I turned four. Lately, my routine has been repetitive; I walk around, ask the maids questions and secretly train my magic.
Today, things were different from morning.
āYour Majesty, youāll be wearing this today,ā the maid said as she showed me ceremonial clothes that had been well-made and never worn.
By the way, the maids dress me.
⦠I got used to it. Even when they strip me naked. I mean, the maids do wash me from head to toe when I bathe. Itās not as bad as being bathed.
⦠Well, Iām used to them bathing me too.
Leaving that asideā¦
The maids took me out of the building after changing my clothes. Itās the first time Iāve been outside except for when I go to the garden.
Iām a little excited, partly because Iām wearing formal clothing. Maybe itās my first official duty.
I was a lower-middle class citizen in my previous life, so itās a little exciting to do something āemperor-likeā.
There was a carriage and a group of cavalrymen guarding the carriage outside. Itās my first time seeing a carriage, but itās much bigger than I thought it would be⦠Itās just because Iām small?
I boarded the carriage as I was told to. The inside was covered in cushions.
I knew why the inside of the carriage was covered in cushions when the carriage began to move. The carriage bounced around a lot, so it might be dangerous to sit inside if there were no cushions inside.
It was fun to ride in the carriage since it was like riding an attraction.
⦠Am I acting like a child because Iām wearing formal clothes and riding a carriage? Iām not sure if my physical age is affecting my mental age as well.
⦠It seems possible.
Dejected by this possibility, I got out of the carriage and followed the maids.
We arrived at a place that looked like a church in my previous life. I wasnāt Christian in my previous life, so I donāt know if it actually looks like a church or not.
But I think this building is nice. There was a mosaic made out of coloured glass at the back of the building, which created a sacred aura in the sunlight. There is a drawing of a⦠ship and its captain? Itās a place that makes me want to pay my respects even though I wasnāt particularly religious in my past life.
Thatās why itās a shame that thereās a platform (like one used by a school principal in the gym when he speaks) there that ruins the atmosphere. It looked like it was made out of jewels, gold and perhaps silver. Honestly, it was distasteful.
Iāve been brought here without any explanation, but Iād like to know whatās going on.
āWhatās happening?ā
The maid next to me pondered a bit then answered, āA funeral is being held today.ā
āA funeral?ā
āYes. Weāre here to see the deceased off.ā
No, I know that.
āWho?ā
āItāsā¦ā
Who is it? Is it the Chancellor or the Chief of the Ministry of Ceremonies?
āItās Norm de Alemanne-samaās funeral.ā
Who?
āShe was your fatherās concubine,ā a voice came from behind me as if covering for the stammering maid, and the maid turned around and bowed deeply.
āItās been a while, Your Majesty.ā
I turned around and the Chancellor lightly bowed.
⦠Well, alright. More importantly, who is this concubine?
āEveryone was in grief when your father passed away. Your mother, however, locked the two concubines in a dark tower.ā
⦠I see?
The Queen Regent had me in her belly when my father died, and she imprisoned the two concubines who might have been pregnant as well.
She still kept them locked up even after it turned out that they werenāt.
One of them passed away, so her funeral is being held today, and the Regent and the Chief of the Ministry of Ceremonies arenāt here; only the Chancellor is hereā¦
I see. So, Iām being used for political purposes now?
So, the desired response isā¦
āHow sadā¦ā
I need to look sad as well.
Is this what you want, Chancellor?
āThatās right. Thatās right.ā
The Chancellor nodded his head in agreement. He spoke again, perhaps because he was pleased by my response, āIn fact, she killed your two-year-old brother and his mother, even though the mother was only a servant and wasnāt even an aristocrat. She did something horrible.ā
⦠My half-brother?! Was he the heir to the throne before I was born!? No, his mother wasnāt an aristocrat, so it was a grey area. Maybe thatās why the Chancellor turned a blind eye to thisā¦
But still⦠according to what Iāve heard⦠my grandfather, the previous emperor, should have still been alive at the time of my fatherās death.
The Queen Regent was able to do as she pleased.
⦠Or is it the other way around? Itās hard to believe that the previous emperor wouldnāt do anything, especially after his grandson was killed. So, he was killed before he could take any action?
The Queen Regentās father, the Chief of the Ministry of Ceremonies, assassinated himā¦?
⦠Itās highly likely. Iām not sure what to make of that, itās not like I can do anything now.
āI donāt understand.ā
This palace is really a place where I can be killed immediately if Iām not careful.
āā¦āā¦āā¦ā
I sat down on a chair and listened to the clergyās sermon (he is probably the Chancellorās brother). Apparently, this kingdom believes in the āHoly One Religionā.
They tell stories about the āHoly Great Personā when they are sending off the dead to paradise so that they can reach paradise safely without getting lost. Today, he is talking about the founder of the Holy One Religion.
The people in the back started talking for a moment when the clergy started talking⦠Maybe they only talk about the religionās founder when a special person has passed away. For example, kings and emperors. Thatās why the Regent faction got noisy.
They say that religion and politics are inseparable, and it seems to be true. I donāt care about it since it has nothing to do with me.
Now, the story was very interesting. The clergy wasnāt a good speaker, but I listened attentively as someone who wants knowledge, and understood most of what he said, although there were some words I didnāt know.
In summary, the story went like this.
The religionās founder, āAinā was from a neighbouring continent, then he heard āthe voice of Godā. But Ain suspected that the voice was caused by magic or something and didnāt believe the voice. Ā God showed him several āmiraclesā but he didnāt believe them. Therefore, God made Ain a āSaintā. He was given the power to create miracles.
Ain finally believed God after performing many miracles.
He was told by God to spread the āteachingsā and lead the people. Ain, the evangelist, does as he was told and tries to spread Godās teachings, but was severely persecuted.
Then, he embarked on a long boat trip with a few followers guided again by the āvoice of Godā.
Wherein they encountered many difficulties. However, they overcame those difficulties with the āpower of miraclesā and finally arrived at this continent, the āpromised landā.
Godās teachings eventually spread and the āSaintā who had fulfilled his role, was called to Godās side.
That was the beginning of the Holy One Religion. I noticed something as I listened to this story. Each of the four walls of this church had a glass painting that corresponded to this story.
The back wall where the entrance was showed Ain receiving the āpower of miraclesā, the wall on the left showed him being persecuted, the painting at the front, which I had been wondering about earlier, showed his voyage, and the wall on the right contained a picture of him arriving on this continent.
I donāt know if this story is true or not, but it was honestly interesting. It made me realise once again that I knew nothing about the history of this world.
It seems like it would be fun to become a historian when I get out of here.
The sermon eventually ended, and the coffin was closed. I closed my eyes and mourned her death.
I had never met her before, but I hoped that she would rest in peace. Her life must have been unfulfilling, and she was used for political purposes even after her death, so it would be nice if she could at least rest in the afterlife.
I, or more accurately, anyone in this place could end up in a coffin at any time. Thatās the kind of place the palace is.