Chapter 136 - Do You Really Want Me To Be Queen? (1)
Chapter 136 â Do You Really Want Me To Be Queen? (1)
Heinleyâs words were both amusing and laugh-worthy. Sovieshuâmy husbandâwanted to leave me, and I was stuck waiting for the inevitable divorce. Sovieshu had accused me of being cold-hearted and without compassion.
And yet, the king of another country praised me by saying that the people would love meâŠWhat a strange thing to say.
âThank you for the compliment.â
I smiled to hide the bitterness in me, but Heinley noticed my unease at once.
âQueen? You donât look well. Did something happen?â
âNo.â
âNo? Thenâ?â
ââŠâ
âQueen?â
He looked at me earnestly, but I didnât answer. No matter how good of a friend he was, I didnât want to show him my humiliation. Talking to him about Sovieshuâs imminent divorce with me would distress me to no end.
Heinley studied me carefully, and though I refused to say a word, he didnât pry. Instead, he hesitated for a moment, then continued on with a serious expression on his face.
âMy words were not empty praise. I meant it.â
âReally?â
âI donât want a queen unless sheâs like you.â
â!â
âNo, I wish you were my queen. There is only one queen.â
His voice was firm. He was not joking.
I stared at him and his cheeks flushed red, but he didnât turn away from my gaze. I could sense the heat in his eyes. Heinley was just being complimentary when he said he wanted a queen like me, but those wordsâŠ
Embarrassed, I sipped a spoonful of soup. I could still feel Heinleyâs eyes on me, and I smiled half-jokingly at him.
âAnd what if I accepted?â
The soup was still hot. I ate another spoonful and looked up Heinley. I expected him to laugh at my joke, but he made no sound at all.
â!â
My eyes widened in surprise when I saw his face. His expression was lit up like the sun.
âThat would be incredible.â
âI was joking.â
âIâm not. If you come to my side, I will have you as queen immediately.â
ââŠâ
âI swear on my life.â
We had been talking about Heinley taking a queen for himself, so how on earth did the conversation turn into an oath on his life? I kept silent instead of answering. I couldnât tell if he really meant it, or if he was saying words to comfort me. But I wasnât unhappy with what he said.
âThis is how it feels like to put honey on a wounded heart.â
It was bitter, but sweet.
âThank you for your words, Heinley.â
Truly.
âI only speak the truth on what I see.â
We both stopped talking for a while and continued eating. I didnât want to say anything because of the mixture of sadness and gratitude in me, and Heinley didnât speak either, and so the table remained quiet. Then, at the end of the meal, he spoke.
âWhy are you here, Queen? I donât believe this is an official visit.â
âOne of my sponsored students attends the magical academy.â
âTheyâre in the academy? Thatâs great.â
âSheâs a gifted child. I came to visit her.â
âAh. Are you here to support her?â
âIâm here to console her.â
âForâŠ?â
âI hear that sheâs losing her mana.â
â!â
The fact that the magesâ power was declining was not something I could hide. Heinley, in particular, was already a mage himself and had attended the academy, so he likely knew of the phenomenon. As expected, Heinleyâs surprise only lasted a moment.
âIâm sorry.â
Both of us finished eating, and so we stood up. Heinley, however, was quiet. When I first told him about the decreasing magic, he didnât seem shocked at all. His face was serious, as if he were bothered by something. Because of this, I didnât ask if he wanted to come along with me, and we parted at the restaurant entrance.
I went to the deanâs office, but then to my surprise, Heinley was already there. I was startled at the sight, and Heinley looked up and toasted his cup of coffee in the air. A smile broadened on my face.
âAre you following me?â
Heinley laughed and refuted me.
âQueen followed me. I came here first.â
I didnât know if he really was following me or not, but his visit was casual while I came with an appointment, so the dean turned his attention to me first.
âHere is Evelyâs report card.â
When I asked about the child, the dean showed me her weekly academic report.
âAs you can see, she performed quite well in the beginning.â
âYes.â
âWell, she had a hard time adapting to liberal arts and general knowledge, but sheâs good with spells, and she scores highly in magical classes.â
The girl was inconsistent with some of her subjects, but as the dean noted, she did well in all magic-related classes. The dean sighed, then flipped through the files quickly to show the most recent document.
âAnd this is her latest report.â
Heinley, who was watching from the side, clicked his tongue. The liberal arts and general knowledge grades moved up to the middle, but her grades for the magical classes plummeted. Only her classes on theory remained adequate.
The dean gave a regretful sigh and closed the file.
âThe child is having a hard time, but she canât keep up no matter how hard she works. She seems to be under a lot of pressure not to disappoint you, Your Majesty.â
âOh.â
âThank you for your visit, Your Majesty. Yesterday, she fainted from over-training.â
âIs she alright?â
I looked at the dean in surprise, but he shook his head gloomily.
âNo. After that, her manaâŠwas completely gone.â