I was certain she was going to ask about Sovieshu. Or perhaps Prince Heinley or Viscountess Verdi. I didnât expect her to ask about this.
âDuchess Tuania?â
Why her? I stared at Rashta, and she answered in a small voice.
âIs Duchess Tuania easy?â
I thought I heard wrong. Easy?
âWhat do you mean by that?â
I frowned at her, and she carefully examined my face.
âAre you upset?â
âDuchess Tuania is a good person and a good friend.â
âWellâŚâ
Rashta hesitated, twisting her hands together.
âThere are always men at Duchess Tuaniaâs side.â
â?â
âThe Duchess seems to enjoy being with men too. I donât know if thatâs allowed when sheâs already married.â
She looked up in embarrassment, then waved her hands in protest.
âRashta is not asking for bad reasons. Rashta is asking because she doesnât understand.â
âDuchess Tuania is popular with everyone, both men and women.â
She didnât seem to believe me.
âBut at the party, she was always with menâŚâ
I sighed. She was asking me because she didnât understand? That was worse in my view. It was better if she had some idea what she was saying, but if she was asking out of ignorance, she could unintentionally tarnish someoneâs reputation. At the very least, it was fortunate that she was asking this when there were only the two of us.
âIt only appears that way at parties, because men and women pair together to dance.â
âAhâŚâ
âThere is nothing wrong with Duchess Tuania, so donât say anything else like that from now on.â
Rashta gave a small âyesâ, and I turned around and walked back to the western palace. However, even after I returned to my room and spoke with my ladies-in-waiting, Rashtaâs strange question continued to gnaw at me.
âWhy would she ask about Duchess Tuania?â
Presently, Rashta was disliked and shunned in society. Although the popular Duke Elgy sided with her, it would not be easy to restore her image. If she was interested in gossipâŚ
âThen by any chance?â
âCountess Eliza.â
âYes, Your Majesty.â
âAre there any bad rumors about Duchess Tuania recently?â
âNot that I know of.â
âIs that soâŚâ
âOh, I heard that Viscount Langdel has been utterly lovesick since he danced with Duchess Tuania at New Yearâs.â
Countess Eliza gave a chuckle at the story.
âHe must be completely wild about her.â
Noblemen falling in love with Duchess Tuania was not an unusual occurrence. I wondered if Rashta was trying to shift the topic of gossip towards someone else. Was I worrying for nothing? Well, in any case, Rashta didnât have the social clout to influence people. It had only been a day since Duke Elgy met her as well, and there was no way he could spread strange rumors for her either.
ââŚâ
However, I felt uneasy as I remembered the way Rashta constantly glanced at Duchess Tuania at the New Yearâs ball.
âWhy do you ask, Your Majesty? Did you hear something?â
âRashta asked.â
Countess Elizaâs face twisted.
âWhy would she do that?â
âI donât knowâŚjust tell me right away if you hear anything strange.â
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I kept busy with preliminary research about Rwibtâ I compiled information from tourists, merchants, and explorers who were recently at the Hwa continent, but their time was spare and they couldnât abandon their jobs.
I was so busy that I forgot my birthday was coming. Surprisingly, it was Sovieshu that brought it up.
âIt takes several hours to go to the villa by carriage, so we should finish up our work and leave the day before.â
I was just finishing the imperial budget before submitting it for approval to Sovieshu. At Sovieshuâs sudden reminder, I put my feather pen down on the inkwell. It took me a few seconds before I realized what he was talking about.
âAh. BirthdayâŚâ
âOh goodness.â
Sovieshu chuckled as if he found my dazed reply amusing.
âThe empress really doesnât care about anything when she gets into her work.â
It was a teasing remark.
âCan you guess whose birthday I was talking about?â
âI remember now.â
âYou should remember your own birthday.â
ââŚâ
âDo you mind if we leave a day early?â
âIâll schedule it.â
I flipped through my schedule, and Sovieshu spoke up again.
âDo you remember the tree planted at the villa?â
I nodded, and Sovieshu stretched himself lightly as he reminisced.
âIt was when you were still crown princess and very small. You were cute back then.â
ââŚâ
This time I smiled. In the Eastern Empire, there was a story of a wish tree, and superstition had it that if you made a wish while planting a tree, it would come true.
When I was a princess I was very short for my age, and I found it especially stressful when I was always surrounded by adults. After worrying alone, with no one to share these feelings with, I finally planted a wish tree. The rule was that I had to shovel the ground and plant the seedlings myself. However, I was young and small, and after a few hours of inefficient digging, I hugged the seedling and passed out from exhaustion. When I woke up, I found Sovieshu digging the hole.
â Your Highness! If you dig, Iâll have to do it over again!
â Itâs all right. Weâre a couple. A couple is like one body, so it doesnât matter if you or I do it.
â âŚReally?
â Yeah. Thatâs what my father the emperor said.
Shoveling was a tough job, so I relented and allowed Sovieshu to do it. After digging a decent-sized hole, I placed the seedling in it and covered the base with dirt. I put my hands together and made a wish, and Sovieshu said, âWhat did you wish for?â
â âŚI asked to be taller.
â Why? Itâs nice to be small.
â I follow the Empress and she always goes beyond a partition. But the screen is bigger than me, so I canât seeâŚ
After that I felt unwell with body aches, and Sovieshu got into trouble because his palms were ragged. Sovieshu was always taller and stronger than I was, but he was still young too.
The ends of my mouth tipped up in a smile. When I looked at Sovieshu, I saw him smiling as if he were remembering as well.
âBut that tree worked, didnât it? Now youâre very tall.â
I smiled wordlessly, picking up the feather pen again and looking down at my papers.
A bitter feeling mixed in with the memories. After all, my wish was not about my height. Back then, I prayed that Sovieshu and I would keep a good relationship for the rest of our lives.