Everything changed overnight. It might be a bit corny, but I couldnât think of any other words to describe the situation.
I was uncomfortable with the attention and gaze of the pouring people, but after a while, it became an adjustment.
Of course, I wasnât enjoying their envious faces. I knew better than anyone that this was just acting, and I didnât value this much.
What I was interested in was the effect of people around me on Ki-cheol Kim.
âBastard⌠â
T ra ns la t e d b y jp m t l .com I tried not to rethink it, but I started to think of irritating thoughts in my head all the time.
I couldnât help but hear the disgusting scenes and voices that I had seen and heard with my eyes and ears.
Just imagining it makes me feel awkward and want to shed tears.
âThis sucks.â
I didnât like that I had to feel this way because of him.
If this had not happened, he would have burst into tears lying alone in this room right now.
At first, I thought it would be helpful to plan this with Instructor Lee Young, but it certainly helps.
At least I could say that the stuffy chest that was stuck was good to feel free for a little while. Tra nsl at e d b y jp m tl .ď˝ oď˝
The tickle sensation that scratches the tickle in the corner of your mind.
It was not a cool feeling to say something, but it would be important to ease the frustration.
I heard a voice from the side as I took a step to enter the accommodation.
âYoung.â
Itâs obvious who the voice you hear is.
âWhy?â
âWhy? I came to see you. â
It was Kim Ki-chul.
Suddenly, I looked relaxed, but nervousness was appearing all over my face or behavior.
I was about to burst out of tears for a moment.
I keep having negative thoughts, but I feel a little relaxed for some reason.
Probably because I could read the anxiety on his face.
âArenât you supposed to be out at this hour? I thought the students couldnât come out of the lodge after 12: 00⌠â
âThatâs what you⌠â
âYou know that things are different from you and me. I got a ticket out of here, and youâre out here unauthorized. â T ra n sl a te d b y ď˝pď˝ tl .coď˝
âActually, itâs not unauthorized. Iâve got work to do. â
âWhatâs going on? Did you get an offer from any clan? â
âWell, rain, something like that. â
âWhere?â
âMedium guild. Itâs not Lindell, itâs a guild near Castle Rock. I donât know if itâs a Giant Guild. â
Iâve heard of it.
A guild that has been promoted to Major since its impressive performance in the Castle Rock Siege.
There was a rumor that the guild called the Tiny Rock was holding swayâŚ
âDid Song Jeong-wook come up after giving his life for CastleâŚ? â
I donât remember much, but I definitely heard from Instructor Lee Young-young.
Itâs not Lindell, but itâs one of the guilds most students are after.
Recently, the admissions cut has been quite high, so if you think about it calmly, it was a guild that Kim Ki-cheolâs grades couldnât go.
âItâs frustrating.â
A little, but no doubt annoyed.
âItâs frustratingâŚ. â Tran s late d b y jpm t l .c om
I donât know why, but I felt very frustrated.
Of course, it didnât take long for me to realize that this frustrating feeling was the inferior feeling of not wanting to see the man in front of me work well.
âItâs annoying⌠â
Itâs a very annoying situation to feel like this. In the end, I had no choice but to say a word without knowing myself.
âItâs not a place where you can go sexually. â
I canât wait to talk.
I thought it was a bit harsh, but seeing Kim Ki-cheolâs slightly distorted face, I felt frustrated for some reason.
âAh⌠â
âDonât you have to find out by clan instead of guild grade? â
I knew I shouldnât have said this, but I didnât stop thinking of moving my mouth like I was possessed by something.
Though I thought I was saying it too badly, words are being shot out to alleviate stuffiness.
âIf youâre going without the contract and without the salary, youâd better quit, brother. I heard from Instructor Lee Young⌠In that case, it is likely to be useful for transporting monster carcasses, not official guild members. â
âYouâŚ. â
âItâs all for your sake. How much is the annual salary and contractâŚ? â
âFair enough. â Transla ted b y jp ď˝tl .coď˝
âReally?â
âYes. Ah-young said she would come with you⌠â
âI never agreed. Why do you decide that? â
Iâm so full, I canât even speak right. I thought something was wrong, but I didnât expect it to come out like this.
âYou. Are you sure you want to go blue? â
âWhatâs wrong with that? He said heâd treat the contracts and salaries to the best of his ability. The welfare problem is the laughing stock of other large guilds. â
âI asked you to come in with meâŚ. â
âI never said Iâd go in with you. You were the only one who thought that. â
âDonât you know the rumors there arenât very good? Iâm Lee Young.â
âWhatâs wrong with you? Werenât you the one who said it was best to get along with Instructor Lee Young? You told me to do that. And I never looked like a bad person. Heâs a lot bigger than you know. â
âIâve heard that⌠womenâs relationships are complicated⌠and when you look at one, you say you know ten. The power gained by Instructor Lee Young⌠You think it could have been made the right way? Only an alchemist?â
âItâs complicated for you too.â I had to press hard to get the voice to come out of my mouth.
âItâs not the Earth. Is that the flaw here? Iâm glad you got beat up. Iâm not sneaking around, but everyone knows about it⌠Most people with abilities do. â
âSo⌠you think it looks good? â
âIt doesnât look good, but itâs not bad. Heâs⌠heâs capable, and I think heâs capable enough. â
âDonât think that Instructor Lee Youngâs interest in you is real, baby. I guess youâre too good to see the world⌠Thatâs all⌠â
âDoes it matter if you really care? How much do you think all my clothes add up to? Maybe he doesnât know. You wonât be able to buy anything Iâm wearing even if youâre working your whole life. I thought it was normal, but you know, this ring, itâs 20,000 gold. â
Every time the face of the man in front of me crumpled up, the stuffy emotions that were tightly tightened inside of me felt like they were falling apart.
It must be because they know the identity of that emotion.
âInferiority.â
What he was seeing was clearly inferiority.
âYou⌠slept with him⌠â
âWell, what can I see⌠You think Iâd sell my body? â
âTell me the truth. Baby, you⌠â
âWhat if I did? â
I saw his face crumpled once more.
Of course it felt like something was coming at me from behind my back.
I felt like the whole feeling was falling apart.
I canât stop thinking that I shouldnât do this, but I canât stop thinking like an alcoholic.
âYou!â
âHim⌠you know. Itâs not just wealth and power thatâs great. â
âWhat does that mean? â
âYou canât compare in every way to someone like you. Do I have to talk to you? Iâve never been happier to be born a woman. â
âBaby!â
I can see the bloodshot eyes and the fluttering faces.
âThatâs what I meant. â
I started to think of what Instructor Lee Young said.
âUsually, a man like that bites a lather. Itâs a situation where another man takes the woman he thought was his. â
When I first heard the story, I didnât know exactly what the situation was, but now that I see it with my own eyes, I think I can understand what Instructor Lee meant.
Not only did I feel the constant tingling sensation behind my back, but I felt like the frustration in my chest burst all at once.
âFeels good. â
I feel frustrated just looking at that face of inferiority.
When I thought I could say something a little more harsh, I thought of one thing.
âCan I end it like this? â
I wouldnât normally do that.
But I want to see him suffer a little longer, and I want to see him for a long time.
I want to make it more painful than it is now.
I keep having this thought in my mind.
âI suffered, too. â
I felt like I was going to break my heart.
âHe should suffer, too. â
Thatâs right.
âYou need to know what it feels like to be betrayed. â
Once again, I hear instructor Lee Young-youngâs voice.
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He even told me to listen to it as if it were passing by, but for some reason, it was a voice that was constantly hovering in my head.
âItâs best to take revenge until you feel better. People who say itâs gross or meaningless are never really avenged. when it comes to proper revenge. It feels so good to blow my heart out. â
I definitely feel like Iâm going to fly.
I want to feel this feeling a little more. I want to save it a little by little.
Eventually, I had to look at him slowly and open my mouth.
âIâve been angry. Iâve never actually done that. â
âYouâŚ. â
I can see your relieved face for a moment.
â âŚâŚ. â
â âŚâŚ. â
âYoung.â
âWhy?â
âYou know, youâve been acting a little weird lately. â
â âŚâŚ. â
âIs it because Iâve been letting you down lately? Is that because you want me to take a moment apart? â
âI donât knowâŚ. â
âI said it all for you. I believed in the possibilities you had, and I thought I might be standing in your way. But now that I see you, Iâm sure Iâve been too neglectful of you lately. â
Bullshit.
Of course I know itâs a lie.
âIâm sorry, baby. â
â âŚâŚ. â
But my mouth keeps going up.
Of course, it doesnât feel good to receive a sincere apology. My heart trembles at the thought that I can feel that feeling again.
âI donât want to see your face right now. â
âIâm sorry. I really⌠I want you to know something, though. That I love you. â
âIâm going in. â
âBaby! Baby! â
âAndâŚ. â
âHuh?â
âApology accepted, brother. Tomorrow⌠Letâs eat together for a long time. â
The moment I opened my mouth while looking back, I noticed Kim Ki-chulâs face smiling quietly.
I stabbed my back once again.
* * *
As I was sitting on the couch on the other side of Cha Hee Raâs room, looking through the document, I heard a voice from the side.
âYou still havenât picked the back? Babe?â
âYes. I have to throw two parties⌠But none of them are worth much. I tried to be a rookie, but I had to bring him in for a career. â
âPerhaps there will be some wizards from the Mado Guild soon. If you donât renew the contract⌠Weâre going to bring a few of our own, but find out from there. â
âI want to raise this from beginning to end rather than that. Impurity-free. â
âOh, I like that. Thatâs why I also choose a new recruitâŚ. â
I was sure my career was fine, but I also wanted to bring in two more rookies who needed to grow up together.
Even though I kept my eyes open until recently, it seemed like it would be hard to bring a new one that I liked this time seeing no one do this.
It was understood that wizards were seldom as common as they had to combine their comprehension of magic, their gifts in magic, and their desperate efforts as tributes.
Half of Jeongyan would have accepted it.
âPhew⌠â
âThat kind of prank seems a little fun while youâre busy. â
âSecretly fun. â
âThatâs your heartâŚ. You told our second about the baby, right? â
âOh⌠yeah. Roughly. Whiteâs in Lindell now. What, I donât think itâs gonna be okay? Are you okay?â
âI used to love this stuff. It tastes a little refreshing. Thereâs not much to enjoy here⌠Iâm too smart to be treated like that, so I canât feel that kind of Qataris, can I? Iâm just a surrogate. â
âWhy, do you want to be treated like a princess? â
âYouâve been climbing a lot lately. Huh?â
Immediately after raising the tail of the sealâs mouth, the agent immediately came in.
And a little flicker, actually.
There is still a scary side of Cha Hee even now that I am able to speak equally.
âBecause I saw thatâŚ. â
It was natural for him to show this reaction because he still looked good, drooling and drooling like a crazy bitch.
âYou just imagined that. â
âNo⌠Sis. â
âI can tell by the look on your face. Didnât I tell you to forget? â
âYou can forget to tell me to forgetâŚ. â
It was at that moment that I was making excuses, not excuses.
The door was opened and the guild staff informed me of the report. I flew in a specialist a few days ago, and now Iâm here.
It made me feel better to see Brainy for a while.
âLee Young-nim. I⌠I⌠I have a guest. â
âPlease show me to my room. Tell him Iâll be with him shortly. â
âThere⌠The door is too narrow to get in⌠â
âYes?â
âW-would you excuse me? I think you should go out and check it out for yourself. â
âYes? No⌠I thought Diarrhea was with you.â I donât understand what youâre talking about⌠â
âKiaeaeaeaeaeaeaeae!â
A voice that is different than usual.
As you look down the window in the direction of the natural sound, a creature with an unfamiliar figure flashes into view.
Brainy?
Itâs the size of a large dog, or a predator.
I had no choice but to doubt my eyes for a moment.