The official looked at Heinley and I with his mouth slightly open and the log book tightly against his chest.
When I pointed towards the palace, Heinleyâs eyes narrowed and a smile played on his lips. He leaned over to me.
âWhat do you want to check, My Queen?â
âIâll check that youâre right in the head.â
âWhat?â
âJust come with me.â
I took Heinley to an empty room in the Imperial Palace, closed the door, and approached him.
After I nudged his chest to make him sit on the armchair, I examined his face from side to side with a firm gaze.
Heinley smiled at me as he squeezed the armrests.
âHuh? You donât look like you want to check my head.â
Heinley asked the question with his beautiful purple eyes narrowed, then slowly opened them again as he took a deep breath.
His little gestures made me go crazy.
Rather than answer, I gently lifted his chin with my index finger and slowly brought his face close to mine.
Heinley didnât resist and followed my lead. Our faces were close enough that we could feel each otherâs breath.
Just as I started to think that what happened yesterday might have been a figment of my imagination, Heinley suddenly exclaimed as if he had remembered something.
âAh!â
âWhatâs the matter?â
When I asked in bewilderment, Heinley hurriedly stood up and looked around.
âCome to think of it, I have some urgent business to attend to. I had forgotten.â
In an instant, the tense and erotic atmosphere vanished.
âIt seems that he has definitely avoided kissing me.â
Upset, I pushed Heinley back onto the armchair.
âMy Queen?â
âWhy are you avoiding me?â
âWhat?â
âWhy do you avoid kissing me?â
Heinleyâs eyes twitched, but I didnât release him and pressed my knees against his thighs. I pushed his shoulders against the back of the armchair so that he couldnât move as I moved closer.
As I watched him in that state, Heinley slowly opened his mouth.
âQueen⌠this is too hard for me. Stop.â
I frowned. Is it too hard? Is it so hard for him to be close to me? I felt sad and angry at the same time.
Heinley was also breathing heavily, as if trying to show how uncomfortable he was having my body so close to his.
âWait⌠why does he look like that? Are his cheeks flushed?â
Now that I looked at him carefully, he seemed to be⌠arousedâŚ
At that moment, Heinley slowly stood up, and I could clearly see what he meant by âhardâ.
I looked up awkwardly as I realized I had misunderstood him. He didnât say it was hard because he didnât like it.
On second thought, ever since the possibility that I was pregnant arose, we had slept holding hands. But these days, he wouldnât even hold my hand.
So why? Why does he avoid me even though heâs so aroused when he is close to me?
âMy Queen. To tell the truth, I received too many curses as we dealt with the Zemensia Family.â
Heinley began to confess reluctantly. Fortunately, he changed his mind and told me, but I was surprised.
âAnd because of that reason you have avoided me?â
âI am not avoiding you.â
âYou donât want to touch me.â
âMy Queen, it really worries me to touch you in this state.â
âYou punished those who deserved it. You donât have to feel guilty.â
âStill, Iâd prefer not to.â
I thought it was one of Heinleyâs jokes, but he seemed to be serious. So I could only sigh.
âSo, how long do you plan to do this?â
âJust one week.â
âOne week?â
âIâm purifying my body with cold baths. Iâll do it for just one more week.â
I understood how Heinley felt, but⌠what I needed now was to feel his warmth and his skin. It bothered me that he didnât want to touch me. However, I couldnât object because he was doing it for me.
With a calm expression, I muttered that I understood, then I turned around and left the room.
***
Back in Heinleyâs office, McKenna, who learned what had happened forty minutes ago, clicked his tongue and muttered.
âI worry that Her Majesty will be very displeased by this.â
Heinley plunged the tip of the pen into the ink bottle and asked,
âDoes it worry you or entertain you?â
âOf course itâs the former.â
âThen why is your tone so cheerful?â
â⌠Is it so obvious? Should I be more subdued?â
When McKenna asked in a whisper, Heinley looked at him sullenly for a moment. McKenna chuckled.
Heinley shook his head and looked back at the documents waiting for his approval on the desk. While Navier was unconscious, Heinley fell behind because he was busy dealing with the Zemensia Family in every possible way. Now, he intended to fully resolve the backlog during this time in which he couldnât touch Navier.
McKenna looked at his cousin with a worried expression, but Heinley didnât notice because he had lowered his gaze.
âAll sorts of curses and insults were hurled at Empress Navier and her baby by the Zemensia family.â
At the time, Heinley treated all those words as nonsense and showed no mercy. But apparently, he had been affected.
âHeinley isnât usually afraid of such things.â
A knock on the door brought McKenna out of his thoughts.
âCome in.â
At Heinleyâs permission, a servant entered and reported,
âYour Majesty, Crow has returned from the Eastern Empire.â
As soon as Heinley nodded, the servant left, and an intelligent looking man with dark hair and eyes entered.
Crow entered and exchanged greetings with McKenna before approaching Heinleyâs desk.
âYouâre finally back.â
Heinley glanced up briefly and greeted the man politely, then returned his attention to the documents. Still, he continued talking to the man.
âHow did it go?â
âThe Eastern Empire is in chaos right now. After that woman was deposed, she was locked in a tower, in which she died, and Emperor Sovieshu was injured during a fit in which he saw hallucinations.â
âWhat hallucinations?â
âI couldnât find out.â
McKenna murmured.
âI thought that had been a lie so that Miss Evely would return as soon as possible. I suppose it wasnât a lie.â
Heinley added, his voice devoid of emotion,
âYes. It seems he really has been injured.â
Heinley didnât care if he was injured. In fact, they all had similar thoughts, so Heinley soon asked.
âWhat about Duke Elgy?â
âHe headed to the port, but I donât know the details because I was focused on the Imperial Palace.â
âGood job. Heâs sure to visit his mother after some time sailing the sea.â