Chapter 50 \nChapter 50 (Lash’s Letter)\n
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Mom, onee-chan, how are you? This is your ridiculous foolish sister desu.
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To tell you the truth, the other day, I was working as saint Mildin in hero Ranhart’s party.
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But I had stopped doing that.
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I am in Rune Height now.
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Ah, by the way, Ranhart is not a person.
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That is a pretense made by the people in the senate.
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A few days have passed since I stopped became a fake saint and live in Rune Height.
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At first, I was puzzled by the climate and topography in the southern part, but thanks to my decent personality part, I was able to get used to it. And the food in the southern part is delicious desu.
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The situation in Rune height is quite different from what I thought.
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When I got an order from senate to join in the hero party, I received an explanation like this desu.Ā 
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怎Rune Height is dominated by demons, the sound of executions and tortures is echoing every day. There are a rotten smell and a lot of corpses.Ā  The water in drainage is dyed in dark red blood, and even clean water can’t be obtained properly.怏
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Honestly, I thought it was scary.\n
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But in that case, even we are just a fake heroes, we need to unite the people of Miraldia.
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That is what I thought desu.
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However, that strategy is not going well.
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I will never forget that night.
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And, I never want to remember that. (Tn: I think that means the memory will never disappear for her whole life, but she doesn’t want to remember it.)Ā 
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Those 3 knights are death at the same time.
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And I am the only one who survives, I am sorry.
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Vaito-san the werewolf saved me, and I ran away from Schubelm and come to Rune Height.
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The people here didn’t know about me who was a fake saint, and they didn’t care too much about it.
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for example, the priest-sama of the radiant light church here is different, he is really kind. He didn’t feel it was a bother to come and see me.
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When I confess my sin, he made a big nod and saidĀ ć€ŒĀ I am also the same, a sinful and lost person. You can’t erase your sin, but you can atoneĀ for your sin. That is what I think.怍
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The important people of the radiant light church have an impression of a very proud person, but it is different in here.\nĀ 
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There is a lot of demon walking around inside the town.
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Dog person-san? Even I think they are a dog person-san, but they are really cute.Ā  They are so fluffy. (Tn: I want toĀ translate it to kobold but I think they are different in this novel. please vote if I should translate it as the dog person, inujin, or kobold)
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ThereĀ is a werewolf too, and there’s a person who looks like a lizard. I was scared at first, but they are surprisingly kind and polite.
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Oh yeah, there’s also a person who has a lower body like a horse. Most of them are handsome, but somehow they are so masculine.
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Ah, that’s right. I forgot to write the name of the 3 knight who works with me.
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I don’t know if this is their real name, but if you met their family, please tell them.
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in charge of the saint sword is Evinem-san.
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怌Even though there’s a lot of people who better than me at the sword, this name is a littleā€¦ā€¦ć€Ā he always said that.
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In charge of knight Kiyoshi is Kaniza-san,Ā ć€ŒIt’s good to be famous, but it’s painful because I need to have upright attitude怍
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And the most who did a service as hero Ranhart is Scherk-san, his favorite phrase isĀ ć€ŒIf someday I drive away the demon from Miraldia, will there be a day where I could tell the truth…….?怍
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Even though Vaito-san is the one who beat those 3 people, but Vaito-san praised those 3 people. He said they are a first class warrior.
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So for those 3, please sleep peacefully. Please be a gentle, reliable and kind like always, thank you very much.
Ā \n\nWhen I said it to Movi-chan sensei, she nodded very deeply.
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By the way, even after I was saved, I keep thinkingĀ ć€ŒEven though i just do as those important person said, why they are angry at me怍.
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But in the end, I need to take responsibility for what I did. I can’t blame those important person desu.
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……No, I still want to pursue those important person to take responsibility.Ā  If I think about it, it’s like a disposable pawn isn’t it?
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Apart from that, I also need to reflect on it.
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So I think I will start to do something as much as the number of people i deceived from now on. I think there is something I can do even for underling like me. Maybe.
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Like world peace?
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Well then, I hope this letter can be send by someone, but…. I think it will not get send for now.
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That’s why, I will live and met wit mother and oneechan.
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Please be well you two.
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Ps: I think the senate was probably fired, so I will return the gold for scholarship by working in the demon king army. I will return it even with only my willpower. You will see!
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