Natalie had always felt scared of Julian.
It was because Julianâs eyes were not smiling.
Julian often says that he loves his sister.
It was a phrase that had been said to her for a long time.
It was a phrase that Natalie hated.
She could not feel the love in his heartless words.
In fact, it sounds like heâs mocking her.
And I feel as if I am being mocked.
I have been preparing for tomorrowâs fight to win against Julian.
So even though I didnât go to see the second round, I knew exactly what he was capable of.
The more I thought about countermeasures, the more scared I became.
No matter how many times I simulated it in my head, I couldnât see a future where I could win.
There was no way I could beat Julian.
It was like a spell that stuck to Natalie.
She couldnât help but feel anxious.
Thatâs why Natalie wanted him to take her out, just like that time.
She wanted to be taken out of her small world, just like she had been when she first met Owen.
She wanted him to release her from her spell.
(No good. When did I start to think like this?)
âIâm weak, just like my brother says.â
I fell into self-loathing.
Owen had taken the trouble to invite me out to play.
I knew it was to cheer me up.
But I couldnât help but feel better.
Even though she was flying in the sky, her mind was not as clear as before.
âI care about you. I care about you and I believe in you.â
Then he lifted Natalie into the air.
Suddenly, she felt like she was floating.
âFlying feels good, doesnât it?â
âYes! It feels so⌠so good!â
Natalie opened her arms and filled her lungs with air.
âItâs a feather that can fly anywhere. Under this big sky, Natalie can go anywhere!â
It was as if she had really grown wings.
Itâs a feather that can fly anywhere.
It made me feel like I could go anywhere.
There was nothing to bind Natalie from the beginning.
It was something she made up on her own.
The truth was that Natalie was free to fly.
âThank you, âŚâŚ, for letting me fly.â
Itâs not that the situation has changed.
Itâs not like the fight is over, and my opponent, Julian, is still strong.
Natalie felt better than she had ever felt before.