Parsed with an automated reader. The content accuracy is not guranteed.
Vtuber chapter 9\n
Old site
9. I Don’t Want to Study 1
\n
A girl was holding her knees in
the corner of a dark room.
Only the light of a faint
hologram illuminates her face.
She has a desperate look, and her
eyes have lost their color.
Only the voice of her heart
echoed in this room.
―――.
“…”
The number of her subscribers
hardly increases.
There is no response even when
She uploads the video.
No matter how hard she tries, it
never gets popular.
“...Why?”
She repeats the same question
over and over again.
What am I missing?
Is it my appearance? My voice? Or
my gaming sense?
I don’t understand.
Am I doing it properly?
Is it the right direction to go?
Is this effort meaningful in the
first place?
For every thought that breaks my
heart, I bend my knees.“…To me, it’s not suitable.”
Such a dim feeling rushed down as
a negative thought, driving me to the edge of giving up.
If no one sees it, what’s the
value of this anguish?
“I want to delete my account.”
There is a window for deleting
“Inori” deletes from the virtual world in the hologram.
It is the act of admitting that
all my efforts have been useless.
“………”
Before I knew it, I was crying.
I know it’s not when I’m crying,
but I got hiccups, I can’t stop it.
My shoulders tremble. I don’t
want to look forward.
Suddenly, I noticed a remnant of
the reason that looked at me from the outside.
The reason that is so small that
it disappears asks, “Does crying change anything?”
“Uhhh… Hiks.”
Don’t ask what you understand.
Nothing will change.
Still, my tears don’t stop, so
I’m almost crushed.
“It’s already the limit.”
No, my heart is over.
Please wait.
I don’t want to break it yet.
I do not want to give up.
I can hear a voice.
A crying child's voice.
But it was impossible.
“…I’m sorry. Goodbye, “Inori””
And I put my hand on the window–
— Just before I do that, one
message arrived.
The sender had the same name as
the person I met a few years later.
☆ 彡 ☆ 彡 ☆ 彡 ☆ 彡
“Good morning, Michiyuki.”
“Oh… good morning, Kazuto.”
When I got to school in the
morning, Michiyuki was sitting tired.
It’s as if he woke up and had a
full marathon, and it looks like he’s about to die.
“You have had a great face since
morning. What happened?”
I was worried about Michiyuki’s
unusual situation and asked why.
“…No. Yeah, should I speak only
to you?”
“?”
He has a tone that the problem
that seems to be serious.
I don’t want you to bring too
much trouble to me, but if there is no other way out, I will help you.
When I listened, Michiyuki
managed to move his mouth with his weak body.
“I’m worried about what I’ll
explain, but for the time being, what happened today when I woke up, I ran a
full marathon.”
“As expected from my amazing
observation eye.”
Isn’t it the right answer?
Let’s try to distribute a
detective game next time.
“No, but why did you do that?
“Wait, wait, I’ll explain
properly. For now, sit down on your seat.”
Let’s sit down and talk, isn't
that right?
I was confused by Michiyuki’s
unusual atmosphere, but I decided to sit quietly.
It would be nice if it could help
me.
“So?”
“Ah. I confessed to Onso-san.”
“Seriously?”
“Seriously”
Michiyuki is relatively
aggressive and the fact that he will make a quick confession to the person he
likes has not changed since elementary school days long ago.
So I wasn’t surprised at the
statement itself.
I was upset by the part that the
other party was Onso-san.
But, that it's weird if he
decides to say that to me.
“”–“. (Classmates holding sharp
stationery)””
Because all the boys in this
class have an extraordinary murderous intention against a riajuu, when someone
is making a statement like Michiyuki this time, it is necessary to pay close
attention.\n
His future is depended on whether Onso-san’s reply was ‘Yes or No’.
When I added it, I chose to be a
driver and kept it under the desk.
I can only think that I am
talking about this kind of topic is interesting to me, who are just getting
rejected by Kitou-san.
“So what did Onso-san say?”
“I love you too-“
Guilty.
“You guys.”
“””DIE YOU RIAJUU BASTARD!!!”””
“What?… Wait, wait, the story
isn’t over yet -No, it’s no good doing that with a precision welder! I’m
seriously dying, stop it AAAAAA!!”
The boys in our class have an
unusual sense of unity in front of such a riajuu.
With the vow of “Riajuu
Annihilated” in mind, everyone is dedicating their hearts to the purpose.
In a blink of an eye, his young
man's face is thrown away and now, he has a killed man, kind of face.
According to Machida, “I can’t
have a girlfriend, and yet you can have one.”, but it resonated in my heart.
“Kazuto, help… Hmm! Look over
here!”
I can’t get in touch with a
riajuu. That’s because of religious reasons.
“We aren’t that close!! I’m not a
riajuu yet!!!”
“What?”
Even I, whose heart was a devil,
couldn’t ignore Michiyuki’s last statement.
His confession was successful,
but they are not that close.
Michiyuki likes Onso-san, and
Onso-san also likes Michiyuki, but they aren’t that close?
It’s hard to believe, but if it’s
true. There is still an excuse.
It may be necessary to hear this
alone.
“You guys, it’s an interruption.
Let’s hear more.”
“…..”
With one voice, the classmates
return to their seats.“Kazuto, you have that kind of position.”
“Shut up heretics. Your only
defense is your statement.”
“Oh, ooh…”
Don’t look at me like that.
Explain it more quickly.
“…Oh, ok, I see. Yes, it was good
that the confession went well. I was happy at that time. However, the problem
was after that, and Onso-san said “………Choker.” while he’s giving a choker to
me.”
“A choker?”
“Oh, I don’t even understand what
it means. I usually understand what Onso-san wants to say, but this time I
didn’t understand.”
“Hhhmmm”
“So, I asked her in detail. In
conclusion, I thought she was a “love to keep a man in a cage” type of girl.”
“…Oh?”
I didn’t think a confession would
lead to award in a cage.
In short, although the two love
each other, there is too much discrepancy in their view of love.
Michiyuki wants to have a normal
relationship. Onso who wants to kill Michiyuki.
They can’t get along with each
other because they can’t give their ‘love’ to each other.
However, from Onso-san's
perspective, it is only necessary to confine Michiyuki in a cage.
“………………Good morning.”
Suddenly I notice a voice.
Next to us.
Onso-san was standing there.
I couldn’t even feel her coming.
Had it been LoS, I'll die.
I found a cold sweat on my back.
“Sorry Kazuto, I have to run a
marathon until the morning assembly.”\n
\n
Eh? The marathon is good, but
it’s a window -Oh oh! It’s on the 3rd floor here!!!!”
However, Michiyuki threw himself
out of the window without hesitation.
It was an excellent move that can
be called a familiar movement, and I could not see any fear of falling in his
face.
What the hell has happened in the
last few days Michiyuki.
“I will not let you go”
“I will not let you go, no doubt
Onso-san………Ah, she jumped. I knew it somehow, she will do that too.”
Of course, Onso-san disappeared
following Michiyuki.
There should be more than 10m to
the ground.
“Well… what should I do?”
I was left alone, but I could
only take the wind from the window.
“Good morning, Hoshino-san. What
happened?”
“Wow, Kitou-san, I’m surprised.
Good morning.”
It seems that Kitou-san, who
arrived at the class felt the roaring air in the class and spoke to me.
But when she asked if something
happened, I can’t answer because I’m not sure what happened.
“Well, this is a bit difficult to
explain…”
“Yes”
At least Michiyuki has succeeded
in confessing but couldn’t date, because there is no doubt Onso-san is that
kind of person.
“Something ‘Even if you leave it
alone, love will find you’ incident.”
-I decided to answer it like
that.\n
“????”
The calm Kitou-san was cute.
After that, when I asked,
“Kitou-san, can you jump from that window?”, “What are you saying, it’s
impossible right?” She laughed, so I was relieved from the bottom of my heart.\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n