It was about two hours after I arrived to the central palace for work. My eyes were throbbing, and I went outside to take a break. When I stepped out, I saw Rashta crouching down at the grass and staring at the ground. Perhaps she had heard the door open, and she looked around and said âAhâ as soon as she saw me. She approached and gave me a bow.
âWellâŠYour Majesty. If you donât mind, could you spare a few minutes?â
âGo ahead.â
âIâŠâ
Rashta looked around. As I was right outside my office, there were guards around the building, as well as Sir Artina standing right behind me. Rashta seemed to want to talk alone, but the knight made no move to leave. I gave him a meaningful glance, and he took a few steps backwards. However, when Rashta spoke, it was in a hushed whisper.
âYour Majesty, I hear that concubines receive an allowanceâŠâ
âThatâs correct.â
âHow much is it?â
âAbout thirty thousand krangs a year.â
Rashtaâs eyes widened. It was more money than she expected.
âR-really?â
I nodded, and she covered her mouth with both hands. However, her expression looked gloomy when she spoke again.
âWhen can I get it?â
âEarly next month. Why? Do you need the money now?â
I knew that Sovieshu was providing for her at the moment, but I asked her anyway. Rashta shook her head and put her hands together. Her words seem stuck in her throat, but after a few false starts she was able to force her words out.
âWellâŠYour Majesty. Is all the money you give to Rashta on record?â
âI keep the books.â
It would remain not only on the bookkeeping records, but in historical ones as well, where future generations could read it. I did not bother to mention this however. Rashta hesitated again before speaking.
âThenâŠYour Majesty. Yesterday, the Emperor said that Rashtaâs money would be managed by Baron LantâŠâ
âIs that so?â
âYes, well. I meanâsome of that moneyâŠcan you give it to Rashta separately?â
âSeparately?â
Was she afraid of Baron Lant keeping an eye on her expenses?
âEven if Baron Lant is in charge of the money, itâs still yours. If youâre concerned it will be joined with Sovieshuâs, thereâs no need to worry.â
âNo, itâs not thatâŠbut if you give me fifteen thousand out of the thirty thousand krangsâor even ten thousandâand donât write it downâŠis it possible? I hear there is a lot of double bookkeepingâŠâ
Was she trying to create a slush fund? It wasnât a good thing, but it wasnât impossible. It sounded like she was only trying to divide up what she had. But it wasnât my business.
âYou should receive permission from the Emperor first.â
âI heard the Empress takes care of the moneyâŠâ
âBut the Emperor manages everything about you. Ask him yourself about this.â
Rashtaâs eyes turned away in embarrassment. She muttered to herself, and left.
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âWhy the troubled face?â
When Duke Elgy spotted Rashtaâs expression when he walked into the room, he burst out laughing.
Rashtaâs cheeks were swollen and red, and she hugged her pillow more tightly. Her expression didnât brighten the way it usually did when she saw Duke Elgy.
Sensing that something must have happened, Duke Elgy took a nearby chair and stared at Rashta. With the sight of her silver hair trailing in delicate strands down the pillow, she was truly was a beauty irresistible to an emperorâeven when she was pouting.
âThe Empress is so cold.â
âCold? Did you fight?â
âCan I fight in my situation?â
âThe Empress not the type to come forward and start a quarrel.â
âYou know the Empress?â
âIâm a good judge of peopleâs personalities. Not in detail, but a good estimation.â
âSo the Duke says the Empress has a good personality who doesnât start a quarrel?â
âI wouldnât say she has a good personalityâŠmore cold, as you said. How should I put it? She acts like an empress, she thinks like an empress, and she speaks like an empress.â
Duke Elgy nodded as he recalled the woman he had only encountered twice. Navier was the perfect stereotype of an empress. According to his sources, she had shadowed the former empress at an early age and took her lessons from her. Navier was likely cast in that same mold.
âWhat you think is goodness is in reality her drawing a line between herself and others.â
âYou know that from only seeing her briefly?â
âIt wasnât brief. I was watching her at the tea party. But whatâs really going on, Miss?â
ââŠâ
Rashta hesitated and she looked into Duke Elgyâs eyes. The duke chuckled softly with one hand resting on his back.
âYou donât have to talk if you donât want to.â
Rashta paused, but she knew that he was the person she trusted the most in this world. He helped her in her most difficult time and protected her from the noblesâ gossip. In the end, Rashta decided to confess.
âI asked her if she could give me some money without recording it in the books.â
Duke Elgy let out a laugh.
âWhat? Why?â
âI need moneyâŠâ
âIs there something you want? Tell the Emperor. He would do anything for you.â
âI canât.â
âThen?â
âI donât know, but Iâm upset. The Emperor ordered Baron Lant to manage the money, and I canât use it.â
Why couldnât she use money that someone else was managing? Duke Elgy noticed that Rashta was not saying anything. Instead of asking about it, however, he made his own suggestion instead.
âIf you need the money, shall I lend it to you?â
âMy Lord?â
âI am quite wealthy.â
He added in a mischievous âWell?â
âButâŠâ
âI will write the loan and the exact amount. Why donât we do that?â
âEven if you loan the money now, I have to tell Baron Lant when I pay you back later. It still the same. It would be suspicious if he knew I borrowed money!â
âBaron Lant wonât manage it forever. After a few years, you will do it yourself, right?â
âThatâs true, butâŠâ
Sovieshu had suggested that he would allow her to govern her allowance after she learned about financial management. If she studied hard and hid the fact that she was paying off Viscount Roteschu, Baron Lantâs supervision could be removed after a year or two.
âWhy donât we write down the loan? I wonât ask for the money back for five years.â
âWellâŠâ
âInstead.â
â?â
âThere is a condition.â
âPaying interest?â
Duke Elgy chuckled and waved his hand.
âWhat is interest between friends? You only need to pay the loan amount.â
Rashta knew how some people ended up as slaves when they failed to pay off their debts or went bankrupt. She had heard how dangerous it was to borrow money at high interest, and was relieved that Duke Elgy did not ask for it.
âThen what is the condition?â
âCan you tell me why you need money?â
ââŠWhat?â
âIâll have to stop you if I think youâre being scammed.â
âScammed?â
âI donât think thereâs a good reason if youâre spending money without informing the Emperor. If it turns out youâre investing in a scam, you should stop.â
He seemed like he was joking, but there was genuine concern in his voice. Rashta stared at Duke Elgy for a moment. She wondered if he would help her if he knew the whole truth, but it was not necessary to take the risk if the situation was stable.
But Rashta needed someone who could help her immediately. Someone who knew her situation and would not laugh or point fingers at her, but treat her with compassion. Right now, the only person that fit that criteria was Duke Elgy. Although the Emperor accepted her even when he knew she was a fugitive slave, her relationship with him was different than with Duke Elgyâs. With the Emperor, it was love, and with the duke, it was friendship. Love could cause disappointment and rejection. Friendship was sympathetic, complimentary, supportiveâŠ