Mom, onee-chan, how are you? This is your ridiculous foolish sister desu.
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To tell you the truth, the other day, I was working as saint Mildin in hero Ranhartās party.
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But I had stopped doing that.
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I am in Rune Height now.
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Ah, by the way, Ranhart is not a person.
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That is a pretense made by the people in the senate.
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A few days have passed since I stopped became a fake saint and live in Rune Height.
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At first, I was puzzled by the climate and topography in the southern part, but thanks to my decent personality part, I was able to get used to it. And the food in the southern part is delicious desu.
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The situation in Rune height is quite different from what I thought.
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When I got an order from senate to join in the hero party, I received an explanation like this desu.Ā
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ćRune Height is dominated by demons, the sound of executions and tortures is echoing every day. There are a rotten smell and a lot of corpses.Ā The water in drainage is dyed in dark red blood, and even clean water canāt be obtained properly.ć
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Honestly, I thought it was scary.\n
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But in that case, even we are just a fake heroes, we need to unite the people of Miraldia.
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That is what I thought desu.
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However, that strategy is not going well.
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I will never forget that night.
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And, I never want to remember that. (Tn: I think that means the memory will never disappear for her whole life, but she doesnāt want to remember it.)Ā
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Those 3 knights are death at the same time.
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And I am the only one who survives, I am sorry.
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Vaito-san the werewolf saved me, and I ran away from Schubelm and come to Rune Height.
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The people here didnāt know about me who was a fake saint, and they didnāt care too much about it.
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for example, the priest-sama of the radiant light church here is different, he is really kind. He didnāt feel it was a bother to come and see me.
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When I confess my sin, he made a big nod and saidĀ ćĀ I am also the same, a sinful and lost person. You canāt erase your sin, but you can atoneĀ for your sin. That is what I think.ć
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The important people of the radiant light church have an impression of a very proud person, but it is different in here.\nĀ
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There is a lot of demon walking around inside the town.
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Dog person-san? Even I think they are a dog person-san, but they are really cute.Ā They are so fluffy. (Tn: I want toĀ translate it to kobold but I think they are different in this novel. please vote if I should translate it as the dog person, inujin, or kobold)
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ThereĀ is a werewolf too, and thereās a person who looks like a lizard. I was scared at first, but they are surprisingly kind and polite.
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Oh yeah, thereās also a person who has a lower body like a horse. Most of them are handsome, but somehow they are so masculine.
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Ah, thatās right. I forgot to write the name of the 3 knight who works with me.
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I donāt know if this is their real name, but if you met their family, please tell them.
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in charge of the saint sword is Evinem-san.
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ćEven though thereās a lot of people who better than me at the sword, this name is a littleā¦ā¦ćĀ he always said that.
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In charge of knight Kiyoshi is Kaniza-san,Ā ćItās good to be famous, but itās painful because I need to have upright attitudeć
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And the most who did a service as hero Ranhart is Scherk-san, his favorite phrase isĀ ćIf someday I drive away the demon from Miraldia, will there be a day where I could tell the truthā¦ā¦.?ć
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Even though Vaito-san is the one who beat those 3 people, but Vaito-san praised those 3 people. He said they are a first class warrior.
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So for those 3, please sleep peacefully. Please be a gentle, reliable and kind like always, thank you very much.
Ā \n\nWhen I said it to Movi-chan sensei, she nodded very deeply.
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By the way, even after I was saved, I keep thinkingĀ ćEven though i just do as those important person said, why they are angry at meć.
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But in the end, I need to take responsibility for what I did. I canāt blame those important person desu.
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ā¦ā¦No, I still want to pursue those important person to take responsibility.Ā If I think about it, itās like a disposable pawn isnāt it?
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Apart from that, I also need to reflect on it.
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So I think I will start to do something as much as the number of people i deceived from now on. I think there is something I can do even for underling like me. Maybe.
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Like world peace?
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Well then, I hope this letter can be send by someone, butā¦. I think it will not get send for now.
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Thatās why, I will live and met wit mother and oneechan.
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Please be well you two.
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Ps: I think the senate was probably fired, so I will return the gold for scholarship by working in the demon king army. I will return it even with only my willpower. You will see!