At that time, my dad patted me on the back with a friendly voice, as if he were a shield.
It was so warm. His hands were so soft. I almost cried for a moment without realizing it.
In the meantime, we reached right in front of the Emperor.
âIâve seen you a long time ago when I was a prince, but Iâve never seen you like this before, Grand Duke.â
âI see. I couldnât come because I was so busy with construction.â
âYouâre confident.â
âIs there anything you canât be proud of? Itâs not illegal, but instead, when you became the Emperor, you celebrated a lot. Iâve sent you quite a few gifts.â
Looking at my dad talking leisurely, I felt like my confidence was recovering little by little. In my memory, the Emperor was always overbearing, and everyone couldnât hear his words.
However, the current Emperor gradually lost his words whenever my dad spoke.
Even his overbearing voice, somehow, began to fade away.
âIs the gift important, Grand Duke? Iâve suffered lots of rumors because of it, as an Emperor who doesnât even welcome the Grand Duke.â
âI think itâs because Your Majesty became the Emperor, not because of me. The rumor spread because of the death of His Majesty the Emperor. Some people asked if the current Emperor had killed his younger brother, Emperor Shen.â
âI donât want to get involved in that brotherly rebellion. The position of the Grand Duke has such an external image, so if you get involved in the wrong way, wouldnât it be a disgrace?â
I lifted my head slightly and looked at my father.
I couldnât see my dadâs expression because of his side profile, but somehow he seemed to be having fun. There was no conversation for a long time. All I heard was the sound of the Emperor groaning and clearing his throat.
âExternal image⌠Rumor has it that youâre doing some strange things for the first time. The Grand Duke only picks things up that are not good.â
âBecause I do that, His Majesty the Emperor shines brighter.â
âIf I had a good image, wouldnât everyone follow me?â
âIs that why the image of the Grand Duke is all for me?â
âOf course, so donât be so angry now that Iâm here.â
The laughing Emperorâs voice came in for a long time.
I nodded my head in agreement with that remark. My father has all the characteristics of people who were slick in books before.
âThank you for the compliment.â
âItâs not a compliment.â
âIf the person who accepts it thinks itâs a compliment, itâs a compliment.â
ââŚYou donât lose a word. Thatâs enough. I donât need to talk about this. I was really surprised anyway. I didnât expect you to have a daughter because you didnât even have a new woman after the death of the Grand Duchess.â
I was less nervous when they were talking about other things, but my mouth dried up when they started talking about me.
âIs that your new wifeâs child?â
The Emperor was speechless for a long time, as if he were very surprised by the fact.
âWhoa⌠your child⌠You have to explain why. Sheâs too big for your new wife to be born from.â
âYou know that I have been looking for my child for a long time. I found her.â
I was afraid to see him in person, so I turned my head slightly and looked at the Emperor. But his gaze on me was somehow strange.
I was just wondering. I thought maybe heâd recognize me, thatâs why he wanted to see me, but I didnât do so at all.
Even though he was not too far away, the Emperor did not recognize me when I turned my head slowly.
âI canât believe youâre looking for her. Are you sure itâs her?â
âYes, sheâs my daughter.â
âItâs like the former Grand Duchess Ellinson.â
Once it occurred to me that he didnât recognize me, I turned more and more to him.
âI see. Whatâs her name? I got the report.â
âHuh? I donât think it was that name.â
Contrary to my expectation that he would say âBeatriceâ, the name my mom gave to me when she gave birth, my dad pulled out âBebeâ, the name my mom called me every day.
âIs that so⌠Bebe⌠No wonder Iâm so used to it.â
âYouâll get used to it. Itâs the child that Your Majesty had locked up.â
At my fatherâs unexpected words, the Emperorâs face hardened for a moment.