â Yeah, thatâs great. This is fine. What can you do? Donât you think?
â âŚâŚ. â
â I think itâs best if you leave it to me. Is that why you grabbed my hand?
âThatâs right.â
â Then thatâs it. Tr a ns l a t ed by jp m tl.c oď˝
âBut.â
Do you still need that? You lost not because of my power, but because of your incompetence. Your inability to do anything with that much power is what brought about this situation. Am I wrong?
â âŚâŚ. â
â Iâm asking if youâre wrong.
I thought I wasnât wrong. I knew exactly how strong the power she gave me was.
If we donât embrace this power, we wonât be able to bring the situation here.
T r ansl ated by jp m tl.co m Maybe he couldnât fight the angels. It would not have been established to strike Thronous with the sword itself.
â Youâre weak.
I know. If I was strong, I wouldnât accept the power she gave me.
â If we define you as a human word, we might call you a failure.
I canât deny that. Literally, Kim Hyun-seongâs life was close to a failed life.
It wasnât just one car that lost precious family members and precious colleagues.
The second round was also the same. I wanted to be strong, but I couldnât. I thought I could, but I couldnât, and I wanted to get up, but I finally fell.
Again, I couldnât save a precious person. I couldnât even reach out to the person who lured me into the deep. Rather, it was he who harmed him.
I wanted to be more comfortable. I was relieved after I gave you my luggage because I wanted to help you carry it with me.
It wasnât without worries. It wasnât that I wasnât nervous. It wasnât that I didnât ask myself if the other person could handle the burden I left behind.
But I think he tried to ignore it. I didnât think anything of it at the time, but I must have ignored it.
I was happy, literally, because of that kind of selfishness.
Because the only peace of mind that comes from understanding me, understanding my past, and understanding my present are drugs.
I knew it was hard, but I was sure that I wouldnât be able to see the signal he was sending.
Rather, it would be a burden. It made him nervous and difficult.
T ransla t e d by pď˝ t l .ď˝om You didnât even know about him. You knew how he would behave if you left him in charge.
He lost his memory because of me. Heâs dying because of me, and Iâm in danger because of him.
I brought him in. I⌠I dragged him into this.
Wrong, wrong from the start.
I shouldnât have given you my hand. I shouldnât have told you to stick together. I should have passed it when I met you in the tutorial.
â What if I go back in time? You think itâs better to pretend you didnât know then?
â âŚâŚ. â
â Oh, right. I shouldnât have asked you. Youâre a scumbag who doesnât have the courage to come back. You think youâre a little different than you used to be, but youâre not. Human nature remains unchanged. Kim Hyun-seong, who ran away scared in the tutorial, thatâs your ugly nature. Youâre gonna keep running. I know itâs convenient.
â âŚâŚ. â
â Because I know thatâs how you feel less pain. Iâm not insulting that youâre making the right choice. You made a reasonable choice. Iâm talking about the fact that thereâs a very ugly, inferior emotion behind that rational choice. You know what Iâm talking about.
â But donât worry too much. Even if youâre a lowly human being, Iâm still looking at you, right? I like your dirty side. Double vision.
â âŚâŚ. â
â Go again. This time itâs really gonna be over. Tr an s l at ed by jpmtl .ď˝ oď˝
â âŚâŚ. â
Suddenly, the vision in front of me begins to change. For a moment, I felt a sense of denial.
Naturally, it is a natural reaction. I was looking at the landscape that was created.
Havenât you ever been in a subconscious world? I know I have to get out of here.
But soon you will smile.
I know that everything is a lie, but the appearance of these sunset landscapes made me lose the will to resist this fake one.
â You know youâre not helping anyway, right? Youâre a failed human being. Youâre inevitably going to ruin things and cause pain around you. He was designed that way.
â âŚâŚ. â
â Sometimes doing nothing will be more helpful.
Maybe I am.
â I was right.
Yeah, sheâs right.
âWhere are you looking? Guild Master.â
Itâll all be over when I wake up. Kim Hyun-seong is a failure and a failure after all.
I know I shouldnât say anything, but I say it on my own. You continue to nod at the slightest whisper, continuing to sink. Tra ns l ate d by ď˝p m t l.ď˝ o m
âHere⌠â
âYes?â
âYouâre not a guild master here. Feel free to call me. Hyejin.â
âOh⌠right. This is Earth. Itâs kind of interesting, I think. Guild Master in a place like this. Iâm ashamed of who heard the story. â
âYouâd think they were people you met at an online gaming club. By the way⌠who hasnât arrived yet? â
âWell, heâs a little late. I heard youâre busy these days, but youâre really busy. Looks like youâre only spending a little time again. The more I think about it, the more amazing my brother is. â
âThe vice guild master used to be a great man. â
âHee-young, you donât think I know that? I want to say that it was great, but it was really great. As soon as I got back to Earth, all of a sudden, I thought Iâd try a lawyer, and I got stuck, and I donât think Iâd just gotten a job at a law firm, but when I got to a really high position, I was definitely a human being. â
Heâs a great guy.
âLater on, I wonder if youâre going to be doing politics. 20 years from now, where are you going to become a congressman and a president in 10 years? â
âI donât really think thatâs going to happen⌠but it looks good on you. â
âIâm sorry White hasnât been doing well with her lately because sheâs so busy⌠But theyâre still commonplace together. Itâs not weird to hear about a wedding in a few years. You know better than that, donât you? Now you two⌠â
âYes⌠Jeongyan is⌠doing well. Yes⌠Enjoy your meal. â
âWell, Iâm glad to hear that⌠But by the way, that concubine, sheâs at your company⌠What kind of a law firm assistant is she doing? â
âYes, thanks to you, Iâm doing well. Except youâre too busy⌠I was supposed to be with you because it was a busy day⌠But you said you could go home first. â
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âWith that Chinese lawyer⌠â
âI canât explain it in detail⌠but I have something for you. Youâre really busy with that. â
As you look around slowly, familiar faces shine into view. Guild members and colleagues from the continent.
Itâs been a long time since Iâve been able to get together like this. It fills my heart with unspeakable satisfaction.
I know it can never be done, but I knew it and smiled. You canât go back to Earth, but this view wonât be bad either.
After everything is over, there will be a lot of gatherings like this.
âWhat a big brother you are. Hye-jin is great, too. I passed the exam, so now Iâm not the only one left to examine. â
âI⌠am just getting started. Itâs a long way behind.â
âWhen I first came back to Earth, I was stunned, and seeing each other like this, it felt strange, new, and so on. Yeri is going to college, and Ahn Ki-mo is winning as an actor. Weâre not even close to the movie. Maybe itâs an automobile safety vest⌠Hee Young is too busy wandering around because of her volunteer activities⌠Elena suddenly streams⌠â
Kim Ye-ri, who has a bright face, opened her mouth.
â4.5M subscribers. Itâs famous in foreign countries.â
âAre you really that famous? Kim Ye-ri?â
âYes, heâs really famous. Heâs more famous than any celebrity. If you fry the Hel Chicken, youâll get 25 million views⌠Look at this. â
âFantastic. I was really⌠worried youâd be able to get used to it⌠but youâve gotten used to it better than me.â â
âSheâs doing well because sheâs working in the workshop. Whatâs there to worry about? Iâm more worried about my Guild Master brother. Is Hyunsung studying hard? â
âYes, Mr. Ducky. Honestly, I donât even know what Iâm doing⌠but Iâm doing it. â
âActually, I thought Hyunsung would get settled quickly, but surprisingly⌠â
âYes, itâs slow. It seems that they are still not adapting well to life on Earth. But it feels so good to see other people doing so well. Yeah, Iâm really happy for you. â
I may not get used to it, but if I go back to Earth, everyone might have a happy life. No, I thought it would be. Everything will be shining as it is now.
âHyunsung will be well positioned. Otherwise, you were worried about your brother. â
âIs that so?â
âI didnât hear the details, but I donât think it bothers me. Oh, I think itâs coming in there. Ask him yourself. â
I turned my gaze naturally and saw two people coming into the room. I could see him slowly smiling and walking.
âHere! Sir! Sister!â
âDucky.â
âVice guild master, itâs been a long time. â
âYes, itâs been a long time. â
âHow are you? â
âOh, oh, itâs been a long time. EveryoneâŚâ
âYes.â
âItâs been a long time, Hyunsung. â
âOh, yes. Ki-young.â
âIâm sorry itâs been so long. â
âNo, I know youâre busy. We havenât been able to reply to your message because we were afraid it would be your lungs. In fact⌠Iâm worried that youâre overdoing it again today. â
âItâs okay, Hyunsung. Life on Earth is important, of course, but itâs not more important than memories on continents. If itâs okay with you, weâll often look for you in the future. I was close by, but then I realized I was too careless. â
âThat.â
âI assume youâve given me permission. â
âNo, itâs okayâŚ. â
âWeâll have a little more time after this. So itâs really okay. Ah! Youâve put me in too much position. White, letâs sit down. â