âYeah. But itâs okay for me. Oh, never mind. I think itâs right for me to be crazy, too.â
âJust in case, Bebe, itâs dangerous to do somethingâŚfor you.â
I smiled as I looked at my bewildered mother.
âNo. Mom, you know what? I think theyâre crazy because theyâre so nice to me.â
Momâs face changed in real time.
âWell, for being nice to themâŚâ
âYes. Heâs so nice to me.â
âThatâs what you meant? Mom is so surprised to hear that he was crazy.â
I had the brightest smile among the laughter I could have made after hearing my motherâs unusually trembling voice.
It was like I didnât have to worry.
In fact, I wanted to say that I was crazy about how they educate their young children. If you do something wrong, they threaten the nobles and stab them with a knife.
âBut if you say so Mom, even if your face turns pale, letâs run away. Bebe must be like this.â
I even know how severe my motherâs constipation was.
Thatâs why I held my momâs hand with an innocent smile.
âYeah! Itâs like that. I spend money very recklessly. I guess Iâm rich!â
When I opened my mouth like a child who knew nothing, my mother had an expression that I had never seen before.
âIâm sure heâs rich. He is Duke Avelantâ.
âWhatâs wrong with you? Your voice is sadder than usual.â
âOh itâs nothing⌠Itâs just⌠just⌠Itâs because Iâm happy that he is nice to Bebe.â
My motherâs face, which was a little playful and a little bright, became very dark.
âAs expected, itâs because the rumors of Avelant Duchy are bad.â
This was why there was a saying that people should do well normally.
âFrom now on, I have to manage the reputation of the people around me.â
I was deeply troubled. But shouldnât it be good for me? I gave up on that thought.
ââŚBut Bebe, do you really have to be the child of Duke Avelant?â
âYeah! Why donât you want me to? I wonât do it if mom says noâŚâ
It was after Allen went back to the table as our story seemed to be getting longer. It was as if he was trying to make it a comfortable place for my mom and I to talk.
I wondered if it was really such a pure intention, but he was busy eating cookies without any facial expressions.
Of course, I coughed to see if I was thirsty.
âWouldnât there be other peopleâŚâ
âThatâs possible but⌠Mom, is there anyone who can accept us? When we got out of there, he seemed to kill him right away.â
ââŚRight. I guess so. Few people can be hostile to him.â
Sadly, it was the Emperor standing opposite us; the person who wanted to take us right away.
Therefore, my mother quickly grasped the reality.
âDonât worry too much. Heâs a good person. I even brought a priest for Momâ
âHe came and looked after my mom. Itâs my first time seeing a priest in my life!â
âHe really is a good person.â
âYes! A good person. My mom will know when she sees him, that heâs a good person.â
âI know. I know because Iâve heard a lot that heâs a good person.â
But what my mother said was a little strange.
âDo you know? Did you hear it a lot? Rumors are bad.â
âHe could be a good person to someone.â
I felt like Iâm a different person. The mother I just talked about was not the mother Iâve known so far.
âEspecially since I canât believe that the Grand Duke can be a good person.â
Thatâs something that only people who have experienced it could say.
When I opened my eyes thinly with my mouth sticking out, my mom smiled and messed up my hair.
âDo whatever you want, my daughter.â
Then she held me tightly in her arms.
âOh, yeah! Then Mom, do I continue as Bebe? According to the Grand Duke, if I use the name Bebe as it is, it could get recognized.â
âBebe, your real name is not Bebe.â
âHuh? Thatâs not my name?â
âYeah. Itâs Beatrice. If I did it the way it was, your nickname would have been Betty, but⌠I just wanted to call it my own Bebe.â
I blinked for a moment at the words.
My mother never said this while I was born and returned to my life a few times. She always called me Bebe.
So I didnât have any doubts about my name being Bebe.
âMy dad called me Bebe, too. Why does my mom say a different name?â
âWhat are you so curious about that you shake your little head around?â
âItâs amazing. I canât believe my name wasnât BebeâŚâ
âBecause you are my very own Bebe.â
My momâs voice trembled a lot as she said âMy own Bebeâ.