As soon as I entered the matrimonial bedroom after dinner, I quickly took out my notebook and adjusted the âDanger Levelâ of the nobles who were at the tea party.
Those who looked regretful when they saw my uncomfortable attitude, I moved them down from Level 2 to 1.
Those who made the bad remarks I moved up to Level 3, and I intended to watch them more closely in the future.
It was fun to do this.
âWhatâs that, My Queen?â
Heinley asked, poking his head over my shoulder. Then, he spoke again as he checked the names in the notebook,
âThose are the nobles with whom thereâs a bad relationship, right?â
Of course, the names were also familiar to him.
âIâm trying to do it like you.â
âLike me?â
âI also want to go fishing.â
Well, to me this seemed more like setting a trap than going fishing.
After he nodded, I explained what happened at the tea party. Heinley listened to me with a strange expression and bit his lower lip hard as soon as I finished speaking.
âHeinley?â
When I caressed the corners of his mouth with my hand to stop him from biting his lip, he kissed each of my fingers and smiled broadly.
I donât know why he looked so happy. Once Heinley stopped smiling, he said,
âI want our child to look like My Queen.â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âWell, I just thought it would be very cute.â
No way. Heinley smiled like that because Iâm cute? Sometimes I thought about it, Heinley had strange tastes. He was the cute one.
A baby that looked like me would not be cute. Even as a child I wasnât cute.
Instead, the baby would be cute if it looked like Heinley. This reminded me again of the baby bird from my dream. Although it was clearly cunning, it acted as if it was innocent. It was really cuteâŠ
Now that I think about it, I was a little worried. How could I raise a child with that personality?
Such a child would pretend to be obedient in front of me and cause trouble behind my back.
When a child of the imperial family caused trouble, the number of people who were affected was much larger. But it wouldnât just be a troublemaker, it would be a cunning troublemaker⊠wasnât that a big problem?
âHeinley?â
âYes, My Queen.â
âCan you tell me about your childhood?â
Heinley hesitated a moment before asking with a bright expression.
âAre you interested in knowing more about me, My Queen?â
âYes. It is said that children are the reflection of their parents. Our child might look like you, so I want to be prepared. Or rather, to imagine it.â
If our childâs personality was like mine, he wouldnât be difficult to raise. I had been a very obedient child.
It was not to boast. So assured my parents, Sovieshuâs parents, the butlers, and everyone who had watched me grow up.
What about Heinley? Kind and cheerful on the outside, but very naughty and capricious on the inside. Even now as an adultâŠ
No, you have to look on the bright side. Our child could be naughty like Heinley in front of me, but obedient like me behind my back⊠No, this would still be a problem.
It would be better to hear about Heinleyâs childhood first to judge.
âHeinley, tell me.â
When I finally asked in earnest, full of anticipation and trepidation, Heinley responded with a slight frown.
âWell, I personally donât agree that one is the reflection of oneâs parents.â
âWhy?â
âI was very independent.â
AhâŠ
âWere you obedient as a child?â
âI donât remember very well.â
He definitely wasnât obedient as a child.
âBut I remember going with McKenna everywhere, My Queen.â
As I looked at Heinley, who had a slight smile as if he was remembering good times, I could see the personality of our unborn son in his eyes and I grew even more uneasy.
Well. This was just my position. My position because I had been quiet in my childhood.
Maybe Heinley would prefer a child like him.
âHeinley. Would you like our child to have your personality?â
âAh, that could happen. My Queen, you are cruel.â
Hmm⊠What did he mean by that?
***
After I got pregnant, McKenna took over much of my work, so I had a lot of free time.
There were pros and cons. This was one of the cons. I didnât know what to do with the sudden increase in free time. I had so much free time that strange things came to my mind.
Currently, I could not get yesterdayâs subject out of my mind. The subject of âthe personality of our unborn childâ.
In the end, I put aside the unread book and visited McKenna. He had grown up with Heinley, so he could speak objectively about Heinleyâs childhood.
But McKenna was meeting with Heinley, so I had to call him quietly through the half-open door.
âMcKenna⊠McKennaâŠâ
âYour Majesty?â
Fortunately, McKenna understood my intentions and was quick to approach.
âYour Majesty, why are you hiding like this? You donât have to work, so you donât have to hide.â
âI came to ask you something.â
âWhat is it?â
âYouâve been close to His Majesty since childhood, right?â
âHuh ah, yes⊠weâve always been close.â
âWhat was His Majesty like as a child?â
McKennaâs expression twitched in less than half a second at my question. Then he looked me in the eye, smiled broadly and replied, âHe was cheerful.â
But no doubt his expression was completely different from just a moment ago. It was obvious that he didnât want to talk about it,
âIâm just curious. I wonder if our unborn child will look like me or His Majesty.â
This really worked. After McKenna mumbled to himself for a while, he quickly turned his head to check that Heinley was still focused on work and whispered,
âIâll tell you about Heinley properly. Come here tonight at eight oâclock.â
There was no need to be so formalâŠ
âIâll also bring some portraits of His Majesty Heinley as a child.â