āHmm⦠I feel like Iāve done everything on my listā¦but I also feel like Iām forgetting somethingā¦ā
There were still two days until the Holy Eve Festival. There wasnāt much time left, and the number of possible things she could do was shrinking. Mia rolled from one side of her bed to the other and back again as what could have been the last hours of her life passed before her eyes.
In other words, she spent the day just lounging around. Was it because she decided to enjoy the moment she was in?
Not really, no.
That was just how she always acted. When this great Princess had some free time, she always chose to just lounge and do nothing.
Sionās voice came after someone knocked on the door.
āMia, do you have a moment? I have something to talk to you about.ā
āOh, Sion is going to the girlsā dorm? You donāt see that very often.ā
Mia rolled across her bed and jumped off in one smooth motion. She landed well on the floor. Then she looked down at herself and saw that her pyjamas were all wrinkly.
Hm⦠Ah, so what? Itās only Sion.
So much for getting marriageability. She still let him in and smiled at him when she opened the door. Sion took a moment to be surprised by how she was dressed.
āI saw that you were taking a nap. Please forgive me for coming in,ā he said with his head bowed.
He must have thought that Miaās messy appearance meant that she had just gotten out of bed. Which wasnāt wrong in and of itself, but he was wrong to think that ājust got out of bedā meant āhad been sleeping and woke up.ā
āOh, donāt be worried. Since you came all the way here, it must be important. But Anne isnāt here today, so Iām afraid you wonāt be able to have tea.ā
āCome in. So, what were you going to say?ā
āIt has to do with one of your subjects. Ludwig, in particular. I would like him to do something.ā
āLudwig? What would you like him to do?ā
āTo make a long story short, I want him to try to find that Wind Crow agent I told him about before. The one who went missing while doing business in Tearmoon.ā
āIn the empire, a Wind Crow went missingā¦ā
She didnāt say it, but her face almost said it for her.
Eh? Who was it we were talking about?
āEven you donāt remember, huh. I guess itās not too surprising, since it was just mentioned in passing. Itās the person who told us that the Serpents are in touch with one of your Four Houses.ā
āā¦Oh, yeah. That individual. Yes, now I remember.ā
She gave the impression that everything was coming back to her by nodding very hard. Of course, nothing came back. Not a thing. Miaās brain was really good at forgetting things she didnāt have to remember, and the bar for āhave to rememberā was pretty high.
She asked, āBut why look for this person now?ā
Sion then told her why he thought that way, and she agreed with him.
āI see⦠If we could get someone like that on our side, it would help a lot. Good idea, Sion. Youāre as brilliant as ever.ā
āHa ha, remember when I said Iād get a chance to make things right on my own terms?ā
He smiled in a playful way and then shrugged off his own jokes.
āItās a pretty big goal, but here I am again asking for your help. Itās embarrassing how little I can do on my own, and being stuck in the academy doesnāt help.ā
āWell, youāre being a little hard on yourself there. I think you should have more faith in yourself. What do you want Ludwig to look into, anyway?ā
āThese.ā
She was given a piece of paper by Sion. She looked serious as she read it.
āā¦Hm? Max, a businessman; Bisset, a servant; Thanasis, a local official; What are these supposed to be?ā
āThese are the fake names and identities our man has used in the past.ā
āHuh⦠Interesting. So, this is it? Donāt you know what he looks like?ā
āIām sorry, but no. He is known for being very good at hiding who he is.ā
āWell, I guess I should have knownā¦ā Mia mumbled as she looked at the page.
I have to say that this is pretty impressive. Back then, what Abel said was true. Sion has really been trying to figure out how to fight the Chaos Serpents.Oh!
She clapped once when she had a thought.
āSion, do you mind if I ask you some questions?ā
āHm? Sure, if you think I can help you figure something out, go ahead,ā he said, raising one eyebrow.
She gave a satisfied nod.
āIām only doing this to satisfy my own intellectual curiosity, okay? Itās just a thought experiment. But letās say you were going to die in two days. What are you going to do with them?ā
Even though this was a tough philosophical question, Sion crossed his arms and tried to come up with a good answer.
āTwo days, huh⦠There isnāt much that can be done with that little time. I think⦠First, Iād probably formally thank the people who have helped me in the past,ā he said in a quiet, thoughtful tone.
āAfter that, I think Iād go to the people Iāve made trouble for because Iām immature and stubborn and apologise to them.ā
āMy! You also have people like those in your life?ā
Mia was shocked.
Sion made a face.
āA couple, yes. If, over the course of oneās life, one feels they owe no thanks or apologies to anyone around them, that is a sure sign of great arrogance,ā he said, adding with a shrug, āThatās how I see it, at least.ā
I see⦠Well, I guess thatās true for him.
She found that she agreed with what he said.
Unlike me. I havenāt caused anyone any trouble, so I donāt have to say Iām sorry.
She agreed with what he said about her, which was a very arrogant thing to do.
āWell, thatās an interesting point of view.ā
She turned around to face him, stood up straight, and then bowed deeply with her head.
āPlease let me tell you how thankful I am to you, Sion.ā
āHm? Whatās this?ā
āAbel told me that you were worried about me and that you were trying to help me in many different ways. I really do appreciate it, and Iām sorry to have worried you.ā
Sion turned his head away and scowled at the wall.
āDamn Abel and his big mouthā¦ā
He let out a sigh of defeat and then turned back to her.
āOkay, just so you donāt get the wrong idea, I want to make up for my past mistakes, and this is all part of that. In other words, Iām doing this for meāā
āYes, I totally get it. You are only doing it because you want to. Still, I have to say thank you because Iād feel awful if I didnāt. And so, I have done so. I did my thing, and you did yours. Everything for our own good. This is just that.ā
Then she gave a smile.
āIām just doing what I want to do, too, so donāt mind me, okay?ā
Sion stood still and looked at her for what seemed like a long time.
He finally breathed out. He took a long, soft breath from the bottom of his lungs.
āAh, damn it⦠Why did I tell Abel that it was his job to cheer her up?,ā he asked himself in a voice that no one else could hear.
Little did Sion knowā¦
I worry about owing Sion a favour. In the meantime, it doesnāt cost me anything to tilt my head and say āthanks.ā And it makes us even! Iād thank him, of course! Iād always thank him⦠This is a cheap way to get even.
Miaās feelings about the situation were not nearly as sincere.
He also didnāt know that some of the things he said to her would stay with her forever. Was there really no one she should have thanked or apologize to?
If not now, then in the past?
The question would stay with her, like a faint lighthouse whose light would eventually lead her to the one thing sheād forgotten.