Seeing Chu Xiangâs expression, Bai Yi immediately lowered her head like a child who has done something wrong, twisted her clothes restlessly with her hands, and stammered, âI-I kept in mind what you said to me. I didnât lose myself to the point of being deceived. I just⊠I found that he likes me. Then I-I also think he is quite great. I am very happy with him, and I miss him when I canât see him. S-So I justâŠâ
Bai Yi recalled how they had been getting along these days and smiled shyly. âXiangâer, do you know? Benefactor had no idea that I could hear him whenever he spoke to the little fox about Bai Yi, so he poured all his feelings for Bai Yi, I mean, me. Whenever he talked to me, he also said multiple times that he especially liked the little white fox, which is also me. Isnât this called âfateâ?â
Chu Xiang gave her a long perusal. Bai Yiâs expression and eyes were completely that of someone in love. In fact, she could understand very well, because since Bai Yiâs childhood, no one has ever treated her nicely as the scholar did. Moreover, unlike her, Bai Yi was neither worldly wise nor was she knowledgeable about the complexity of the human heart.
Chu Xiang pondered for a while, nodded and said, âEveryone needs to grow up alone. How can you grow up without experiencing some hardships yourself? If you want to marry him, go ahead, but listen to me. Donât have children. If you want to have children, wait three years after marriage. If you are still firm in your relationship at that time, I will sincerely bless you both.â
Her words sounded a bit wrong, brimming with ominous prophecy. Bai Yi grabbed her arm and shook it, âXiangâer, do you hate Benefactor? Are you afraid that he will treat me badly?â
Chu Xiang glanced at the scholar who was arguing with Zhuang Liu from a distance and smiled. âI donât feel anything for him. I donât hate him or like him. If youâre asking me whether your union with him will be a happy one, I would say ninety-nine percent no. But then again, there is a slim chance that youâll live a lifetime of happiness. Yiyi, getting along with mortals is a complicated matter, and the change in the human heart is also under no oneâs control. If I let you back out of it now, youâll probably regret it for the rest of your life. That being the case, why donât you just experience it yourself and grow up with the Zhuang family? Remember, thereâs nothing you canât get through. Come to me when you figure it out. Iâll always be here.â
Bai Yi blinked vigorously, blinking away the tears in her eyes. She hugged Chu Xiang in delight. âI knew that Xiangâer will always treat me the best in this world. If you were a man, I would have married you!â
Li Yufeng coughed heavily. âAhem, excuse me. Weâve come for something else. Itâs you who harmed Miss Jiang, arenât you? Her family is a noble household, but now they invited Daoist masters into their house. Once it is found out that thereâs some connection with you, Iâm afraid the Zhuang family will never be at peace.â
âDid they invite Daoist masters?â Bai Yi asked, puzzled. âIsnât it said that she is some kind of concubineâs daughter from the Jiang family who is not favored? Whatâs with all the fuss and fanfare?â
âItâs because the reputation of that concubineâs daughter may affect the reputation of all the ladies in the family. There are many rules in the world, thatâs why I told you never to raise your hand impulsively. Only by knowing these rules can you know when to act and when not to,â Chu Xiang explained to her the importance of concubine born ladies, legitimate descendants and womenâs honor.
Of course, Bai Yi couldnât understand it. This was the first time she had heard of such a thing. In the stories of her seniors, there were even unmarried and pregnant women. How could she have known that there were such strict rules in the world?
Bai Yi said regretfully, âIt seems I was too impulsive. That day⊠I was so enraged that I didnât even bother to argue with her. She wanted to take us home and feed us to the dogs. I was afraid of causing trouble, so I just gave her a small lesson. I didnât expect that it would still cause trouble. What should I do? How about⊠Should I persuade my benefactor to go to the capital ahead of time and leave this hotbed of troubles.â
Chu Xiang and Li Yufeng looked at her at the same time. Bai Yi was caught off guard. With a puzzled expression on her face, she asked, âWhy are you looking at me like that? Am I wrong?â
Li Yufeng patted his chin and weighed his words. âItâs a good idea to leave this place where youâre apt to get into trouble, butâŠyou caused trouble here. Wouldnât it get worse if you go to the capital? The Daoist masters here are average, and you can hide if you wish. If you go to the capital, you might really be caught and skinned to be refined into an elixir.â
Bai Yi retorted, âDonât look down on me. I was ignorant before, but now I know my weaknesses. I must reflect on it and never use magic recklessly.â
Chu Xiang shook her head. âThat being the case, Iâm afraid you will suffer.â
The three no longer spoke after a short exchange. The mother and son inside had finished arguing too. Seeing this, Bai Yi hurried back, pretending to have just come out of the house. She said via voice transmission, Xiangâer, donât worry. I will be careful. I wonât let myself be wronged.