The person who is most embarrassed here is Kim Chang-ryong.
Suddenly, I noticed that the spotlight pouring on me was silent and unfamiliar.
Of course, I urgently tried to talk to her if I realized that it was an excuseā¦.
āIām sorry I havenāt been around a lot. Vice guild master.ā
āNo, Iām not being sarcastic. Hey, hey, hey. ā
T r an s l a ted b y ļ¼Ŗpm tl.co m It was making me more embarrassed.
The concept you have still looks like you havenāt thrown it away yet and are still wearing a mask.
I didnāt think I had to keep looking like that, but what would I do if I thought I felt comfortable with it?
I can only read faces with my eyes, so itās a bit difficult to deal with⦠Although it sometimes makes the atmosphere go wrong, Kim Chang Ryulās loyalty in the guild is not unreadable.
Iām not doing anything out in the open, but if you think about how much heās doing behind the scenes, it was natural to let him go.
It would never seem strange to me that I ignored Hyunsung Kim.
However, there was no reason to deny that I was not paying much attention to Kim Chang-rae.
āIām sorry to tell you this late, and Iām embarrassed, but youāve done a great job. ā Tra nsla t ed by ļ¼Ŗp mtl.ļ½ o m
āI did what I had to do. ā
āOf course, you might think that, but you donāt seem to be able to provide the right treatment for what youāre doing. I had the opportunity to take care of various things separately⦠I didnāt make them properly either. ā
āThank you for your heart. Vice guild master.ā
āWe look forward to seeing you in the future. and, of course, what happens next. I personally am looking forward to betting on Mr. Chang Ryang. ā
āI will do my best not to disappoint you. ā
He slowly bowed his head and thanked me for the kind words. When I thought that there was still no socialite over time, I could see something worrying about Kim Chang-ryongās face.
āWhat, whatās wrong? ā
Kim Chang-rae isnāt the only one. Jungyan and the other guild members who came to greet me forcefully are also looking at me like they have something on my face. I was worried that the tears were flowing together, but they werenāt coming out. But it didnāt take long before I realized something was wrong.
āAh⦠Shiva. Thisā¦ā
I repaired it somehow, but the aftermath of the tears that fell like waterfalls still lingers, maybe heās crying soon.
Your eyes must be reddened and your breathing may think somethingās wrong. You must be feeling something different or a little out of sorts. Thereās no way the strongmen gathered here wonāt notice one such thing.
I didnāt even try to look at Kim Hyun-seongās face because I was going to hit him on the back, but now I canāt look at his face in any other way.
āItās a little⦠emotional. ā
āWhat do you meanā¦. ā
T rans la t e d b y jpm t l .ļ½ o m āThis is a big crisis⦠but it seems like having a place like this in a long time⦠makes people a little emotional. It reminds me of the first time we met. When I look back at the series of processes that come together at the end of various peacock verses, form a group, meet new people, and become this close⦠somethingā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āSomething feels good. I donāt know exactly what to say. Itās just nice to be face-to-face with you guys. ā
Tears of crocodiles begin to form around the eyes after a smile for an apprentice. Of course, guild members with complex faces noticed.
āI joined too late, but I think I can agree with the vice guild master. Iāve been feeling a little weird for a few days now⦠I feel a little calm having this gathering today. ā
āYes, it is. You always fit right in when itās like this. You make a good toast. ā
āMe, too. Sort of. ā
Kim Ye-ri also nodded and opened her mouth.
āI think I understand what youāre saying. because there was a lot going on. As the vice guild master said⦠It doesnāt feel like weāve been together that long⦠but it feels like a family⦠ā
The infant who was still holding out is also saying a word. The next one that was handed over was Jung-yeon Hwang sitting next to Duk-gu Park.
āItās not an expression of shame. Itās practically like a family⦠Isnāt it? ā
āYes, it is. ā
Tears have not shed, but they are shaking emotionally. It doesnāt seem that bad. It was nothing special, but Elenaās eyes were already filled with tears.
Humans are not here to wonder why they suddenly start talking nonsense as soon as they enter the vice guild master atmosphere.
Kim Hyun and Jo Hye-jin understand why I brought this up.
Tr an s late d by jpm t l.co ļ½ Lee will someday forget all those who are here.
Thatās why I want to keep it in my eyes. Thatās why Iām grieving. I thought you might think so.
āWow⦠Shiva, this is sad even for me. ā
Of course, Iāve already decided to acceptā¦.
The fact that everyone is still together will not change, but they will disappear someday in the memory of the current self.
Letās think of the ending when we smiled at and ended up not remembering those who really lived like family. A drop of crocodile tears begin to fall.
āLetās get over it, Ki-young. We can make it. Tragic heroine ending, I can handle it. ā
āKi-young⦠ā
āItās been hard, but youāve survived so far, right? You mustnāt look sad to the guild members. Weāre gonna make it through this. Yi-young, a real tragic hero needs to be confident. Iām not gonna cry. Letās not show tears. ā
I was drunk in the atmosphere and tried to extract the right juice onceā¦
āNo, Shiva. This is going to be a real tragic hero. ā
I feel anxiety in my head for some reason. I hypothesized the first time the masked garbage got inside me. I felt like I could be satisfied with the atmosphere and how well I repaired it.
āThereās no need to overreact. ā
I could still feel the way he was looking at me.
I thought it was different, but I heard a voice right away.
āYou donāt have to worry too much. Ki-young.ā Tra n sla t ed b y ļ½p mtl .c o ļ½
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
I donāt know why, but even hearing my voice makes me want to go behind my back. But I donāt know if I can keep this up. Instead of sending Hyunsung Kim to the extremities after things happen, it is right to know about my current situation.
If there really is a feeling of hatred for Hyunsung Kim, the solution is to resolve it quickly somehow.
After sighing like that, I turned my head and saw Kim Hyun-seongās face staring at me with a noticeably sad face.
āAh⦠you bastard. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
Heās handsome.
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āShiva, thank God. Wow. Shiva⦠You didnāt go that far. Did you fix this? Youāve done your homework, havenāt you? ā
The emotions inside me also seem to understand that if I fight Hyunsung Kim, things will get complicated. Orā¦
Is it because you havenāt come up to the surface yet? ā
It doesnāt matter anyway, but Kim Hyun-seong was looking at me with an anxious face, I donāt know what he was thinking.
āOh, but I want to hit the back of my head. ā
Letās cut to the chase. I thought it would be okay to take it as a āPabloās Dog.ā
Iāve been hitting Kim Hyun-seongās back head constantly for more than a few years, so I can understand enough if I look at his face.
I was a little bit curious that I was more calm than I expected. Honestly, I didnāt want a violent reaction like when I saw Park Deok-gu, but I thought there should be some action.
Of course, Park Deok Gu and Kim Hyun Sung are the two people who have the most influence on masked garbage.
āEven if you fixed it⦠Youāre not hurt like this? ā
Rather, I felt a little bit of remorse, and I liked it, so what more could I say?
No, itās not like that. I feel a little different. I canāt say it in just one word, but maybeā¦.
āCompassion.ā
It would be the same.
āAre you⦠okay now? ā
āYes?ā
āEarlier, you seemed a little anxious, so I thought you might be worried about something. Or maybe I did something wrong⦠ā
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āThereās nothing wrong with Hyunsung. Iām the one apologizing. It was going to be a fun time⦠I think I made a mess of things⦠ā
āNo, Ki-young is not sorry. Enough⦠Yes, I understand enough. I understand what Ki-young is thinking right now and how youāre dealing with it. Rather, Iām sorry. This must be a complicated situation in your head⦠Iām sorry to put you in this position⦠ā
āSomethingās wrong⦠ā
āEven if Hyunsung didnāt make it, I would have made it. It was a good idea to take time like this, so you donāt have to be sorry. ā
āThank you for saying that. I⦠I⦠Ah! Sit down.I think you should eat first. ā
āAbout Hyunsung Kim, did you decide to maintain the phenomenon? If thatās even possible in the first place, isnāt it possible to remain calm when you see Park Deok Goo? ā
I like that nothing happenedā¦
āThatās so gross. ā
āOh, Iām here⦠ā
āVice guild master, have a seat here. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
āThat sucks. Itās so gross. ā
I was starting to get a headache thinking that this might be a mental illness.
You didnāt catch it, did you? ā
You didnāt get caught by that bastard, did you?
āI need to use the bathroom⦠ā
ā ā¦ā¦. ā
You didnāt get caught by that crazy trickster, did you?
You remember Park Deok Gu in the first place, and everythingās blushing and frogs, right?
It was just as pointless as it was bluffing against the masked garbage.
Maybe youāre scamming big time because you donāt want to see your deleted memories and your bet? Maybe you just wanted me to be careful after you dumped the fact that the first memory is still inside.
I would have done that for sure.
I donāt know how much self-implication I gave, but if I could dig a trap with the self-implication that āif I meet Park Deok-gu, Iāll cryā after receiving the letter from Jo Hye-jin. Maybe he thought there was no more perfect trap than this. If you think the letter Jo Hye-jin gave you is the trigger, donāt you think itās a good fit?
āYou crazy piece of shitā¦. ā
Maybe he fucked the right Vik. I might as well have fucked Big as the Masked Pervert fucked Big.
āLetās think about facts, not useless hypotheses. Letās just think about the facts. Letās see what I missed. ā
The face in the mirror flashes into view. There is no doubt that it is a face that looks like it has been cut properly.
Letās think about it.
Letās think about it. Letās think about whatās happened in these 30 days. Letās see what I missed.
Who did you meet during your boring, frustrating, hard time? What did you do?
I did not have a supermemory like Hwang Jeong Yeon, but thatās why there is room for digging. Lee Yi-young didnāt have perfect memories either.
He was anxious because he didnāt remember everything. He realized his work wasnāt perfect, and he wasnāt confident enough to clean it up, so he clearly dug a dumb-ass trap. Iāve always done things like this.
It wonāt be any different this time.
So what did I do?
Iāve prepared the last.
What the hell?
Why do you keep asking yourself that? I carried around people I could call my own. You helped Cha Hee Ra cross the wall, you watched the conflict with Jeong Yan and Hanzora, and you last checked with Wisdom. You ate with Park, Gi Mo, and Kim Ye-ri, and you looked around everyone once.
I spoke to Oskar at the continental conference, and Iāve been in touch ever since. It was also time to recruit new forces with Diarrhea, Diarrhea and Elena. It was time for me to make sure I was prepared, what my people were doing, and check in person. This 30 daysā¦
It is, isnāt it?
I grabbed my head and looked in the mirror, but nothing came to mind. It was when I was constantly whispering about useless self-help answers.
Suddenly.
A voice came in from inside my head.
It must have happened after the Doomsday event. Iz-hye⦠clearly said this to me once.
[There are⦠only a few guilds left in Lindel. By the way, Kasgano Yuno said⦠I have something to tell my brother. Contact me as soon as this meeting is overā¦.]
I told you.
Before entering the countermeasure meeting in which there was a Qajik incident, Ji-hye made a schedule and muttered to me.
āFuck⦠ā
Letās try to remember a little more. Have we met?
Have you ever met Kasgano Yuno since the light went down?
āYou crazy Lee Young. ā
I guess I was right.
āYes⦠yes. ā
Ridiculous.
The whole memory of meeting Casgano Yuno disappeared.
āYes⦠Yes⦠This is it⦠I think this is it. This⦠should be it. ā
The reflection of the face in the mirror gives me a nasty smile.