â I wish you were the queen. Itâs not easy when McKenna is trying to rush it. How good would it be to be queen of the Western KingdomâŚ
The blue birdâs head tilted as he peered at Prince Heinleyâs letter, then he suddenly stretch his wings wide and trembled. I thought he must have been injured, but when I looked at him he seemedâŚangry, in fact. Of course it wasnât clear because it was a birdâs face, but at least it appeared that way to me.
âAre you alright?â
I looked at him carefully, and the bird folded his wings and suddenly became very quiet.
âQueen is great, but youâre amazing too.â
â ?
âItâs almost like youâre a person.â
â !
âPrince Heinley keeps very smart birds.â
Ah, wait. Heâs not a prince anymore. However, it seemed strange to call him King Heinley now.
I tapped the birdâs beak with my finger, but the bird hopped backwards away from my touch.
âHeâs smart, but heâs certainly different from Queen.â
âI wonât touch you.â
After smiling and apologizing to the bird, I returned to the letter.
â Coronation day is not far away. There will be a delegation from the Eastern Empire. Will you come as the head delegate?
Coronation dayâŚ
I checked the date on the letter and looked at the calendar. There were no major events during that time, and it was customary for the members of the Imperial Family to attend coronations anyway. However, I didnât want to promise my appearance and then suddenly be unable to go due to unforeseen circumstances.
â Iâll check my schedule.
I wrote a non-committal answer and tied it to the birdâs leg.
âPlease deliver this to him.â
I reflexively lifted my hand to pat him like I did with Queen, but the blue bird dodged me again. I sheepishly set down my hand, and the bird flapped his wings several times and then flew out the window. I watched him until he was out of sight.
What would it be like to exchange letters with Heinley again after so long? The events of the past several months came to me like a hazy dream. It wasnât long after Rashta arrived, but back then my friends were closeâŚ
A chilly draft blew, and I made to close the window when I was suddenly interrupted.
âYour Majesty!â
There was a commotion in the parlor room and my name was called out. After signalling that they could come in, Countess Eliza and the ladies-in-waiting burst into the room. Everyoneâs eyes were feverish.
âIs something wrong?â
I looked at them in bewilderment, and Laura puffed her nostrils.
âSomeone put abortive drugs in Rashtaâs food!â
âMiss Rashta? Are you sure?â
âYes! I heard that the Emperor recognized it.â
I had no idea how he did, but if this were true, no wonder the ladies came running. The eastern palace would be in even more of an uproar.
âDid Miss Rashta ingest any of the drug?â
It didnât sound like she did, but stillâŚ
âIt was discovered in advance this time.â
Countess Elizaâs words seemed meaningful.
ââThis timeâ?â
âThe Emperor called the palace doctor, and he said that Miss Rashta had already eaten a small amount several times before.â
Who did this? On second thought, I realized that I hadnât asked the most important question yet.
âAre Miss Rashta and the baby safe?â
âThe drug itself does little harm to the parent, so Rashta herself is fine.â
âAnd the baby?â
It suddenly occurred to me that whoever poisoned Rashta would be someone around me. Who else would benefit from killing her baby?
âI suppose itâs weak, but itâs still fine.â
I worried that Sovieshu would think, âIf the baby disappears, what will the empress gain?â I remembered all the other times Sovieshu summoned me whenever there was any perceived slight against Rashta. There was no indication that this would not repeat itself.
âYour Majesty, can I get you a warm cup of tea?â
âIâm fine. I just want to be aloneâŚâ
After Countess Eliza and the other ladies-in-waiting left the room, I pledged to myself that I would not be hurt if Sovieshu called me again.
But Sovieshu and I did not speak.
Not until the day we ate our meal together.
***
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Sovieshu didnât inform me if he didnât want to eat, or didnât want to meet, or if he was too busy today, so I crossed into the eastern palace at dinnertime.
âInform the Emperor that I am here.â
I gave my instructions to the servant at the door of Sovieshuâs bedroom, and he quickly went inside.
When he came out, however, his expression was dark. What was going on in there? The servant approached me and spoke.
âYourâŚYour Majesty. His Majesty said thatâŚwell, he didnât say anything.â
The servant looked embarrassed, and I raised my eyebrows.
âHe didnât say anything?â
âNo.â
The servant looked at me almost as if he were sorry. He didnât alter his words, so it must be true.
âGo in one more time and tell him.â
I repeated my order again, and the servant entered the room. After several moments, he came out again.
âThe Emperor still says nothing.â
He looked ready to cry, and the knights stationed at the door glanced at each other. I narrowed my eyes at Sovieshuâs door. Somehow I had been suffering under the illusion that he wasnât placing blame on me.
âBut he already was.â
Instead of arguing with me, this time he was giving me a silent condemnation.
A sigh escaped my mouth. Why did he always find me at fault for anything that had to do with Rashta?
***
âI blame the Empress.â
The chief secretary, Marquis Karl, squeezed the handle of his coffee cup in surprise. He was simply here to discuss the matter of the Western Kingâs coronation, but somehow the psychological warfare between the Emperor and Empress erupted again. It was better done face-to-face, but Sovieshu would not allow the Empress to be sent in his roomâŚ
âMarquis Farang bought the abortive drugs, but that doesnât necessarily mean itâs connected to the EmpressâŚâ
âMarquis Farang is Kosharâs best friend, and Koshar is a hot-tempered man. You donât think itâs connected?â
âEven the Empress would not resort to this.â
âYes. I know that too.â
âWhat?â
âBut she is committed to disliking Rashta.â
Sovieshu stared coldly at the floor.
âWouldnât the Empress, as intelligent as she is, have been able to imagine how Koshar would react with just one word from Rashta?â
âIâŚâ
âIâm already being quite tolerant by refraining from dragging Koshar away and torturing him, am I not?â