Many thoughts have entered my mind, but the hot senses in my stomach are interfering with my normal thinking.
Naturally, but not in a good mood. Not only did I continue to feel a foreign body, I also felt like someone was pouring lava.
Looking down slowly, I can clearly see a sword running through the ship.
The clothes that were already worn were soaked in red, and I can feel something damp on my bottom.
Tra ns la te d by Jp mtl .coļ½ āShivaā¦ You really stabbed me. ā
I keep vomiting blood with a heavy voice.
āU-uhā¦ Coughā¦ ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
I felt Kim Hyun-seongās hands tremble as if they were trembling. For a moment, the man who left Durendal alone was looking at his bloodied hands.
I donāt know what Iām thinking.
The regretterās manual hasnāt been cut off yet, but I donāt know what heās thinking right now.
Tr a n slat ed by ļ¼Ŗpļ½tl.c oļ½ Iām not worried about reading my thoughts. Maybe itās best to say youāre completely blank.
āRevenge is nothing. Son of a bitch is in bad shape. ā
āAhā¦ ughā¦ ā
Is this a good time? ā
My hands keep pointing toward Durendal, which is stuck in my stomach.
Looking at the telescope, I could see that the timing was definitely not bad as I gripped the handle of the sword.
The future is as it was seen through Casgano Yuno.
Cha Hee was confronting the enemies with spears embedded all over her body, and Jungyan and Gold Dragon were also showing the same scene.
I havenāt seen it through Casgano, but I can see Diarrhagia falling to the ground to see if it was affected by me.
āOh, I forgot our diarrhea. ā
I think Iām almost there, except for a small problem.
Kim Hyun-seong was looking down at me with cold eyes, but probably soon.
Once Iām not down. He was clearly down in the future, wasnāt he?
I thought about lying down, stumbling, but I didnāt want to take unnatural action.
Ideally, itās natural to be on time.
āY-you tookā¦ my life. ā T ran sl at e d by jp ļ½t l .ļ½ om
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āItāsā¦ itās all your fault. Everyoneā¦ itās your fault. I didnāt do anything wrong. Iā¦ Iā¦ I didnāt do anything wrong. Soā¦ you donāt have to feel guilty. ā
Iām not looking at you. Kim Hyunsung muttered to himself, looking at his hands soaked in blood.
Itās creepy that I canāt feel anything while talking to myself like that, but itāll probably be over in his head soon.
If thereās a bit of a problem, heās not looking at me yet.
Andā¦
āWhen you put a sword in your belly button, it was salty and you showed up. ā
Lucifer just doesnāt have any feedback. I havenāt seen the future in my head yet, but I want you to show me a sign.
āNo, really. Donāt you think Shivaās gonna kill you? ā
Shiva, youāll get feedback when this is done, right? Weāll get your feedback as soon as we get a cold eye, right?
What are we gonna do if we just die, poor Diarrhea? You donāt want to die like this. Iām not going to die alone, but I donāt want toā¦
I know it canāt be, but it shouldnāt be too hard to feel anxious.
It was getting blurry and it was really hard to stand up. He wanted to collapse as soon as he looked down at me, but he was still looking at his hands, not taking any other action.
Finally, a slight lift to your head seems hesitant, even though you can see it. I canāt even see his face, so I donāt know what heās making.
Letās turn the angle of the telescope slightly and look at his faceā¦ Tr ansl at ed b y ļ¼Ŗp ļ½ t l .coļ½
āWhy is he crying? ā
I could see his tears dripping down his crooked face.
Are you crying? ā
āYouā¦ ruined me. Youā¦ dragged meā¦ to a place likeā¦ hellā¦ where youāve done nothing wrong. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āYou took everything from meā¦. Everythingā¦ I killed all my precious people and took from them what I valuedā¦ This is justice. Th-this is so d-fair. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
Then raise your head. Isnāt that normal? Isnāt it usually the best honey jam to watch someone get revenge? Send me a nasty joke. I have to give him a cold look soon.
I donāt think we have any feedback right now because it looks like the scene isnāt complete.
You have those disgusting eyes. Or maybe I should just stare down with my emotionless eyes.
I think Iām about to collapse, but my legs are looseningā¦ Iām going backwards now, so I need to look down like that. You have to look at it like itās garbage. You know that, right?
Slowly, my body starts to fall back.
I can see Kim Hyun-seong reaching out his hand without even knowing it. It may have looked like he was trying to grab me, but I donāt know why he did what he did.
āAhā¦ ahā¦ ahā¦ ā
Youāre just muttering the same weird sound. I couldnāt even catch him properly. I donāt know if itās because it slipped because of the blood soaked in the palm of my hand, but it doesnāt make sense to me that I missed it in the first place. T r ans lat ed by Jpļ½t l.ļ½ oļ½
Maybe heās losing all his strength. He seems to be telling me thereās not that much going on.
Thanks to you, I was able to turn around dramaticallyā¦.
My mind is getting numb. Iām so numb I canāt even feel my body on the ground.
In the meantime, Iām worried about Kim Hyun-seongās face. It felt unconditional.
My body moved first before I even thought about it. Breathing is getting shorter and harder to breathe.
Oops, only a growl can be heard, but I canāt speak properly. Iād like Lucifer to throw me a surprise party, but thereās still no sign of him.
Kim Hyun-seong is looking at me with worried eyes. Instead of a cold eye, it was a shaking eye.
āSon of a bitchā¦ ā
Werenāt those bonds broken? Whatās happening? Whatās going on? Whatās wrong with you? Fuck. Donāt put that on me. Donāt lean on yourself for tearing everything up and blowing it up.
Is this even possible? Donāt resist. Again, fuck, donāt pick it up. Donāt pick it up again. Iām sure you do. Is that why you did it? Is that how the snowball rolled?
Of course, there is no guarantee that the cold eye endings are switches. Thereās a chance that Lucifer might be preparing for something else, or he might show up just before he really suffocates.
But I donāt like that heās trying something new.
From my point of view, I want to completely block other variables, what Hyunsung Kim is trying to do is no more or less than taking risks.
Regardless of my will, I think again about the image I saw earlier. Itās a bond with the one I kicked out with my own hands.
āI amā¦ I am a regretter. ā
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Yes, you are the regent of Altanus, whom I have chosen. So donāt do anything unnecessary. Donāt ruin my painting. You have to do as I say. Do you understand?
āI hope youāll accept it. It has the meaning of an apology and many things that Ki-young needs. ā
I donāt need anything. Just shut up and focus on your role.
āI was a bit of a jerk. ā
You know whatās the worst part? The worst thing youāre doing right now. What are you gonna do if you reattach something thatās already broken? Can you handle it? Can you handle what youāve done?
Donāt! Donāt do it! Donāt make me carry any more stuff!! No more!! Ki-young, get out of there! Get out of there! Donātā¦ Ughā¦ donāt. What are you going to doā¦ What are you going to doā¦? ā
Donāt do this to yourself. Get out of there, not you. What are you gonna do? What are you doing here? You know, the futureās changed. The future is changing. I hate things that arenāt on schedule.
āSorry.ā
Donāt do anything youāre sorry about.
Ki-young? ā
Donāt say my name.
āI believe. ā
Son of a bitch. I canāt trust you anymore. Shiva.
āYes, of course. because I think youāre going to be carrying a load with you. ā
Didnāt you take it off already? You donāt have to hold it again. Youāre doing something youāre gonna regret.
I feel like Iām putting the pieces back together again. I wasnāt even able to speak at first, but it was ridiculous.
Kim Hyun-seong was really resistant to the regression manual. No, I may have weakened my dominance because Iām dying, but even if I try to grip it and control it again, I have no reaction.
What I saw before continues to pass through my mind. Iāve already seen it once, but it contains everything I accidentally handed over.
A tremendous amount of guilt pours out. I try to cope with the emotions that I donāt have to cope with, so I can get a smile on my face. I canāt believe I keep putting this on.
āD-don āt.ā ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āN-noā¦ Coughā¦ ā
āUghā¦ Ughā¦ Ughā¦ ā
āD-don āt d-d-do itā¦ Coughā¦ ā
The future is changing. In case youāre wondering, I see her getting up from her seat as I look at Casgano Yuno.
You look embarrassed. The face was very confused about what had not been planned.
Scenes pass by, smiling with all the spears in Cha Heeās body out, and Jungyan pours out a spell, wielding a part of Han Soraās reality.
The time to look down at me with cold eyes has already passed. The painting should have been made at least a minute ago.
I tried to control the user manual of the regretter as much as I could, but Kim Hyun-seongās spirit was so strong that I couldnāt say.
Unlike what Iāve been so easily swayed by, this son of a bitch doesnāt move according to my intentions.
I tried to move a tiny emotion first, but I resisted it. I couldnāt see any gaps, I was just working on what I wanted to do.
I keep my tears down, but I donāt say anything else. I feel a lot of pain.
Itās not the pain I feel in my stomach. It is the pain of guilt that Kim Hyun-seong feels by putting the pieces back together again.
He chewed through all that pain and continued to pick up the pieces.
I donāt understand. Why are you picking it up when you know youāre gonna be an anti-asshole?
Is it that useless sense of responsibility again? Is that what youāre doing, taking responsibility? Because you think you have to put up with what youāve done? You donāt have to. You donāt have to do that.
Itās like time is going back.
Demon summons, mirrored lakes, eating together or going to Griffon Festival, spending time with guild members and talking nonsense, going on training and expeditions, throwing up excuses about job choices with events or Park Deok-gu that have driven me to work.
Andā¦
āThank you for your help. Iām Lee Yi-young.ā