Chapter 31: Teaching Lessons That Should Be Taught
âThereâs nothing wrong with that.â A twinkle of mirth appeared in the duchessâ eyes. âYou donât know that girl. I rather think she has the ability to handle it well.â
âGrandmother has that much confidence in her?â Sun Yu smiled, amused.
âI just think sheâs a very fine girl,â the duchess responded. âSheâs been through a lot of hardship already, and has grown strong enough to survive these storms of life. Sheâll be a lot more hardy than the delicate flowers whoâs grown up in our sheltered greenhouses. Add her intelligence and generous bearing to the mix, as well as her naturally kind nature⊠I think we should treat this matter as the beginning of forging a good relationship with her, and a test. How she handles this will prove extremely insightful.â
âOh grandmother, you compliment her as if sheâs a flower amongst flowers. Ah well, this isnât anything major. Although an important matter, cousin Yi is a girl yet to come of age. She wonât get dragged too deep into things. The worst that could happen is the loss of a shopkeeper. Nothing will happen to her.â
âRight, thatâs what Iâm thinking as well.â The duchess suddenly grew serious. âIf she canât handle this well, the most she loses will be a shopkeeper. Sheâs the prime ministerâs daughter, those old Clearist antiques wonât blame her. Her father will also be there to bear the brunt. Besides, with your current position at court, why not take the opportunity to throw away this matter if itâs too tricky? Giving it to a little girl to handle will prevent you being labeled as someone afraid of those with power.â
âThatâs the idea.â Sun Yu nodded and sighed. âBut things have gone wrong with the Tangs, and the Clearists are all looking to me for help. Yet here I am hunkering down, giving the business away to someone else. This doesnât look good no matter how we spin it. Not to mention, we know uncle-in-lawâs personality. What if he decides to ignore it all and leave cousin Yi to the wolves?â
âQin Meng doesnât see eye to eye with the Clearists to begin with, even if nothing had happened. Is the Tang matter a small thing? Attempting to murder the empress is a grave crime! Even without the emperor favoring the empress, Grand Preceptor Cao would never let the culprit who tried to kill his daughter roam free in this world. Even if we can get that person back from Prince of Ning, how would we make it past Grand Preceptor Cao?â
âI know grandmother makes sense, but I donât think the Clearists are wrong in this.â Sun Yuâs face had hardened as a note of anger crept into his voice. âThe only problem was that the trampress was too hard to kill. Imperial Physician Tang paid the price of his entire family and still only managed to half kill her. And with the emperor growing more and more decrepit by the dayâŠâ
âMingâer, watch your words!â The duchessâ voice was sharp, forcing Sun Yu to stop. âItâs enough that you understand certain things, but thereâs no need to say them aloud. Youâll attract trouble if you act like this outside! Your personality is just a little too hard. You need to learn to be smoother so that your days ahead stay long.â
Sun Yu hastily rose to bow. âYes, I will follow grandmotherâs teachings diligently.â
The duchess felt that the atmosphere had become just a little too heavy, and quickly turned the conversation in the direction of household matters.
âDarling Hui, you canât be like this in the future. You need to consider our familyâs dignity when at your maternal grandparentsâ. You know that they have a different culture and way of doing things. Why did you call daughter Yi âLittle Creekâ in front of your cousins? Sheâs been back for quite a few days already, why are you still unable to remember her name?â
Tears trickled down without pause from Qin Huiningâs eyes. âI was just used to calling her that. I called her Little Creek at first and then got used to it. I didnât do it on purpose.â
Qin Huining hurriedly swiped at her face with the handkerchief, attempting to wipe the tears off. She responded anxiously, âI wonât cry anymore, that wasnât my intention.â
âI know, I know. But you just need to watch your words more carefully in the future. Even a minor joke has the potential to offend, and who knows how all your sisters feel after what you said?â
Qin Huiningâs tears spilled forth again, like a reservoir bursting through a dam. Hiccuping and sniffling, she tearfully stuttered. âLittle Creek⊠Yining is right. I⊠I didnât mean to.â
âNot meaning to is worse than purposefully doing so. Doing it on purpose means at least you have a basic knowledge of whatâs right and wrong, and know that what you did is indeed wrong. You just couldnât look past the jealousy. But if you didnât mean to, then you have no idea of whatâs right and wrong and donât understand why you did wrong at all. Putting on an innocent expression after hurting someone is more evil than doing it on purpose.â Qin Yining gave no quarter, shattering the latterâs feeble protests with a fierce gleam in her eye. Qin Huining would only cover her face and cry.
What else could she do? Because of the beating sheâd suffered, Qin Huining always shivered now when she met Qin Yiningâs eyes. She felt that she would feel fists landing on her any second. And the thing was, she actually couldnât find a retort against Qin Yiningâs twisted logic!
As a mother, she could understand Qin Huiningâs unease. But back home, the duchess had hinted covertly at it more than a few times, that even though she didnât live with Qin Huining, she could tell that there was a flaw in the girlâs character. And now with Qin Yiningâs clearly baring her actionsâŠ
Meanwhile, Qin Yining had no desire to continue watching Qin Huiningâs crying, Iâve-been-so-bullied act. She went back to studying the patterns of her skirt. At least they were fascinating enough to be worthy of her undivided attention.
What she wanted to say remained bottled up, and Qin Huining bit her lower lip angrily. She finally managed to control her emotions before alighting, ensuring a moderately presentable expression on her face.
After the scene in the carriage, Qin Huining didnât dare trot out her old tricks. She shook her head mulishly. âNothing grandmother, how could anyone have bullied me? Itâs just some sand in my eyes.â
âSand in your eyes? Why isnât there sand in anyone elseâs eyes? Come, tell me what grievance you have. Grandmother will stick up for you!â
These words diverted everyoneâs attention to Qin Yining.
âThe in-laws were so generous!â The old dowager exclaimed with surprise.
âDuchess of Ding dotes on our niece very much.â The second and third madame started complimenting her as well.
A political group of officials who pride themselves on being uncorrupt and virtuous. The raw characters used are usually part of an idiom that means âa breath of fresh airâ, and translate literally to clear stream. Iâve made it sound like a political party here, much like the Tories/Whigs/Libertarians, etc. Itâs a group of people subscribing to a certain ideology. Not a typo! This is a combination of tramp + empress = the people really donât like their empress.