Mia went back to her room after her bath in the pond. She left Tatiana with Bel, who wanted to see the sights, and asked Ludwig to take them on a tour. Being Mia, she also told them to look up the local specialties and report back to her.
Itās important to know which ones I can take back home and which ones I need to try while Iām here.
She had already gotten over the shock of being told she ate too much. For the record, Mia was someone who would take advice that was honest and true. Tatiana was right when she said that she had eaten too much on this trip. She agreed with that. It was bad for her health and made her upper arm feel soft in a way that she didnāt like. She humbly agreed with all of this. Thatās why she decided to make things betterā¦when this trip was over.
You only go on trips once in a while, and you can only eat certain sweets or have certain experiences here in Perujin. It would be silly not to enjoy them now.
That was the best she could do. During this trip, she would shut off her feeling of guilt. For something that was supposed to make her more determined, it sounded a lot like the usual āIāll do it tomorrowā excuse that lazy people use, but it did make her more determined.
Before she could go any further, she had one more thing to take care of.
āAnne, do you have a moment?ā
āā¦Yes? Whatās up, milady?ā
Anne looked at her with interest as she combed her wet hair. Anne hadnāt looked like herself at the pond, though it wasnāt as obvious. Now seemed like a good time to ask if something was bugging her, but a happier mood might be better for a heartfelt conversation. Mia thought about what she could do.
āWould you mind if we went shopping for a while? Before the dinner in the evening?ā
āNo, that wonāt work! Your feet are still hurt. Please stay here and rest until itās time to go.ā
āHuh?ā
Anneās refusal was unusually firm, which surprised Mia.
āAhāāAnne seemed just as surprised by her own outburst. Both of them stopped moving for a second. Then, after Anneās lips quivered, her head dropped in shame, pulling her upper body down with it. āI-Iām so sorry!ā
She spun on her heels and made to leave the room.
āWait, Anne! Stop!ā
In a hurry, Mia grabbed Anneās arm.
āYou canāt just leave on your own.ā
āIā¦ā
This wasnāt Saint-Noel or Lunatear. They were strange people in a different country. She knew that if she went out on her own, she would get lost and get stuck. She looked back at Mia with wide eyes, and Mia gave her a soft giggle and a small smile.
āYouāve been so reliable lately, I almost forgot that youāre clumsy at heart. You were very reckless to do that, you know?ā said Mia. She shut her eyes before she went on. āBut, well, you make a good point. If you tell me to take a break here, I will take a break here. Could you finish styling my hair?ā
āOf course, thatās rightā¦ā Anne bowed again and said, āIām sorry.ā
Her voice went back to being blue again.
āTell me, Anne. Are you upset about something? Youāve been looking down for a while.ā
This made Anne stop breathing. A few seconds later, she slowly started to speak.
āWhen you started walking on the wheat, I couldnāt stop you. Because of this, your feet are⦠And I didnāt even noticeā¦ā
āOh, thatās, uh, true. Iām very sorry if I made you worry too much. Iāve thought about what Iāve done, and I do admit that Iāve been a little too careless this time.ā
āThatāsā¦not allā¦ā Anneās voice also started to shake. āThatās what Miss Tatiana told you⦠I should have said something about it. Itās my job to keep Milady from eating too much. But I didnāt. I didnāt do what I was supposed to do.ā Her eyes started to fill with tears. āI need to do better⦠I should be like Miss Tatiana and take care of your health.ā
Mia put a gentle hand on her shoulder.
This is not a good thing!
Inside, fear was starting to set in. It took everything she had not to dig her fingers into Anneās skin.
If Anne starts comparing herself to Tatiana, she might stop letting me have any sweets. That would be the worst thing ever!
Mia knew it could be dangerous to hang out with people who only told her what she wanted to hear. She wanted Anne to say what was on her mind and, if necessary, be honest with her. But she also wanted Anne to treat her a little bit like a princess. The perfect Anne would be brave enough to warn her when she needed to, but in all other cases, she would be nice and understanding when it came to Miaās habits. Anneās thoughts were going in a very bad way. She had to get Anne to stop thinking about becoming like Tatiana, so Mia racked her brain for ideas.
She soon began to smile. It was the same smile she always put on when she was trying to get out of a tough situation.
āThank you, Anne, for telling me what you think. Iām so glad you care so much about me. Even so, thereās something I have to say.ā
Her brain was working at full speed as she tried desperately to put together what she had to say. āTell me something, Anne. Youā¦who are you?ā
āHuh? I⦠Iāmā¦ā
āYouāre yourself. Youāre neither Tatiana nor Ludwig. You are Anne. Anne my right hand, my confidant, and the person I trust more than any other.ā
Anne was not Tatiana; they were different. So Anne shouldnāt have been so strict about eating sweets. Mia really wanted to get this point across.
āI want you to be yourself and stand by my side like you always have.ā I wonāt stop you from getting better at math, cooking, riding horses, or anything else. But thereās no reason for you to change.ā
āMiladyā¦ā
Anneās eyes blinked a few times, letting out the tears that had been building up inside. Mia softly brushed them off her cheeks.
āJust be yourself, Anne. Nothing could make me happier.ā
āYes⦠Yes, milady! āThank you very much,ā Anne said, her voice shaking with emotion.
Mia sighed to herself, thinking her job was done.
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But it wasnāt that easy.
āYour Highness, we have finished our trip.ā
Ludwig came back with Bel and Tatiana under a red sky.
āOh, youāre all back. Did you have fun?ā
Bel waved her arms around excitedly and said, āIt was so much fun, Mia-neesama! Iāve never had anything so good before. Iām so full.ā
āOh, really? What about the dinner tonight?ā
āWhat about it?ā Bel asked as if it were the weirdest thing in the world. āOh, you mean my tummy? Come on, Mia-neesama, everybody knows thereās always room for dinner.ā
Mia instinctively pinched the underside of Belās upper arm and pulled at the soft skin with her fingers.
āEeek! Thatās ticklish!ā
āThis makes no sense⦠Is it because she keeps moving her arms back and forth? Ugh, this is so sad,ā she said under her breath. Then she turned to Ludwig and asked, āSo, you went to check on the crops, right? What happened?ā
āVery well. As I expected Perujin to do, I found a lot of things Iād never seen before,ā Ludwig said with a grimace on his face. āI also learned a lot of things that I didnāt know before. My master was right when he said that there are many things in the world that you canāt understand unless you see them for yourself. Iā¦have a long way to go.ā
āWhatās wrong with you?ā
āIām sorry for how I was acting earlier, Your Highness. I didnāt know what the characteristics of wheat was like.ā
He hung his head, which made Mia jump back a little. āMoons, whatās going on?ā Now you, after Anne?
āā¦Oh, Iām sorry.ā
Mia shook her head and said, āUh, never mind.ā
Then she let out a long, thoughtful hmph.
Huh. A dejected Ludwig. Thatās a rare thing to see. Itās kind of funny to watch him beat himself up, but I do need him to get involved in what comes next. More importantly,Ā she stole a look at him as a feeling of dread crept up on her.Ā I have a bad feeling about all of this for some reason.
Ludwig was always interested in learning. Even though he did a great job as a government official, he was really a scholar who loved to learn. In and of itself, that wasnāt a worry. The problem was that he also liked to teach others, and Mia knew who he usually taught when he chose to play teacher.
What happened before wouldnāt have been possible if anyone had known what wheat was like. Oh, no! I already know how this will turn out. He is going to make me learn a lot of different things so I donāt take another risk like this. I need to stop him from thinking in that way!
āLudwig, I think itās impossible for a normal person to know everything there is to know about the world.ā
āYes, I know that even someone as wise as you has some things you donāt know. I also know itās my job to fill those gaps, butā¦ā
āListen to me, Ludwig. I came to you to learn from you. Thatās right. But Iāve never asked you to become a person who can see everything. I know thereās not much I can do by myself.ā
Mia put her hand on her chest and said, āOf course, I donāt expect you to be able to do everything, nor would I ever ask that of you. Of course, I wonāt stop you from learning more because you love it. I, on the other hand⦠My goal has never been to become a being that knows everything and can do everything. I donāt mind relying on other people to make up for my own flaws. Do you get what Iām trying to tell you?ā
In Mia-speak, she was basically telling Ludwig that he could hide himself in books and study himself to death if thatās what he wanted to do. She, on the other hand, was just going to save herself some trouble and take other peopleās advice.
It was a bold statement, and she made it with style.
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It took Ludwig a few seconds to come back to himself. Miaās comment hit him like a ton of bricks. It made him think about something he had never thought about before. He had always thought that it didnāt matter what he did as long as he could work for Mia. If it would help Mia, he would do anything, no matter how small or hard it was. That was and was still how he did things. He had made himself her all-around helper by running back and forth to help with whatever needed his attention at the time. Butā¦
Is Her Highness saying that the job she wants me to do isnāt as an all-around assistant?
Mia instead hinted at someone who didnāt want specialized knowledge but wanted to be able to gather and handle people who did have it, like a conductor of a group of experts with their own skills.
In other words, she wants me to take on a more powerful role. To take charge of something. That of chancellor, for instanceā¦
Ludwig had spent so much time thinking about how to help Mia become queen that it sounded like she wanted a promise. It was a āare you with me?ā moment. She seemed to be asking him if he was ready to become someone who depended on other people to make up for his flaws. Not one of the empireās many smart and skilled experts or officials, but the one in charge?
Traditionally, only people with peerage could be Chancellor of the Empire.
Even with Miaās help, it would be very hard for a commoner like Ludwig to get the title. Also, he would have to first prove to the group of students he had gathered that he was the right person to lead them. They did not put up with failure from those in charge. If he wanted to be in charge of them, he would have to show that he was worth it.
That might have been even harder than being Miaās hands and feet. No longer would hard work and determination be enough. He had to be good with people, show leadership, and deal with his subordinates with kindness and tolerance.
I asked Sir Dion to rank up. To climb higher the dangerous steps to power. Maybe itās time for me to do the same.
Future historians will look back on this as the time when Ludwig Hewitt, the famous Chancellor of the Empire, first set his sights on the job.
So, after many choice words, Mia was able to increase Anneās loyalty, Ludwigās determination, and her own hunger.
Ugh, there goes my chance to go on a shopping and snacking spree⦠Now I can only do one thing. Iāll make up for it by eating enough at the welcome dinner.
Mia got ready (stomach wise) to go to a fateful banquet.