Screams and shouts rang out at Exit #1 at the Tianhe Stadium. That day, there werenât enough fans to fill the stands. But the Guangzhou Esports Association still had a broadcast to air. So theyâd gathered everyone together in one section, right between Exits #1 and #2. The former was the fastest way to reach the car park and also to get to public transit, and it was also the exit through which the players left. So when the dayâs matches came to an end, everyone coalesced here.
Fans hurried off the grass into the exit hallway. From up the stairs, the second group of fans flooded Exit #1. And then there were also the players from 18 teams looking to leave. They pushed into the hallway and crowded it. People couldnât walk normally anymore. They had to slow down, speed up, jump aside. Their discomfort quickly grew into annoyance, small outbursts of aggravation happening left and right.
âHey! Watch where youâre walking!â
âStop pushing me!â
âComing through! Coming through!â
âCalm down dude! Canât you see how busy it is? Just stop shoving me!â
âMy bus is leaving in five! Let me through please!â
âSTOP PUSHING ME!â
Chu Fang looked over his shoulder at Tang Bingyao and Zeng Rui, then back ahead at Lin Feng and An Xin. Fuck! Weâre getting split up! This is going to be annoying! He shook his head and rushed after Lin Feng, shouting, âLIN FENG! LIN FENG!â
Lin Feng scrunched his eyebrows and stopped. Two people bumped into him from behind, cursed at him and pushed past him. He ignored them and looked over his shoulder. Whoâs calling my name?â Oh! Chu Fang!
âWhat a mess!â Chu Fang complained. He reached Lin Feng and An Xin and said, âCome, letâs go back and find the others. I donât want to lose anyone in this big mess and weâve already lost them! Whose brilliant idea was it to lead everyone to the same exit?â
âYeah, there really are so many people!â Lin Feng exclaimed. âAnd they all look so annoyed! At us?â
An Xin rolled her eyes and replied, âBecause weâre standing still in the middle of the exit. How about we do what Chu Fang says and find the others?â
âThere you guys are!â Zhang Hao exclaimed. He pushed past a few more fans and then stopped next to Lin Feng before he continued, âYou two were suddenly gone! It was impossible to keep up! I saw Lin Fengâs birdnest hair stick out here andâŚâ He paused to breathe and then concluded, âthatâs how I found you!â
âHey!â Lin Feng blurted. He ruffled his hair and said, âThis isnât birdnest hair! Itâs fresh out of bed!â
An Xin looked at Lin Feng and raised her eyebrow, smiling. She said, âReally? Huh, who knew! Anyway, itâs really packed here. Zhang Hao, do you know where the others are?â
Zhang Hao nodded and replied, âYeah, theyâre a bit back there.â He waved in the direction he came from.
Chu Fang looked at the trio and said, âLetâs go find them.â He then took the lead, pushing against the flow of people.
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The members from Team Guangzhou were also trying to leave the stadium through Exit #1. But just like everyone else, they were caught up in the jam. The coach yelled that they were the players from Team Guangzhou and to please give them some space. But everyone was screaming and complaining and no one was listening.
Goalie looked at all the people around him. I hate this. Thereâs too many people! He tapped on his interpreterâs shoulder and told him to walk in front of him, and to have his other teammates walk around him. They did what he asked of them, creating a small space in the crowded exit where he could walk freely. Good. This is more like it.
While the three Chinese players from Team Guangzhou were helping Goalie, Seo was off on his own grumbling. He hated it that random strangers were touching him and were bumping into him. After a particular hard shove in his back, he cursed in broken Chinese, âGet the hell out my way! Assholes!â
âPiss off, idiot!â
âYou move away!â
âHurry up already! My god! So fucking slow!â
Seo shook his head in frustration. Everywhere he looked people looked mad and annoyed. And the more he looked, the more it felt they were mad and annoyed with him. As if they were all glaring at him. The hell is wrong with all these people!? Canât they tell itâs too busy? They should let the teams leave first and the fans come after! What idiot came up with the idea to let the teams exit with the normal people? Weâre better than them! Fuck it! Fuck it all! I donât care anymore! If they wanna shove me, Iâll shove them! He picked up his speed, broadening his shoulders and preparing for impact, and yelled, âMove! Walk faster! Legless!â
A couple of people in front of Seo were the trio Tang Bingyao, Zeng Rui and Su Xue. They were struggling to keep their feet on the ground, the wave of fans nearly lifting them off their feet and carrying them through the exit. Tang Bingyao was struggling the most with this. Everyone around her was taller and bigger. She wasnât anywhere near strong enough to stand up to them. The best she could do was expect the push or shove and react to it in advance.
Zeng Rui glanced at Tang Bingyao every couple of seconds and asked, âTang Tang, are you okay? Is there something I can do to help?â
Tang Bingyao looked up at Zeng Rui and nodded. She said, âMhm! Itâs fiââ A sudden shout rang out from behind her. Then she felt two hands firmly press against her back and push her forward. Huh!? Her upper body moved but her legs didnât follow. The ground was getting closer. She reached out with her hands and they hit the stone tiles. They scraped over it as her elbows buckled and she fell. Her head banged on the ground, but it was a burning sensation on her palms that she felt first. Then came a sudden shock from her pinky fingerâfirst from a foot standing on it and then from that foot pushing off of it.
Tears appeared in Tang Bingyaoâs eyes. She pulled her hand back and caressed it closely to her chest. Another foot hit her, this time against her shoulder. Iâm going to die! This is it! Iâm going to die! Theyâre⌠Iâve seen this on television! People fall in a crowd and they get trampled! She instinctively wrapped her hands around her head as thick, large teardrops rolled down the side of her face onto the stone tiles on the ground. I never did tell Lin FengâŚ
Zeng Rui jerked his head to the side when he heard the screams. He saw a push and Tang Bingyao falling to the ground. He stopped dead in his tracks, three people bumping into him. They cursed at him, but he didnât hear it. He pushed them aside and forced his way back to where Tang Bingyao was lying on the ground. âTANG TANG!â He reached down and grabbed her by her arm, then lifted her straight up. He said, âTang Tang! Come on! Help me here! Stand up!â
âWHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ALL OF YOU!?â Su Xue screamed. People finally paused. They looked at her and then at Tang Bingyao. It was as if they only now realized someone had fallen. Su Xue pushed her way to Tang Bingyao and yelled, âAre you all fucking blind? Canât you see she fell? What the fuck are you all doing? Help her up! Jesus! Whatâs wrong with you people?â She then turned to look at Tang Bingyao and asked, âAre you okay, Tang Tang?â
Tang Bingyao wiped away the tears from her eyes and mumbled, âI-Iâm fine.â
Su Xue looked Tang Bingyao up and down and said, âHow is this fine? Your knees are open, there is blood all over your face, your hands are a mess⌠This isnât fine!â She grabbed Tang Bingyao and felt around her face. The blood came from a small cut on her eyebrow. She then moved down to the hands and knees, checking everything and making sure Tang Bingyao really was fine.
Zeng Rui let go of Tang Bingyao and turned his attention to the crowd that was gathering around them. He shouted, âWho did that? What idiot pushed her? Where did he go?â
âSorry. Iâm sorry,â a man apologized. He rubbed his back and continued, âSomeone hit me in the back and I stumbled on my feet. I didnât mean to shove her to the ground. It was an accident, I swear! It was the guy behind me. He shoved me!â
Zeng Rui knitted his brows. I did hear someone scream before Tang Tang did. That could be⌠He looked past the guy whoâd just apologized and narrowed his eyes. There he spotted someone who was looking around with wide, round eyes and trying to push his way through the crowd and away from Tang Bingyao. Thatâs him! Zeng Rui shouted, âHold it! Donât even think about slipping away after what you did!â
Seo met Zeng Ruiâs eyes and bit on his teeth. Dammit! SHIT! I just got a bit annoyed! It was just a little shove! This was nothing! I didnât do anything wrong! It was just that stupid bitchâs fault for being so tiny! Fuck it! FUCK THEM ALL! I donât deserve this! I did nothing wrong! Right. I did nothing wrong. He straightened his back and broadened his shoulders. Then he snorted. Stupid Team Shanghai. They got what they deserve.
Zeng Rui had locked onto Seo and recognized him right away. He narrowed his eyes and he said in English, âSo it was you, Seo.â
âWhat do you want?â Seo asked in English.
âWhat do I want? What do I want!?â Zeng Rui said. He looked at Seo and continued, âYou just pushed someone! Tang Tang here couldâve been seriously hurt! And you just want to leave?â
Seo briefly paused, considered his options, then shrugged and replied, âDid you see me push anyone? I didnât. It was busy, very crowded here. I was just trying to stay my ground, like everyone else. Are you telling me I canât do that?â
The man who bumped into Tang Bingyao glared at Seo and shouted, âDude! You were literally just behind me! You fucking pushed me! What are you lying about? It was clearly you! Everyone here saw you do it!â
There was a growing group of people whoâd stopped trying to leave the Tianhe Stadium and had gathered in a circle around Tang Bingyao and the others. They started whispering, murmuring, growing louder and louder as they tried for their voices to be heard.
âIsnât that guy theyâre pointing at the ad-carry from Team Guangzhou?â
âHe definitely is. I think heâs the only one with that colour hair!â
âCanât you see? Heâs obviously Korean. There are like only two in the entire tournament!â
âAnd he shoved that girl? Jesus! What a fucking asshole!â
âSome peopleâŚâ
âCanât believe he wonât even admit it. What a piece of shit!â
âIt not my fault!â Seo shouted in his broken Chinese. He didnât understand the language perfectly. But the fingers pointing at him and the tone in which the people were talking said plenty. He knew they were blaming him. He shook his head and said in broken Chinese, âSomeone push me! From behind. Not my fault. Accident!â
Zeng Rui snorted and replied, âThatâs why you were trying to run away, right? Because you are innocent. Thatâs what all innocent people do. They run away from the crime.â
Seo glared at Zeng Rui and said in English, âI told you, it was an accident. I canât help it if you donât believe me. Thatâs very much a you problem. Now piss off!â He flicked his hair and smiled at the people whoâd gathered around him in what he believed to be a show of his innocence. Why does this guy have to make such a big deal out of it? Nothing happened! Plus itâs her own fault for not eating enough. If she had just a bit more meat to her bone, she wouldnât have fallen there! Or she couldâve gone after the initial group of people left! Yeah, this isnât my fault! Itâs her fault! She shouldnât have been there!
Zeng Rui took a long, deep breath. He then looked Seo in the eyes and said, âI want you to apologize to my friend.â
Seo snorted. He asked, âApologize? For what? I didnât do anything! It was an accident! I told you that! Or is your English so bad that I need to repeat it for you? Maybe youâre just deaf! Go back to school or something!â
âSeo,â Goalie said. Heâd finally arrived with the rest from Team Guangzhou. He continued in Korean, âWhatâs going on?â
Seo nodded at Zeng Rui and replied in Korean, âThis idiot is bitching about an accident. Says he wants me to apologize. I told him I didnât do anything wrong, but he just keeps bitching about it!â
Goalie listened and then shrugged. He turned to his interpreter and said, âTell the coach he can handle this. Itâs not worth our time.â He then looked at Seo and added, âThose kids are just scared of how good we are. They know they canât beat us on the Rift, so theyâre trying to get us disqualified. Donât let it get to you.â
Team Guangzhouâs coach listened to a quick explanation from the interpreter and then turned to look at Zeng Rui. He said, âSeo explained to us that it was an accident. It was crowded. Things happen. No one meant it. How about we just drop this and move on?â
âAn accident?â Zeng Rui asked, laughing incredulously. He continued, âDid you see it happen? Itâs like me punching you in the face right now and then calling it an âaccidentâ!â
âHey, thatâs not how you talk to me,â Team Guangzhouâs coach interjected. He said, âSeo explained what happened. He wouldnât lie. I say we put an end to this charade and move on with our day.â
Su Xue had been standing to the side, tending to Tang Bingyao rather than arguing with Seo. But sheâd heard it all, and sheâd had enough. She pointed at Team Guangzhouâs coach and yelled, âPut an end to it? Whatâs wrong with you! Your guy screwed up! He pushed her to the ground! All we asked for is an apology and thatâs too much?â
Team Guangzhouâs coach looked at Su Xue and said, âSeo is a special guest from Korea. Are you really going to do this? Make his first experience in China terrible by accusing him of something he didnât even do? He got pushed, lost his balance, and in the process your little girl fell. Boohoo. Now letâs all be civil here and stop making a scene.â
Zeng Rui stared at Team Guangzhouâs coach, incredulous. Boohoo, be civil? WhatâŚ? Anger was bubbling within him, metaphorical steam rising from his head. He was about to explode when a voice sounded out behind him.
âSorry! Make way! Make way! Coming through! Let me through!â Lin Feng yelled as he pushed through the crowd, leading An Xin, Chu Fang and Zhang Hao to Tang Bingyao.
When they got inside the circle that had formed around Tang Bingyao, An Xin rushed up to her friend and asked, âTang Tang, what happened?â
Tang Bingyao wiped her eyes with her sleeve again and took a deep breath. She then pointed at Seo and said, âHe pushed the guy behind me who then bumped into me and I fell to the groundâŚâ
Lin Feng looked around at the situation, half-listening to Tang Bingyao until she said sheâd fallen on the ground. He finally turned to look at her and noticed everything that was wrong. The scrapes on her knees, the blood on her face and hands, and the way that she was holding her pinky finger. A jolt went through him. Like the shock of being stabbedâor the feeling of suddenly coming awake in an unfamiliar place, frightened by a sudden noise. A visceral clenching of the stomach. A sudden racing of the heart. Every piece of you alert, looking for justice. He said in a voice unlike his own, cold and forced, âWhat did he do?â