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Ji Qingzhou didn’t hesitate and immediately asked him, “What’s wrong?”
“Why don’t you want it?” Chu Cheng asked him straightforwardly, “What do you mean by leaving the house and car behind? Those are for you, you’ve already received them, why don’t you want it?” fE4 sA
The moment Ji Qingzhou saw his phone number, he guessed that it might be because of this, now hearing him say so, he wasn’t surprised and replied in a low voice, “It’s too valuable, I’m ashamed to accept it.”
“What’s so precious about it, it was given to you, can you take back a gift you gave to someone else?”
“Chu Cheng,” Ji Qingzhou said softly, “perhaps for you, these are not really valuable, but for me, it is too valuable. I already owe you a lot, and I don’t want to carry this anymore.”
“You shouldn’t be psychologically burdened, you gave me your time and company, so I gave you money, it’s fair, you don’t have to be so calculating. Besides, you’re leaving me now and moving out, but that house you had before is obviously not suitable for you to live in now, you need to have a residence with a good security system that can protect you, do you understand?” K2yp1N
“I understand, I rented an apartment long ago, I didn’t go back to that rental house, don’t worry.”
Chu Cheng was stunned, “You rented a house?”
“Mm.”
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“Two months ago.”
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“But you didn’t tell me.” Chu Cheng suppressed his anger, helplessness, depression, and dissatisfaction, “You didn’t tell me you went looking for a house, and you didn’t tell me you had found a house, I thought that for this kind of thing, you would have said something to me.”
Ji Qingzhou was silent for a while, he looked out the window at the night, then he quietly and slowly spoke, he knew Chu Cheng didn’t want to hear him say this, he also knew Chu Cheng wouldn’t like it, but they couldn’t go on like before.
“I can’t talk to you about everything,” he said, “I deserve to be able to make my own decisions about my affairs.”
Chu Cheng didn’t speak anymore, he held the phone and slowly sat on the bed. W0Jnr2
He knew he was leaving soon, he could rightly go and find himself a place to live after he left, there was nothing wrong with that, he was doing the right thing.
This was what he wanted, wasn’t it? From the beginning, he told him they shouldn’t be entangled when they separated. Now that Ji Qingzhou had done it, he had done a good job. He even found an apartment himself. What could he blame him for?
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Chu Cheng held the phone, he wanted to say something, but couldn’t say it. He was worried that Ji Qingzhou left him without a place to live, he considered that Ji Qingzhou’s current popularity was not suitable for that previous rental house, so he deliberately sent him a house on the eve of parting. He picked and chose among the houses in his name, according to the preferences of Ji Qingzhou, according to his future, according to the surrounding environment, he took into account all kinds of factors, and finally chose one that he felt was most suitable for Ji Qingzhou.
The house in the south of the city wasn’t the most valuable in his hands, but it was the most suitable for Ji Qingzhou. Rn1oe8
But Ji Qingzhou didn’t need it, he had long found a good house. When he didn’t know, he found a new place to stay. So, he didn’t need it anymore.
Chu Cheng felt his mouth was a little bitter, he opened his mouth, but still couldn’t say anything. He suddenly realized that in fact, not only this suite, the car was also the same, Ji Qingzhou seemed to have received that car, but he never drove it, it had always been driven by him.
The gifts he gave him, whether intentional or unintentional, wouldn’t be accepted once they exceeded the burden of Ji Qingzhou. How clever Ji Qingzhou was. He always knew what he wanted to hear and see, so he took orders on the surface and didn’t quarrel with him, but privately he politely gave everything back to him.
He didn’t want anything, except the jade pendant and the bottle of stars, for the jade pendant, he gave him a jade pendant of equal value in the same way. YB 0jx
It was true that he couldn’t say everything to him, he hid what he didn’t say, hiding his true thoughts with the appearance of obedience. In this moment, Chu Cheng felt that he really deserved to be an actor, an excellent actor with excellent acting skills.
They were silent with each other for a moment, still Ji Qingzhou opened his mouth first, “If there’s nothing else, I’ll hang up first, I have a meeting tomorrow and need to rest early.”
Chu Cheng wasn’t quite used to his way of speaking like this, he didn’t expect that one day, Ji Qingzhou would talk to him so politely, “Ji Qingzhou, are we …… still considered friends?”
“Of course.” Ji Qingzhou answered quickly. Evgr2d
Chu Cheng nodded, and couldn’t help but ask: “Is the new house’s environment good? How about the security system? You’re now a star, you can’t just live in a general community you know?”
“I know.”
“You live alone, pay attention to safety, if you really can’t, let Xiao Qian live with you, or arrange a life assistant for you, in fact, I wanted to talk to Zhou Chengfeng at that time, with your current popularity, you can have another assistant, Xiao Qian is responsible for your work-related, and then add a assistant responsible for your life.”
“There’s no need for that.” Ji Qingzhou answered him, “I have Xiao Qian and Brother Zhou when I’m filming, and when I’m not filming, I don’t need help, so I’m fine.” wrY LS
“Is that so?” Chu Cheng murmured, he didn’t refute him and quickly moved on, “Then take care of your safety, call me if you have any problems, or just call the police.”
“Mm.”
What else? Chu Cheng thought, “Is it convenient to get around? The main thing is that you can’t drive, before you didn’t have time to learn how to drive, or will you get a driver? You’re a star, you can’t always take a taxi.”
“No, I don’t go out often except for work, besides, when I’m free, I’ll learn to drive.” 4DYvwl
“You don’t need a driver either.” Chu Cheng whispered, he suddenly felt at loss, and subconsciously murmured, “How come you don’t need anything?”
Ji Qingzhou listened to his words, his nose felt a little sour, he blinked and persuaded him: “Chu Cheng, I know you’re used to taking care of me, but I’m not a child, I am an adult, I can live independently on my own, before meeting you, I was with my mother, we relied on each other, and I successfully grew up to this point, right? I appreciate your care and help this year, but the contract is over, you have no responsibility to me, you don’t need to worry about me anymore, I will take good care of myself, I will also work hard to grow and make myself a better person, so you can put away your concern for me, and live a good life that belongs only to you.”
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Chu Cheng froze, no matter how he thought, he never thought that one day, Ji Qingzhou would say such things to him. He really was a very spontaneous person, last night, he was held in his arms, now, he advised him to let go and live his own life. Just one day, even in less than 24 hours.
He was worried that Ji Qingzhou would have a hard time leaving, he was really over-thinking it. 864Mpz
Chu Cheng didn’t know how he hung up the phone, as he held the phone, his mood sank, he silently changed his clothes and went to the bathroom and took a shower, and didn’t think about anything again.
Early in the morning, Chu Cheng woke up several times, each time, dazed, he woke up because Ji Qingzhou wasn’t with him, he habitually turned on the light to find him, but once the light was on, he would remember that Ji Qingzhou had left, then he turned off the light to sleep again. He was used to sleeping with Ji Qingzhou, now sleeping alone, he tossed and turned uncomfortably.
He thought of Ji Qingzhou again, remembering their year together, at the beginning, he took the initiative to hold Ji Qingzhou in his sleep, when he still only wanted to sleep with him, thinking that since he spent money, he could enjoy a little welfare. But later, without his initiative, Ji Qingzhou would sleep in his arms. He would lay in his arms and chat with him, would lie on his body and discuss things with him, and hold him tight.
Ji Qingzhou didn’t sleep well the first few days, but later, he learnt to stay in bed in his arms. ifxpwa
Chu Cheng felt uncomfortable, he looked at his watch, it was more than five o’ clock. He wasn’t like this, even if Ji Qingzhou went out to film, he wouldn’t be like this, he would still sleep peacefully, because he knew that he would always come back. But now, he knew that he wouldn’t come back.
The two of them, after a brief intersection, they would finally get increasingly distant, as he once said to Chu Xin, as he had long anticipated.
Chu Cheng got up and silently got ready for work.
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