After eating a hearty lunch, Heinley said he had business to attend to and left to meet with McKenna.
I urged him to rest today, since he had been so sick. But he replied that it couldnât wait and left without heeding my advice.
âIs this how it feels?â
Whenever people advised me to rest, I didnât listen either, and threw myself into my work. Did these people feel the same helplessness I feel as I watch my husband walk away?
In any case, I couldnât be the one to rest when my newly recovered husband is working so hard.
I instructed one of my assistants to deliver a healthy blue bird to Grand Duke Kapmen, then went to my office to deal with some business.
Later, I went to my room to have dinner with my ladies-in-waiting. Rivetti, who was busy with her studies and with exploring the palace, also joined.
âHow are your studies progressing?â
âIt has been harder than I expected. Itâs a small estate, so I thought I would learn to handle it quickly. It seems I underestimated what managing an estate entails.â
And so, as we ate, we chatted about the Rivetti estate, about the nanny I needed to hire for my baby, about where to place the nursery, and how to decorate it.
It was then that the question Iâd asked Heinley earlier, about Duke Elgyâs feelings toward Sovieshu, came to mind.
I asked Countess Jubel and Laura this question. I wanted to gather different points of view.
Countess Jubel cocked her head and said,
âI also wonder if Duke Elgy holds a grudge against His Majesty Sovieshu, but to tell the truth, Duke ElgyâŚâ
What was she about to say? Countess Jubel stopped and examined my countenance.
âI brought it up, Countess, so you may answer truthfully.â
ââŚDuke Elgy is a mysterious man. I wonder why he betrayed Rashta.â
âMe too!â
Laura exclaimed and stuck her fork into her pudding.
âThey were close, like a couple. Why did he do that?â
Then she turned her focus back to the pudding. Rose and Mastas didnât know anything about Elgy and Rashta, so they just listened quietly while they ate.
It was Rivetti who had an unexpected reaction. Her eyes widened.
âWhat are you talking about?â
Laura was also surprised by Rivettiâs reaction.
âYou donât know?â
âNo. Werenât the two of them really close?â
Since Rivetti had suffered through a series of terrible experiences, including seclusion to keep her safe from Rashta, she must not have heard the full account of what happened at the paternity test.. Even after it was all over, she moved to a small town near her estate and didnât pay attention to the gossip.
âDuring the blood test at the temple to find out if the princess was His Majesty Sovieshuâs daughter, Duke Elgy suddenly appeared with Rashtaâs son. Or rather⌠with your nephew.â
At Lauraâs explanation, Rivetti dropped her fork.
âIs this true?â
Laura fell silent, unsure whether to finish the story, but Countess Jubel took over.
âAs a result of that incident, it was confirmed that Alan and Rashta were secretly lovers.â
Rivetti turned pale.
Rose elbowed Countess Jubel in the side and shook her head, but Countess Jubel maintained an innocent expression. She seemed to think it was better to tell Rivetti now, since she would eventually find out anyway because it wasnât a secret.
But when Countess Jubel looked at Rivetti, her expression softened. Rivetti was biting her lips hard and glaring at the steak on her plate. Her expression was fierce.
Unaware that she had become the center of attention, Rivetti muttered absent-mindedly,
âSo⌠does that mean that Duke Elgy is the one who ruined my family? Because of him, my father and brother⌠were falsely accused of colluding with Rashta?â
***
âHere.â
Koshar was standing by the main gate of the palace, and he waved to Mastas, who had just come out and was looking around.
Mastas smiled radiantly as soon as she saw him. Koshar didnât have a name for what he felt at her cheerful smile.
Most nobles in the Eastern Empire frowned at the sight of him, or grimaced with fright. While this reaction was less common in the Western Empire, no one had ever reacted with so much happiness due to his presence.
Not even his family showed this degree of happiness when they saw him. He had always been a troublemaker, and although they loved him, there was an indelible worry in their eyes.
âLord Koshar!â
Mastas, who came running up like a puppy, raised her hands awkwardly in the air as if she didnât know where to put them, then hastily settled them on either side like a knight standing at attention and put on a straight face.
âHow are you? Hello.â
She attempted to control her facial expressions and behavior too late. Koshar wanted to laugh, but held back.
The two headed to the tavern.
But once at their table, Mastasâ expression darkened. It wasnât a forced expression of seriousness like before, but a truly gloomy expression.
âMiss Mastas. Are you all right?â
When Koshar asked with concern, Mastas shook her head quickly, as if she had suddenly stirred awake.
âIâm fine. I was just thinking about someone.â
âIs it a man?â
âNo! I donât think of any man other than Lord Koshar!â
â!â
âWell, that⌠that doesnât mean I think about you all the time. I donât even think about you. No, itâs not that I donât think about you at all, but I donât⌠not a lot.â
Mastas rambled, then held up her hand, her index finger and thumb close together to show Koshar just how little she thought of him.
âThis much. Sometimes I think of you, very occasionally.â
Koshar reached out and gently lifted Mastasâ index finger, widening the space between her fingers.
âThis is how much I think about Miss Mastas.â
Mastas stared at her fingers with wonder, her face as red as a tomato.
âThatâŚthat muchâŚâ
The distance between her fingers was less than an inch, but to her eyes, it was like the distance from the depths of the ocean to the highest part of the sky.