She received word from Jing- mama early next morning that the Duchess of Ding and all female relations had been settled in appropriately. Qin Yining wanted to visited them immediately. She had servants prepare a carriage and brought Songlan, Bingtang, and Qiulu with her. The groom whipped the horses to make the fastest time possible to the manor that Third Shopkeeper Jing had prepared.
âGrandmother.â Qin Yiningâs eyes reddened when she walked in the door and saw a roomful of girls and ladies wearing the white of mourning. Reality was harsh. Itâd only been a night, but the fact of a house raid and family execution had been cemented, and a family was forever parted.
Tears welled up in the duchessâ eyes when she saw Qin Yining. âYouâre here, granddaughter Yi. Is it alright that you rushed here like this?â
âItâs fine. I was very careful when I came and didnât attract any attention.â Qin Yining curtsied to her aunts and cousins. They returned the gesture, but no one knew what to say when they all sat down. Everyone was sunk in sorrow and pain. Anything they saw reminded them of the men and boys whoâd died a grisly death. Someone was the first to sniffle, and that soft sob was the catalyst that triggered the tears from everyone else.
Qin Yining clutched her anguished grandmother and aunts as they howled and gasped with grief. They didnât stop until Qin Yiningâs eyes were reddened and swollen.
âIâve heard of whatâs happened,â the duchess rasped out after a deep breath. âThe citizens took care of the bodies of your grandfather and the others. I know you arranged for this. You didnât stay out of the matter in a time of need and saved your fifth and eighth cousin-in-law, as well as your cousinâs child. You also prevented the bodies of your grandfather and them from lying exposed out in the open. I donât know how to thank you, and have nothing to thank you with.â
âDonât say that! Weâre family! What kind of person would I be if I only thought of myself and didnât care about you all after something like this happened? Not to mention that I have this little bit of strength today only because of grandmotherâs boon. If it hadnât been for grandmother gifting me the Institute of Luminous Grace and had Grand Steward Zhong come help me, I wouldnât be able to do anything even if I wanted to.â
âDonât say that, niece Yi.â Her senior aunt wiped away tears. âWe know what your character is like and weâll remember this great favor. Itâs just, we have nothing to give back to you in return.â
âPlease donât say that.â Qin Yining waved her hand hastily. âI actually wouldnât have been able to do all of this by myself. Father helped from the shadows.â She lowered her voice. âThe emperor raided the Ding Manor also because he wanted to confiscate the Institute. He just hadnât thought that grandmother had already given it to me.â
âThen you need to be careful in the future.â The duchess wiped at her eyes and kneaded her bulging temples. Given the absence of servants, Qin Yining stood up to stand behind and massage the duchess.
âYes, I will be careful,â she continued lowly. âThe emperor is scared out of his wits by Great Zhou, and there is no end of cursing and insults from the citizens. He has no time to think about the Institute. Itâs rather our peopleâŠâ She thought for a moment. âMake a list in a moment, grandmother. The servants will be sold off in two days. Iâll go buy back whoever should be. It wonât do for all of you to have no servants by your side. Of those I know, Bao- mama is the first who should be brought back.â
Tears welled up in the duchessâ eyes again when she heard this and she patted Qin Yiningâs hand lightly. The girls were all immense grateful as well. They hadnât spent a full night at the Institute before seeing the ugliness and despair of it. Theyâd felt that living through this ordeal was a prelude to more suffering, so the aunts and cousins-in-law had been ready to take their lives to keep their chastity for the Suns. But as soon as theyâd made up their minds, Qin Yining had already hired them out.
If itâd been before, this little bit of silver wouldnât have been anything to a house like the Ding Manor. But now, they had nothing to their name. The Institute had spent a great deal of silver to hire all of them, and Qin Yining didnât even have plans for them to earn their keep. She seemed like she was ready to just keep them here and even provide all the servants they needed. It would be a great sum of money to feed all of them. Regardless of what had happened, they could sense this bit of genuine emotion and were overwhelmed with gratitude.
The duchess pulled on Qin Yiningâs hand and had the girl sit next to her. âIâll discuss this carefully with your aunts and sisters. Weâll see who weâll need to keep.â
âI brought Bingtang, Songlan, and Qiulu for me. They can stay here these two days and serve everyone.â Qin Yining nodded as the three stepped forward to curtsey. Qiulu was loyal and honest, Bingtang and Songlan had returned to the Qins with heightened status thanks to some borrowed influence from the Suns. They naturally had deep ties with the Suns.
The duchess held Qin Yining in her embrace, smoothing her hair down again and again. A myriad of emotions were running through her, but she didnât have anything to say. She thought for a moment as the look in her eyes grew stronger and she seemed to decide on a plan. âGranddaughter Yi, where is your mother?â
The duchess looked at Qin Yining solidly when she heard this, nodding after a long while and saying in a whisper, âYouâre a mature child.â
Qin Yining knew that the duchess was such a sharp person that she likely knew precisely what was going on. It was just that some things shouldnât be spoken of. It wouldnât do any good if they were and would just add to everyoneâs sorrow. Any amount of schemes were useless in the face of dominance. A multitude of plans also required the ability to execute them. She went to look at her fifth cousin-in-law, recovering from birth and her baby sleeping soundly in her swaddling.
Her cousin-in-law was covered with thick blankets in bed, a black headband running across her forehead. Her long hair was a scattered mess and her eyes listless. Tears streamed endlessly down the corners and wetted a large patch on the pillow. Her cheeks had sunken in overnight.
Qin Yiningâs heart raced from shock to see her relative this. Her fifth cousin-in-law and fifth cousin had been deeply in love. She likely had only the will to die now. The girl bounded forward and took the new motherâs hand. âCousin-in-law, fifth cousin had a message for you.â
The ladyâs eyes widened.
âI sent word to fifth cousin and grandfather that youâd given birth to a daughter as soon as she entered the world. Fifth cousin cried from joy and said a daughter was best. Daughters are a motherâs warm, padded jacket, while sons only make a mother cry. He said that a daughter will be greatly filial and told you to be strong and live. Live well with your child!â
Fifth cousin had indeed said similar words, and another that Grand Steward Zhong had brought back. However, Qin Yining didnât think it was appropriate to pass it on at this time. Heâd also said, âShuangâer is yet young. Marry again if thereâs someoneâs suitable. Donât be foolish and have no one to depend on for the rest of her life.â