya and Liberto for the time being.
â Leave it to me. Iâve performed deliveries of many children who live here in this village, so Iâll make sure they both become healthy, okay?
â Yes.
Eiji expressed his kind gratitude not just to Tanya, but also to the doctor who moved around during the birth. After that, he left the place.
The doctorâs words, filled with self-confidence, felt reliable to him.
âââââ
Eiji headed toward Bonaâs house immediately after Liberto had been born.
It was already nighttime.
The surroundings were completely dark and the blowing wind was chilly, but, Eiji deemed it was probably better to relay the information about Tanyaâs delivery ending safely.
Bona wasnât present during the childbirth, however, she too must have been worried deep inside about her first great grandchild being born.
The house of the tribal chief was lit.
Apparently, being unable to sleep, she was waiting for the news.
The door opened soon after Eiji knocked on it.
â Oh, Iâve been waiting for you. You must be getting cold, so come in.
â Sorry for intruding.
â âŚâŚâŚThen, how did it go?
â The delivery ended safely. Both for its mother and child.
â Is that soâŚ.?
Bona bent over as if collapsing right after listening to the news nervously.
Placing her hands on her laps, Bona somehow managed to remain on her feet while feeling relieved.
For Eiji, this experience was a first, however, for Bona, it was first birth after her granddaughterâs 2nd marriage.
She probably held lots of expectation and concern for the delivery alone.
Being guided to his seat, Eiji received hot water and warmed himself.
His body was slowly warmed to its core, however, Eiji trembled without realizing it.
â Is it a boy? A girl?
â A boy. Weâve named him Liberto.
â As in âfreedomââŚ..?
â Yes. I want let children do what they like and live freely.
â For that to happen, we first need to create a world where itâs possible.
â I guess youâre right. Do you think itâs difficult right now?
â Generally, everything is difficult. We are currently placed in a situation in which we canât be picky about what to eat for tomorrow.
â Thatâs true.
Starting from eggs, Eiji had continued to improve foodstuff while incorporating various parts of his knowledge.
But it didnât just stop with that. With the 4 crop rotation system, which had been implemented using a part of existing fields, the amount of crops would certainly rise.
Perhaps, the number of livestock spared would too.
â Eiji, thank you for your hard work in Nazioni.
â In the end, it was decided I would become Nazioniâs son-in-law.
â It probably went just as you had intended at first. You did well in making him swallow the bait. Then, whatâs your opinion on Nazioni?
â Iâm not sure myself.
â What do you mean?
Seeing Bonaâs curious expression, Eiji began to explain.
â You could say that the reviews, which I had heard from everyone, and the impression given by Nazioni during our conversation donât hold waterâŚâŚ.? Has anyone ever talked with Nazioni in person?
â I do. However, it doesnât look like anyone besides me has had the same chance. Everyone here, will mostly only come into contact with Franko.
â Thatâs why, I was wondering if there isnât a misunderstanding in their opinions.
Umu â As soon as Bona groaned, she slowly began to ponder.
Eiji waited silently for her next words.
â I think Iâve got your point. You mean to say that everyoneâs reaction toward Nazioni are actually meant for Franko, right?
â Yes.
â Still, it doesnât change the fact that Franko is merely Nazioniâs servant who carries out his policy and gathers taxes.
â ThatâsâŚâŚ.. I guess youâre right.
â Apart from being oneâs superior, that person should also be held responsible for his peopleâs actions.
This time, it was Eijiâs turn to groan.
Certainly, those standing above others should be prepared to suffer the consequences as well.
If thatâs the case, was Nazioni being misunderstood the result of his own mistake and misjudgment as a bureaucrat?
Nevertheless, Eiji believed that making an effort to understand oneself was of the same importance too.
If it was just a common villager, his officials couldnât care less about that personâs interests, even if he begged.
However, Eiji was one of the executives in this village, and Bona was the tribal chief.
If they acted carelessly, they could most likely start a dispute without realizing it, as a result of oneâs misunderstanding.
â Although, collecting taxes seem to be a form of countermeasure against disasters and famine. If we plan to rebel without knowing things ahead of time, wonât we suffer damage because of a small misunderstanding?
â Fumu, I think your concern is justified. We arenât making any rash decisions, but itâs just as you say, itâs better to put a more thorough consideration into how to deal with Nazioni, I guessâŚ.. However, we still need to be prepared to make our move at any time.
â In other words, we should continue to store up a food supply, arm ourselves, and build defense facilities?
â Yes. So as not to have Franko poke his nose into them, I think itâs better to tell him theyâre intended for warding off wild animals as an argument.
â And thereâs still the wedding reception once we go through the winter, right?
â Back then, I was unable to hold a proper reception for you, so itâs fine for you to enjoy this one to the fullest.
Bona stated that calmly.
She was most likely thinking so from the bottom of her heart.
â Some time has passed since my and Tanyaâs first ceremony, so it feels strange to me to have another one, you see.
â What? Being able to receive congratulations from everyone, shouldnât you be happy about that? Well then, go back to your home quickly. Tomorrow, I too shall check on Tanya and Liberto.
â I think you will be glad to see them.
Holding a lamp in her hand, Bona saw off Eiji to the entrance.
The light coming from her lamp dimly shone on the path at night.
With Tanya being absent, Eiji felt their house was spacious, calm, and a bit lonesome.