Chapter 41 - Hope For The Future




Editor: Bubbles
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T/N: Starting from this chapter, the author has switched Siren’s pronouns from ‘it’ to ‘he/him’; the translation will reflect this change.
Light silver scales neatly covered his cold fish tail— as if the burning pain of changing just now was nothing but a mere illusion. Siren sat on the deck of the sunken cruiser and looked at Xia Yi, who was sound asleep, with a complicated expression.
Once merfolk realised the implications behind the visions, they would stop at nothing and immediately go and search for the human in their dreams.
It didn’t matter what methods they had to resort to – whether it be flipping over a ship or using everything in their power – in order to lure their human. During this period of their lives, merfolk would have the strongest control over the manipulation in their voices; the longer it took for them to have their human, the more frightening that level of control was. In some cases, it had become powerful enough to cause the eruption of active volcanoes, thus bringing deadly disasters to the land.
But such events had occurred a long, long time ago, when humans still blindly believed in gods and were afraid of nature. While there were many lasting legends, those who’d really encountered merfolk would end up dead, including their fated humans. Regardless of how enchanting or charismatic merfolk were, any normal person would be terrified after witnessing them ripping apart and consuming their bloodied prey after a hunt. Nobody would be able to take the offered portion of food and stomach it raw, no matter how hungry they were. Another problem was also the language barrier between merfolk and humans. And as for past faithful believers of religion, these humans knew no ‘gentle and kind mermaids’— only sirens, the dangerous monsters that they were.
And then
 there was the ocean that would always be stained red with blood.
Merfolk would rather kill the human they loved instead of letting them go. They’d rather ‘have had’ in the past and spend the rest of their lives wandering under the moonlight all alone, singing a grieving song, than accept any form of betrayal.
Of course, the bigger problem was that they never asked for the opinions of their humans. Instead, they’d always mistaken the ‘lust’ that humans had for their appearances as ‘love’.
It’s just that
 Siren didn’t know what he was supposed to do now.
He no longer needed to try and find Xia Yi because Xia Yi was already by his side.
Since he is a human, I must keep him far away from other humans. I cannot let Shayi leave me and return to land. Siren narrowed his eyes, those amethyst irises glistening with a dangerous light.
【Wake up! Stop sleeping!】
The sea monsters dizzily turned, startled by the echoing infrasonic waves.
The large, half-buried cruiser rolled along with Abyss’ movement, flinging the oarfish off the mast and squishing half of the squid’s tentacles.
In pain, Eurybia went in with a spur of strength, lifting half of the sunken cruiser and quickly pulling out its suffering tentacles.
The giant crab shuffled over and carefully poked at the squid’s tentacles with its pincers. It then began angrily knocking on the cruiser’s hull.
【Abyss, get out!!】
After resting in the ship’s hold, the octopus pushed itself out of the tiny space with much difficulty, holding something between its tentacles all the while. Xia Yi, who was always woken up by Abyss’ movements, ducked away from the deck and looked up. His expression immediately turned into a mixture of strange emotions.
That’s not a bottle
 Three legs and able to fit two or three people— that’s a bronze ding!
The ‘ding’ was a ritual object from Ancient China; theoretically, it was rarely moved. Seeing how big this one was, however, must mean that the ding definitely came from a long time ago. In fact, it might’ve even been that a tsunami had swallowed up a temple, causing the ding to sink into the sand. The people of the time couldn’t take it out, therefore allowing the octopus to eventually discover and drag it thousands of metres back to its lair in the deep sea.
Under the pressure and corrosion of the seawater, the ding was covered in green rust, forbidding anyone from distinguishing any details it might’ve had. However, placing an Ancient Chinese ding on a WWII cruiser

【Let go, this is my favourite bottle.】
Obviously, sea monsters didn’t know the difference between a bottle and a ding. For the octopus, it was big enough and couldn’t be broken— no wonder it became Abyss’ most precious treasure.
Dodging the crab’s angry attacks, Abyss was forced to throw the bronze ding back into the cruiser’s hold. The octopus then floated upwards; unable to reach it from the seafloor, the crab waved its pincers and roared,【You bullied Eurybia!】
Abyss ignored the crab’s accusation, stretched out one of its tentacles into the trench, and caught a flatfish. Bringing it back, the octopus happily snacked.
Life, you know— it’s all about sleeping, then eating, then sleeping again.
【Siren, I haven’t slept enough yet
】The oarfish also started to look for food.
【Continue moving! We are still far from Challenger Deep!】
The sea monsters were a little flabbergasted. Very rarely were they impatient about doing something
 What was the difference between travelling one day and one month? Other than serenity, there wasn’t much in Challenger Deep. Not even food. So why was Siren rushing to go back?
Something suddenly dawned on Xia Yi. He’d thought that they were in the deep sea already (yes, this is technically the deep sea)
 but ‘still far’? Where exactly was this Challenger Deep?
Despite having spent so many days in the ocean, Xia Yi still wasn’t very familiar with the surrounding geography. He only had enough common sense to know that the lowest point on Earth was the Mariana Trench, which was located in the Pacific Ocean.
A premonition rose in his heart.
【Where is Challenger Deep?】
【Down, of course.】Confused, Siren motioned towards the trench in front of the sunken cruiser.
After some hesitation, Xia Yi still asked,【How far?】
【As you swim slowly, three days
】Siren calculated.
Xia Yi gasped and then promptly choked on water.
Though there were dense layers of water around him, they were only there to alleviate the pressure. There was still seawater between the water layers on his body; this was a mimicry of fish in the deep sea. These creatures often had water beneath the surface of their bodies in order to withstand the terrifying pressure.
【Sha
 Xiayin?】Siren was trying very hard to correct his pronunciation.
【Siren, that place
 I can’t go!】
Xia Yi cut straight to the point. He couldn’t remember exactly how deep the deepest part of the Mariana Trench was, but it would definitely extend further than Mount Everest. Since most of its regions were around 6000 or 7000 metres in depth, just imagine how horrifying that would be. Xia Yi’s condition meant that he had limited talent in sports. He’d once watched people run three thousand metres, a whole five laps around the tartan track, and to this day, he could still remember the pale faces of those students; double that and turn it into metres below sea level
 The mere thought of it was a big enough attack on Xia Yi’s nerves. (You’re wrong, sweetheart, it’s not just double. It’s more like 6000 multiplied another six times
)
Siren’s expression immediately changed.
Due to their appearances, it was very difficult for Xia Yi to distinguish the expressions of the sea monsters. Although he usually deciphered their emotions from the infrasonic waves, Siren was different. Having lived in the ocean, the merman had never learnt nor needed to hide the changes in his mood. Thus, even for Xia Yi could clearly feel the sudden anger that washed over the other.
His gaze fixed on Xia Yi.
【You are leaving me?】
The hertz of the infrasonic waves dipped, causing the sea monsters who were minding their own business and searching for food to look over.
A mild throb of pain pulsed in Xia Yi’s head, and he subconsciously rubbed his palm against his forehead. He was never good at catching underlying tones, which was why he didn’t realise the dangerous aura creeping around Siren. Another reason was due to the growing confusion that lately bothered him.
It was quite bizarre
 Him following around the group of sea monsters like this.
Amongst these sea monsters, Siren always had this sense of idiosyncrasy
 Hmm
 maybe due to size? Or due to the fact that the sea monsters would fight and bicker amongst themselves, but never pestered the merman (though that could be the difference in IQ)? Thaumas had once said that there were almost no merfolk left anymore; Xia Yi didn’t believe in the ‘like’ that Siren had spoken of, but he was all too familiar with living in loneliness.
While it was very nice to be by himself, he couldn’t help but wonder about the lives of others.
Sometimes, he would subconsciously overlook the negative aspects and focus only on the good sides of their lives.
For example, there would never be the need to worry about every meal as he could go home to a table of hot and fresh food. The family would sit together, and even if not much dialogue was exchanged, they would pass around the plates in harmony. Memories like this ceased to exist after Xia Yi’s parents passed away.
Nowadays, he stood on the balcony, looking at the proud cat of the tenant below. Even it had a warm and comfy nest waiting somewhere— a place like that was called home. Where Xia Yi lived was only a house, never a home.
Xia Yi secretly hoped for something like that, but he didn’t want to break the current serenity. He’d used to wonder if there’d be another person who, like him, didn’t like bustling about or speaking. They could both mind their own business without disturbing the other, but once mealtime came, they could help each other with the chores. They could purchase the things they needed together, but rest in separate rooms. Most days, it’d be as if they didn’t exist, but during the moments of confusion and unsettlement, they would be there with him. They didn’t have to offer any words of consolation— their mere presence would be enough to reassure Xia Yi that he wasn’t abnormal in this world.
Like every other person, he too could build the friendships and relationships he wished for.
But alas, that person
 never existed. They were nothing but a small and insignificant dream.
【No
】
A little dazed, Xia Yi looked at Siren and answered subconsciously. 【But you will eventually meet another of your kind. When the time comes, I will leave.】
An odd expression could be seen on Siren’s face, but the merman said nothing further.
Another of his kind? The only result of merfolk meeting would be a battle to the death. With their proud natures, their own kin were the possibilities that could threaten their survival or steal away their beloved.
It was bewildering to even think that they wouldn’t fight to the death.
Xia Yi stared at the dark trench and blurted out, 【The Challenger Deep that you’re talking about is too deep. I can’t go.】
【Then we will go to a depth that you can,】Siren immediately said, following with another explanation,【We are too close to the surface here.】
Both Xia Yi and the sea monsters were puzzled.
Here? Close to the surface? Seriously?
Siren didn’t answer. Instead, he took hold of Xia Yi’s hand and began swimming towards the trench. The sea monsters slowly followed suit, still dispirited because they were all hungry after waking up.
Abyss scratched its head with its tentacles. Looking back at the cruiser, the octopus reluctantly said goodbye to its dear treasures.
It wasn’t that it didn’t want to bring the bronze ding wherever it went, but Abyss knew that the pressure in Challenger Deep would be harmful to its collections. Consequently, Abyss’ bottles were scattered around the oceans; if anyone dared to climb in and occupy them, they’d get eaten by the octopus when it came back.
But as it looked back, Abyss realised that the Lion’s Mane Jellyfish was still rolling around in the water.
【Nereus?】
【
my tentacles are tangled in the algae,】the jellyfish muttered gloomily.
Abyss swam over with curiosity.【Why didn’t you call me?】
【You will only gnaw and break my tentacles!】Nereus accused, then called desperately, 【Siren, I need your treasure!】
Siren didn’t even turn around.
【The stingers on your tentacles are poisonous. He can’t touch them.】Abyss roughly pulled the jellyfish up, breaking several of its tentacles. 【You have so many tentacles, it doesn’t matter if a few break.】
【But they don’t grow as fast as you eat them!】Nereus said in fury.
【
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This conversation
 was really becoming too strange.
800 metres above them, on a lone island.
Li Shao’s eyes sparkled as he listened to the captain’s words.
“
America has a lot of bases in the Pacific regions. Those on the islands near Hawaii and Guam are the largest, but the one on Saipan of the Mariana Islands isn’t small either. After the apocalypse, all airplanes, cruisers, and even missiles are nothing but useless piles of metal. Most importantly, the American military is treated very well. They have huge dykes in case of tsunamis, and there’s plenty of clothing, blankets, and other daily necessities. They should also have an abundance of military-related materials; things like canned food and fresh water are definitely stocked by the warehouse. Even if we don’t snatch anything, it’d be good if we could get one of the lifeboats from their ships. We need more than just food, vitamin supplements, and medicine. If we do nothing but stay on this island, we’ll still die for sure.”
An Li wasn’t moved by his speech. Rather, she pointed out, “Ability users! So many ability users appeared on a single luxury cruise ship, let alone an American military base!”
Li Shao, who was eager about the plan, was stumped by the obvious.
“That would be a problem. So, my plan is that we get close to Saipan and have a feel around. Na Lin and Ms An wouldn’t be able to go. This is the apocalypse— once we meet an ability user that’s beyond our imagination, things will become dangerous. Li Shao
”
The captain hesitated. After so many days, he clearly knew that An Li was the only reliable one here. Li Shao couldn’t do anything important, and if he was the one who went and scouted the area, none of the information he brought back would be reliable.
“Li Shao’s ability isn’t suited. It’s better for me to go.”
The wind-ability user still had an absent-minded look on his face when he suddenly interrupted them.
An Li and the captain thought it over for some time, and no better solution was offered.
They had to understand where their abilities stood in this post-apocalyptic society. What kind of future would they have if they stayed crouching on this island?