âOh, oh, I⌠I donât know what youâre talking about. Th-the magic⌠â
Look me in the eye.
âI never lost it⌠Heheheh⌠â
Of course I thought Iâd take it off.
T ran sl at e d b y ď˝p mt l.c o m âHeheh⌠heh⌠â
I tried to ventilate the atmosphere with a laugh. It was a laugh that felt awkward no matter how I heard it.
I donât know if you think Iâm joking, or if you think Iâm laughing to avoid this situation, but I can feel the signal coming from all over my body.
âWell, well, I havenât. Yeah⌠No way. Th-thatâs it. Oppa, I⌠I donât feel well. â
His body gets worse from time to time.
âI never lost it. Yes⌠Iâve never done that. Youâre s-mistaken⌠Ah⌠Youâre in a bad mood⌠I think you might look like that. â
âThis is going to take all day. â
You seem determined to take it off. T r anslated b y jpď˝t l .c oď˝
Iâm trying to roll my eyes this way as much as I can to make sure I have a clear line of sight.
Youâre looking for a good excuse because you know more about magic.
Despite the quiet atmosphere, Jungyan continues to maintain his stand.
I keep hearing him try to talk back, say heâs sick, say heâs hungry, say he wants another cup of tea, or make jokes that donât look right.
Honestly, he doesnât even know what heâs talking about. My head would have turned white as a blank sheet.
âBy the way⌠so⌠Th-that time the conch⌠â
Letâs say your name again.
âWhite.â
Donât keep avoiding me.
âIâm talking because Iâm worried about you. Did you really think I wouldnât notice? â
âYes⌠yes? â
Jeongyan probably knows best. Heâs one of the people who knows me best.
You know very well who I am and what Lee Young is doing. You didnât really think I wouldnât notice? You didnât really think you could fool me. Isnât that right?
When I let out a little cold glare, I can see Jungyan shrugging.
Transl at e d b y ď˝p ď˝ tl .c o ď˝ Do it. Do it. I feel like I have to do something. â
I donât know if she suddenly realized Lee Youngâs appearance that she had forgotten herself, but her face became paler than before.
They are judging us that things have gotten bigger. I was a little worried about how I was going to shine in Jeongyanâs eyes⌠No, even looked scared. Itâs like a one-time car.
Exhales if he is unconscious that his breath is too rough. Eyes shaking in the forehead with cold sweat. I even start to see tears in my eyes.
âThis wonât work. â
Iâm gonna say it a little softer.
âThereâs nothing to hide between us. â
âYes? Ah⌠â
âShouldnât you be sharing some secrets? â
â âŚâŚ. â
âIâm not asking White to be a tree. Why is White trying to hide this from me? Why didnât you tell me sooner? Thatâs all I want to hear. I just want to talk as usual⌠Why are you trying to hide it like that? â
Yeah, I just want to have a nice conversation.
âTh-thatâs it. â
âIf something like this happened, I wanted you to be the first to tell me⌠I want to know everything. White.â
â âŚâŚ. â
âI want to know everything about you. â T r a nslated b y p mt l .ď˝om
âYes⌠yes. â
Itâs not the same as it used to be. Itâs better to feel that way than to say it directly. I think Iâve already been half positive about what I said, but I donât know if Iâll admit it myself.
It might actually work better this time. I want you to know that I care about her, regardless of her abilities.
âItâs harder than being confessed to some regretter. â
âWeâve known each other a long time. I also promised to share the futureâŚ. â
I like you more than you think.
âI donât think thereâs anything more important in our relationship than trust. â
It feels a little one-way, but trust is important.
âYes⌠God, trust⌠is right. Th-thatâs right. â
âThe most important thing is not to lie to each other. â
âYes⌠I shouldnât have lied⌠â
Iâm actually more into you than you think. I donât know what magic is, but I hate you. Youâre smarter and more attractive than you think. It has nothing to do with magic.
Softly touch the cheek. I can see her expression gradually. I feel like my nervous body is loosening up a bit.
This time, I kissed my lips slightly and whistled.
Tr a ns la t e d by pď˝ tl.c o m Get closerâŚ
âCan you tell me? â
âYes⌠yes⌠Iâll do that. â
Jungyan opens his mouth as if he was possessed by something. Of course, he seemed very nervous. It must have been a big deal for Jeongyan.
It wonât be easy for her to confess that she lost everything she had that she thought was magic.
Sheâs not the only one. Iâm just like Jeongyan. How can you say you lost everything all of a sudden?
Tell Hyunsung Kim that he lost his regrets form, or tell the believers that he lost his sacred power.
Itâs not an easy story either. Thatâs why I can understand Jungyanâs feelings right now.
Youâre nervous, youâre scared, you donât want to do it. Especially in Jungyan, it will be even scarier. Thatâs all he had to go on.
After a big breath, she said.
âF-suddenly⌠a few days ago. UghâŚâ
â âŚâŚ. â
âY-yeah, I donât know why⌠Suddenly⌠Iâm⌠Iâm not all of them⌠Iâm all gone⌠Hiic⌠Hiic⌠â
Youâre cute to watch while you talk.
She bursts into tears and continues to speak.
âEven if I try to keep trying⌠Ugh⌠â
âReally?â
âIâm s-sorry⌠Hiic⌠Hiic⌠â
Thereâs nothing to be sorry about. I donât have any.
âWhatâs there to be sorry about? Thereâs nothing wrong with your body, is there? â
âYes? Yes⌠â
âHowâs your health? â
Youâre a regular guy.
Taking care of yourself before you lose your magic. Itâs touching.
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âShouldnât we get a consultation from Hee-young or Elena? â
âYes?â
Of course, Jungyan said he was dumbstruck. I do not seem to be able to adapt to the evolution that flows too differently than I expected.
Maybe he was thinking of a cold reaction or a dramatic breakthrough. I donât know if I was afraid to hear you say, âYes? Youâre useless now.â
It was a little sad to think of him as a typical garbage protagonist, but after everything was done, Lee was reborn as a warm person.
Of course, I did it a little early. But that was a long time ago⌠and I couldnât help it. Letâs pretend youâre mistaken. Isnât that right?
âWhy havenât you told me this before? â
âOh⌠I mean⌠â
âCause I didnât know this was gonna happen. Isnât that right?â
I need you to hold my hand. Keeping an eye on Jeongyan with the most worrying look.
âIs it not because of me? â
I also have a time of self-reflexism that has caused me to carry so much burden.
It was possible because of Jungyan. In fact, a normal wizard would have run out of missions to do.
Installing warp gates on the entire continent, and if you think about it, filling in magic spots.
âOh, oh, itâs not about you. â
Itâs actually because of me.
âI-I-I donât know why, but itâs not because of you. Oh, I think itâs a temporary phenomenon⌠I⌠I think I feel fine. Cow, Conch gave me an exam⌠Scratch⌠Donât worry. â
â âŚâŚ. â
âOh, no⌠I⌠I think it hurts a little bit. Th-the head and the d-chest are stuffy⌠â
âHey, look at this. â
âJoe, I feel a little dizzy⌠Yes⌠I think so. I think Iâm sick. â
âI wish I had told you. â
Itâs very simple.
âI think heâs realizing. â
Iâm starting to notice.
It had nothing to do with his magical powers or abilities, it was all his fault. That canât be right.
Of course, he still sent me a suspicious look, but I can see his face growing wider. Not only are you noticeably relieved, but evenâŚ.
âSmile.â
I start to see a soft smile on my face.
âLaughter.â
âHeh-heh-heh⌠Heh-heh⌠â
Letâs have a real good laugh.
âHeheh⌠heh⌠heh⌠heh⌠heh⌠â
Why are you crying?
âHuff⌠huff⌠huff⌠â
Thereâs nothing you can do but hug.
âHuh-huh-huh-huh-huh⌠â
This was a little scary.
âHeh-heh-heh⌠â
Come on, you.
âPhew⌠Heheheheheheh. â
Stop itâŚ
The process of smiling strangely for a long time is probably the process of recognizing that you are wrong.
I donât know if you know Iâm staring at you with that weird look on my face.
âItâs good to change your mind. â
Lee Young loves himself. He must be mistaken for being cast away because he doesnât have magic. He doesnât have to have accomplishments to get rewarded, and the laughter that seems to have gone on forever.
It may be because there are a lot of things piled up, but it is natural that the process is long.
His values werenât formed on the continent. Itâs easier to see when you think of it as a process of restoring the ego that ate you.
âHuh-huh-huh-huh-huh-huh-huh-huh⌠â
â âŚâŚ. â
âHeheheh⌠Hehehehe. â
Then he stops laughing nonsense.
âAhâŚ. â
I felt like I could see what Jungyan was thinking. She quietly mutters as if my guess is correct.