I could feel the vision returning to its original state with a sound.
āLindelās Kim Hyun-seong? ā
āKim Hyun-seong from Lindel. ā
āIs this a one-time car? Did I just see a car? ā
I feel frowned without knowing it. I had to quickly suppress the confused emotions.
Transl ated by jpļ½t l.c oļ½ āWhy are you suddenly like this? ā
The feeling of being overwhelmingly overwhelmed by itself.
Even if I try to bite my lips tightly or tap my thigh, I donāt feel normal enough to feel the change.
Tears fall from one eye.
I tried to cover my teary eyes with my hands, but he wouldnāt notice the condition here.
āShiva, why are you crying so often? ā
It felt not so good to have hard thoughts pouring out all at once. I thought I didnāt need to be nervous, I didnāt need to be embarrassed, but it felt like my body was responding regardless of my will.
I was aware of that. Tr a n slat ed b y jpm t l.coļ½
It was what I was expecting from the beginning.
Didnāt I decide to understand that Hyunsung Kim would have been involved in the case in some way, that he had his own circumstances, that there was something that I didnāt know about, and that he had his own reasons?
Nevertheless, an enormous betrayal rises from the corners of my head. It wasnāt the emotions I was trying to stop, but the emotions that were rushing in from within.
Didnāt we agree to separate car two from car one? ā
Shiva, honestly, I had no choice.
There are a lot of things to argue about on behalf of Kim Hyun-seong.
In Kim Hyun-seongās position on the Charlotte line at the time, it would have been difficult to refuse an opinion that was close to the trend.
We didnāt know exactly what kind of cleaning it was, but we might have to make a decision for the good of the Empire.
It may have simply been politically empowering Charlotte, or it may have been a cleanup with the honor of the empire or the continent.
It might have something to do with why Kim Hyun-seong didnāt want Charlotte to become Emperor of the Empire.
Even if I was in Kim Hyunsungās shoes, I was likely to agree with the plan.
āIf that were really reasonable. ā
even though it should be labeled.
Although I feel sorry for the heroes in masks and Park Deok-gu, I can tell you that in the beginning of this era, the state cannot fully understand the circumstances of the individual.
Given his political acumen, thereās no denying the possibility that he just fell into a trap. Transl a t e d by ļ¼Ŗpļ½t l .ļ½om
Of course, it is not the idea of blowing up a human or an entire city, but it is my conclusion that Kim Hyun-seong may have had an inevitable situation.
So that bastardā¦
No, itās weird that Iām even thinking about this.
Why did you show me this in the first place? Why am I seeing this in the yard after itās all over?
The timing of this situation with the Demon Summoner was so sudden.
I donāt understand why I have to look at this and feel this confusion.
For example, if Ki-young wants me to take a look at this and wants me to understand this situationā¦
āWhy?ā
Why should I know this?
Even if it was an unconscious expression, I had no choice but to think that there must be a reason.
āDo you want me to be hostile to Hyunsung Kim? ā
Or do you want me to avenge you? Kim Hyun-seong seems happy unlike his intentions. Did he throw this crowd because his stomach aches? You filthy devil.
Of course, Iāve been a little sad lately, but Kim Hyun-seong wasnāt quite happy.
Even though he stabbed his best friend in the belly with his own swordā¦
While I was living with a lot of guilt and appeared to have some kind of mental illness, and I was essentially unable to kill myself⦠Overall, Kim Hyun-seong in the second car⦠Tra n sla t ed b y ļ¼Ŗp ļ½ tl .c oļ½
āYou were happy.ā
I had a bit of a conscience, but letās look at the overall pictureā¦. Yeah, sheās happy. Youāll be happy, right? It wonāt hurt. Hmm. Letās be happy.
Since Kim Hyun-seong is not happy now, maybe the demons of the past appeared. Or whether my subconscious was conveying something. One thing is certainā¦.
āI am who I am. ā
I havenāt lost my mind, things havenāt changed, and I donāt think much about it.
Plans remain the same, and so will the stories that follow.
āShiva, you devil. Thatās what you do. Some masked heroes suck. ā
Although it annoys me that the devil in the mask is trying to dominate me, I feel relieved at the same time.
If what he wants is a multitude of completions, if thereās really a reason for him to remain unconscious and show me this, then this side can hold its current stand.
Physical and mental possession is entirely in my hands now, and he is only provoking me now.
Even if heās throwing rice like this because I have the power, itās not hard to see.
Even if itās Lucifer, not the devil behind the mask, it might still work.
The light is opening the door of truth and following the light of justiceā¦.
The Masked Ghosts and their hordes stand in the way of my anxiety.
T r an sl a t e d b y jp m t l .ļ½ om Slowly catching my breath, naturally, my breath was getting pretty rough and tears were coming out of my eyes, but I felt like everything was coming back to normal soon after holding the table with my hands for a little while.
Thatās when I heard his voice.
āYou look like youāre in a lot of trouble. Do you need some rest? If you need a breakā¦.
āNo, thanks. How can I express my gratitude to you for being so considerate⦠Youāre a gentleman. Youāre very gentle.ā
ā I donāt empathize with the personal issues you have. I just want to wrap things up nice. So⦠whatever.
āWhat do you think? ā
ā I look like a car.
āWhat? You bastard! ā
ā Was it true?
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āItās hard to believe the rebellion is what it is.
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
I donāt think you remember everything. Youāre not the one who regretted it. Can only be seen as a single piece. Or⦠is there something else? Interesting story. Interesting story. I donāt know what happened, and I donāt know how you found out about it⦠but thatās an interesting story.
āYou crazy bastard. Iām annoyed.ā
āYou donāt have to think so weird. Of course it is. You said it yourself. This is the second car, the third car, Iāve only stabbed it with a blank face, the expression of realizing the truth or the behavior. I certainly didnāt expect it to be this easy. Well, that must mean you donāt have that much time.
It was a really funny face. For a while, I wondered if this bastard had set a trap, but I couldnāt see any emotions other than really interesting in his face.
At least it has nothing to do with what just happened to me.
āYou can think whatever you want. ā
What did he look like?
āHeās already convinced. ā
āHow would I know that? ā
Iām going to ask you again. What did I look like?
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ā ā¦ā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
It doesnāt matter if you solve it.
Thereās nothing he can do about it anyway.
āThe once-in-a-generation soldier⦠ends his life as a slave⦠ā
ā Lee, you bastard. Iām asking you with all my heart.
āNo, I mean it. Iām telling you as I see itā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
āI donāt know exactly what happened, but the military was serving me coffee. He used to be a human chair. He used to greet people on stressful days. for no reason at all. Of course, when itās time for dinner, I lay down under the table like a dog⦠and the food is⦠empty⦠Sometimes⦠I throw bread⦠ā
āLee, Yi Young.
āNo⦠do I look like Iām lying? ā
āLee, Yi-young!!
āNo, Shiva, itās real!! Itās real!!ā
ā What?
āIām so confused⦠Hah, even if I think about it now⦠ā
āWell⦠oh dearā¦.
āLess than human. ā
ā No wayā¦.
āIām kidding. Donāt look so serious. ā
He didnāt shout out loud, but his face looked like he was shouting, āSon of a bitch.ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
āThe soldier was dying. ā
āI see.
āI remember it being the same as it is now. We were playing a game when we first met before we died, and we were talking and stuff. I donāt know about you, but it doesnāt matter. You donāt know why he died, so donāt ask. Maybe he got set up and died again, just like Schmidt. Well, itās obvious. Pretending to be smart and going to goal. ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
I can see him moving slowly.
āI donāt think he was the Devil Summoner there. At least when they die, they die as Republican soldiers. It would have been an honorable death. Itās a little ironic that Iām the one guarding her⦠Ah! Donāt even think about it. The car was moved with my sister. Maybe you and I got hit alternately. ā
So am I.
āI donāt know, but I think weāve been through a lot. He was aware of our existence. They used us, and I think we did it⦠Well, it may not have come out on the surface, but the military loved it so much, they bore us to death with brainfights. ā
ā ā¦ā¦.
āIt didnāt seem to have changed much. ā
āI see.
āI guess youāre wondering why. ā
ā Just curiosity. Thereās no big reason.
āI mean, why do you ask? ā
~ Should I tell you?
āThatās also mental illness. Military, you have no position to advise me. ā
āYou and I are different. Idiot.
You open your mouth and instinctively move your horse. Jeong Jin-ho and Kim Hyun-seong were still wielding their swords as if they were killing each other, and the battlefield collapsed to its last moments.
Jincheong is no different from me. It mumbles roughly, but doesnāt take your eyes off it.
āSon of a bitch⦠ā
Honestly, I was excited. I had to keep up with him and roll my head as he wished, but I realized the results of this game, so I wonāt get cold.
He seemed to be aware of my condition as well, but he didnāt say anything else.
It just seemed like the goal of winning was to keep bringing the troops to me.
Like the end of the second car and the end of the first car, it was obvious that he would choose.
A troop of soldiers who fought hard but were eventually overwhelmed. And in front of his troops before the final battle, he opened his mouth as if he had only been satisfied.
ā Honor.
āYes.ā
āWhat I want is honor, not revenge.
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
I opened my mouth a little anxiously.
Keep your promises.
āOf course Iāll protect you. Thatās a very good choice. Soldier.ā