No one could have expected it to take Yin Chang nearly four hours to take a bath. All the gentlemen in the study waited until they were famished. Yu Xiaozai glanced at the snacks on the table, his stomach growling incessantly.
âYoujing.â Shen Zechuan extracted himself from Cizhouâs affairs and said, âDunzhou will serve as the supply camp when we mobilize troops to Duanzhou in the second month. Tantai Hu doesnât have a clue about the workings of the yamen, so you will still have to go over and keep an eye on things. Iâll give you the authority to undertake inspection tours. If anything crops up, you can report directly to my desk without the need to go through the relay stations.â
Yu Xiaozai was a Chief Surveillance Bureau Censor who could be considered a student of Cen Yu. In his early years, he had served as a Touring Censor1 and often carried out fieldwork in local areas. As such, he was very familiar with the ins and outs of the yamen. They were now establishing Dunzhou anew, and the key functionaries assigned over were newcomers selected by Cizhou; using them did not feel all that reassuring. Shen Zechuan did not retain Yu Xiaozai in Dunzhou as the Investigating Circuit; instead, he gave him the authority to conduct inspection tours and report directly back to him. Although Yu Xiaozai still did not have a definite official post, he carried a lot of weight. This was equivalent to the current Surveillance Commissioner in Zhongbo, who held sway over the various prefectures and circuitsâ local administration assessments.
Yu Xiaozai hurriedly retracted his gaze from the snacks and rose to bow to Shen Zechuan.
âIt hasnât been long since Dunzhou was newly established,â Xiao Chiye said to Yu Xiaozai as he sat beside Shen Zechuan. âAs someone in a military post, Tantai Hu should not be interfering with the affairs of the yamen, but manpower is lacking in the various prefectures, so we are doing away with the taboos for now. Heâs a tad obtuse in this area, so he will need you to advise him as much as you can when it comes to the major issues.â
Tantai Hu was a trusted subordinate of Xiao Chiye. Delegating him to a lower position in Dunzhou was because they needed him to fill in the vacant post of general in Zhongbo. Getting him to guard Dunzhou could actually be considered as doing him an injustice, but with this layer of connection, no one in the Dunzhou yamen dared to defy Tantai Hu. By saying what he had, Xiao Chiye was actually backing Yu Xiaozai. Now that Yu Xiaozai had an appointment from Shen Zechuan to conduct inspections tours and make direct reports in addition to Xiao Chiyeâs words, he no longer had anyone to fear when he made his rounds in Dunzhou. It would also help his cause when he headed down to the other prefectures in the future.
Yu Xiaozai was practically radiating with delight, but it would not do for him to be standing here and wear his heart too much on his sleeve, so he held his joy in check and bowed again to both of them. âThis humble subject will definitely do my best to live up to the Prefectural Lord and the Second Masterâs kindness.â
Yu Xiaozaiâs answer was loud and clear, but so was the response from his tummy too. Their duet was so resounding that the study was stunned into silence.
âItâs the celebratory banquet for the garrison troops tonight.â Shen Zechuan saw it was already getting dark. âSo I shall not hold you gentlemen back. Letâs start the feast.â
The feast was set up in the side hall. Initially, Shen Zechuan was supposed to be in the host seat, but Xiao Chiye was back now, and Yin Chang had still yet to show up, so he simply sat for a while as a gesture of appreciation before he took his leave. Most of those present were the advisors, and they did not dare to drink and let themselves go in Shen Zechuanâs presence. With the Prefectural Lord gone for the night, they were a little more at ease.
Qiao Tianya was not around, and with no one keeping an eye on him, Yao Wenyu, unable to turn down the warm invitations of the various advisors to drink up, took a few cups too.
Seeing him in a rare moment of relaxation, Qiao Tianya did not stride across the door but let down the hanging screen at the door and accompanied him under the eaves instead.
Having found Qiao Tianya, Fei Sheng beckoned to him from afar and said across the fine snow, âLetâs go. What are you standing here like a pole for? Thereâs a table set up in the duty room too. Everyoneâs waiting for you.â
Qiao Tianya did not move. He looked a little unrestrained as he leaned against the doorpost, âHas everything been arranged on Masterâs end?â
âOf course, they have to be.â Fei Sheng walked over to Qiao Tianya and looked through the gap in the hanging screen. âThe various gentlemen tend to break up late, so you can still make it on time when you come around later. Besides, there are guards both on the inside and outside. Nothing bad will happen.â
Qiao Tianya thought for a moment and lifted the screen. Yao Wenyu looked over from the other side, as if he knew someone was here waiting. After a short pause, Qiao Tianya lowered the screen and said, âI still have a few jars of fine wine in my room. You can send someone to get them. Consider it a token of my apology to everyone.â
Fei Sheng stood still at the side for a moment before he merely said, âWho cares about those few jars of yours? How boring. Master has already released us from duty today, and yet you still keep yourself here.â Having drunk a little, he was much more talkative than he usually was. âMaster gave me the assignment to recruit newcomers a few days back. Do you know about it?â
Qiao Tianya folded his arms and sized Fei Sheng up with his eyes. âYeah.â
Fei Sheng raised a finger to point at himself before pointing at Qiao Tianya. Holding in a burp, he said, âLet me say a word in all honesty. Weâll be building a cavalry in Duanzhou in the future. Master favors you the most, since youâre pretty good at fighting after all. But look at you now; how did you come to this? You follow Yao Wenyu around as though you have forgotten where your roots are. If you go on like this, you will ruin your own future, sooner or later.â
Snow fell onto the hilt of Qiao Tianyaâs blade. He looked at the courtyard and said absent-mindedly, âThis is where my future lies. Youâre worrying too much.â
âThe Grand Mentor gave you to Master.â Fei Sheng lowered his voice, disappointed with him for not living up to expectations. âThe day Master took you in, he also received Yang Shan Xue.â
Qiao Tianya once swore to be Shen Zechuanâs blade. Courage, insight, temperament, skillsâhe did not lack them all. Had he been willing, he could have been the kind of guard in Zhongbo like Zhao Hui and Chen Yang were. His future would be bright, with boundless prospects, and restoring his clan to its former glory would not be just a dream. But ever since he was assigned to Yao Wenyuâs side, he had lost that desire. The tasks Shen Zechuan had handed over to Fei Sheng to recruit new soldiers and accompany Yin Changâs troops to Fanzhou as the Attendant Officer were all assignments Qiao Tianya did not want.
Qiao Tianya blew away the snowflakes drifting towards him and watched as the wind instantaneously swept them away into the pitch-black night, where they disappeared. He did not brush away the snow on his blade, nor did he answer Fei Sheng.
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Xiao Chiye removed his armor and wore just a single piece of unlined garment as he read Fei Shengâs report, which included the details of the deployment of troops to Fanzhou. âTo think King Yi could even get his hands on firearms. His capability is astounding.â
âOne hundred and thirty-five pieces.â Shen Zechuan shed off his wide-sleeved robe. âThey all come from the Chunquan Battalion, and there are even numbers from the Ministry of War engraved on them.â
âHeâs just a mere mountain bandit without a proper army.â Xiao Chiye set his arms on the chair handles and watched as Shen Zechuan undressed. âWho supplied him with such valuable stuff?â
Shen Zechuanâs robe slid across the crooks of his arms and fell to the woolen rug. His regular wear had pearl clasps, which made subtle âpopâ sounds as he flicked them open. That fair, smooth nape of his promptly materialized. Shen Zechuan covered it partially with his fingers, looking as though he was considering something. He was so unguarded in this slack moment it was as if he would not resist even if he were to be pinned down onto the rug, and with his mind preoccupied with other matters, he appeared all the more seductive.
âIt does not benefit Qudu in any way for the firearms to be on the loose out there. It must have been stolen.â
Shen Zechuanâs Adamâs apple would bob when he was speaking. Xiao Chiye gazed at it without so much a change in expression; he was exceedingly familiar with it. Each time Shen Zechuan dripped with perspiration, he had the habit of tilting his head up and exposing his neck. This was because Xiao Chiye was too tall. Even if Shen Zechuan was lying on the bedding, he still had to meet Xiao Chiyeâs kisses in such a way.
Xiao Chiye conjured up many scenes in his mind, but his expression was so composed and collected that he betrayed nothing of what he was thinking. His thumb was subconsciously caressing his thumb ring, rotating it gently. âDid Yin Chang bring back a captive?â he asked.
âKing Yiâs male lover with the surname Huo. Chengfeng said that heâs the son of Huo Qing, the former commander-in-chief of Dengzhou.â Having spoken to this point, Shen Zechuan looked at Xiao Chiye. âWe can take a look at him tomorrow morning.â
âThis person used firearms to scare Yin Chang into retreating,â Xiao Chiye said. âLooks like he knows how to use it.â
âSomeone must have taught him. Shen Zechuan undid the last of the pearl clasp, and when he released his hand, his regular wear slid to the ground.
The beauty, finally comfortable now, kicked off the wooden clogs on his feet in passing. With his back to the dim light and narrow waist revealed, he was like the personification of gorgeousness who could not be contained by his clothes. Xiao Chiye tasted secret pleasure. This was just like foreplay between the two of them not privy to others. His desire for Lanzhou gradually crept into his chest, filling it up.
âSend a few pieces of firearms to Libei tomorrow morning. The military craftsmen can draw up a blueprint. Hairigu learned Yin Changâs formation on the sly back at the Beiyuan military drill grounds, and I couldnât counter his moves. When we mobilize troops to Duanzhou this time, I want Yin Chang to follow along.â Xiao Chiye tossed Fei Shengâs report on the desk.
Shen Zechuan, who was holding up the tea to take a sip, glanced at Xiao Chiye on hearing him and asked meaningfully, âare you not taking me along?â
âSure,â Xiao Chiye said frivolously as he faced Shen Zechuan. âThereâs a ferocious tiger2Â back at home who usually keeps a tight watch on me, so I can only get up to some hanky-panky with you while the troops are on the march.â
Wickedness twinkled at the corners of Shen Zechuanâs upturned eyes. âYour wife is so fierce. Iâm scared.â
Xiao Chiye imitated Shen Zechuanâs tone the last time, âIâm fierce too.â
âIâm not afraid of you being fierce.â Shen Zechuan held up and pressed the folding fan between their lips. Like a fox from outside, he said, âBut you only come over once in a blue moon.â
Xiao Chiye tilted his head slightly. âWhat can I do? Iâm but a henpecked husband who fears my wife.â
âIf it were meâŚâ Shen Zechuan shifted away his folding fan and leaned close to Xiao Chiyeâs lips, where he softly said, âIâll stay at home all day longing for you, making love to you under the sheets, stirring up a storm with youâŚâ
Xiao Chiye kissed Shen Zechuan, breaking up those shameless words of his. He felt his way down, but did not find Shen Zechuanâs tail. The light in the room dimmed a little, and the hanging drapes of the bed had long been let down. There was clearly no one else around, yet they both seemed to be having a clandestine affair. Both men rubbed up against the other, suppressing their gasps for breath.
âI want all of you,â Xiao Chiye whispered.
Shen Zechuan was bitten to the point of tears. The side of his face chafed against the bedding. Under Xiao Chiyeâs gaze, he strained himself to look at Xiao Chiye with wet, glistening eyes and said in a fit of pique, âYou⌠greedy⌠cad!â
Xiao Chiye had spent nearly two months on the battlefields, and when he returned to Cizhou, he stayed over at the Beiyuan military drill grounds As he pinched Shen Zechuanâs chin now, he stared at him and whispered with a smile, âYouâre absolutely right.â
Shen Zechuan was takenâpossessed by Xiao Chiye.
After so long a time, it felt completely different this time. The change in Xiao Chiye was exhibited on full display right here. He no longer let Shen Zechuan off. The feeling of being invaded and possessed from bottom to top gave Shen Zechuan the sensation that he had completely fallen; he was now Xiao Chiyeâs captive.
His heartbeats. His voice. His breaths.
Xiao Chiye wanted all of Shen Zechuan, even as he dominated him.
Shen Zechuan could not endure it anymore. Sweat and tears interweaved. He could barely catch his breath now. Xiao Chiye even had to seize away tears he had yet to shed.
Xiao Chiye once wanted the sky, the grasslands, and also the Hongyan Mountains. He domesticated eagles and tamed horses, and he galloped among the vast lands in the dreams. But in the end, he no longer wanted them all.
He wanted Shen Zechuan.
Shen Zechuan began to cry. He raised his head, his expressive eyes glistening with waves of emotions. At the peak of his euphoria, he slurred, âA⌠YeâŚâ
Xiao Chiye thought he was afraid.
But Shen Zechuan lifted his chin slightly, his face flushed as he licked his lips wet. âOh, how I love you so.â
These words were both his madness and his solace, either of which could easily vanquish Xiao Chiye. The temptation that glistened in this pair of eyes was so much like that day in Dunzhou, when he had leaped from Fuxian Peak into Xiao Chiyeâs arms. The expressions in those eyes were just as equally crazed. Even without the blistering wind and raging fire, he was bad to the bone.
For this, Xiao Chiye had feigned anger. At the same time, he was extraordinarily delighted. He had in his bosom, the one and only Shen Lanzhou in the world.
Xiao Chiye bent down to kiss Shen Zechuan, as though he was shackling him. He did not want Shen Zechuan to leave him by even half an inch amidst the jolts, nor did he want Shen Zechuan to break free of his hold amidst the gasps for breath. Every thrust went in deeper and harder, never lighter, making the bedding damp, and making Shen Zechuan tremble.
They went wild with abandon in the dimness, their sweats merging together into an expanse of dampness. There was nothing left but each other.
The damp night stirred among the dappled shadows of the trees, and the bamboo blinds came to a silent rest. There was no one waiting in attendance on the veranda, so the whispered confidence in the room remained concealed within the hanging drapes. Bamboo tubes in the courtyard tilted, discharging cool water among the snowflakes and scouring over the frozen moss. Meng folded its wings and rested on the beam in the hallway. It tilted its head to listen for a moment, then tilted its head back into place and closed its eyes to sleep. Occasionally, the caws of a jackdaw rang out, but even that could not disturb the pair of lovers deep in the throes of their passion.
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Yao Wenyu pillowed his head on Qiao Tianyaâs back. With some difficulty, he opened his eyes and looked at the overcast sky. âThe stars are right within reachâŚâ3
âRest up,â Qiao Tianya said. âThere are no stars tonight.â
Light snow of the night caressed his face. Yao Wenyu reached out and grabbed at the empty air. The blend of the smell of wine on him and the aroma of medicine puffed onto the side of Qiao Tianyaâs ear as he suddenly spoke. âWhat are you all red for?â
Qiao Tianya did not answer.
âWhat are you all hot for?â
Qiao Tianya still did not answer.
Yao Wenyu bowed his head down and buried his face into the back of Qiao Tianyaâs shoulder. He mumbled, âwhat good is of talent to me? Getting nowhere with these legs of mine, as unclear as the path ahead liesâŚ4 With no lofty aspirations to speak of⌠a blessed man I am notâŚâ
Qiao Tianya stepped across the thin snow with the soles of his boots making soft squeaking sounds.
Yao Wenyu clapped his palm together in tandem with the sound of snow and murmured, âSince time immemorial, dead are the sages and men of virtues; only the reputation of the drinkers enduresâŚâ5
Qiao Tianya felt his own nape getting wet. He knew that was not the snow melting, but even so, he said, âThe snowâs getting in. Block it out for me, will you?â
Footnotes
塥ĺŻĺžĄĺ˛ Touring Censor, a duty assignment for Investigating Censors twice a year to tour and inspect governmental operations in the various regions and to provide data for consideration in the promotion and demotion of local officials.A ćŻčč (Xiao Chiye used ćč here) back at home usually refer to a manâs wife who is a tigress or a shrew. ćĺŻććčž° a line from a poem âLodging for a Night at a Mountain Templeâ (ĺ¤ĺŽżĺąąĺŻş) by Li Bai.Since this whole line seemed to us like it has multiple layers of meaning, we just going to footnote them here :V
夊çć犜çŤä˝ç¨: a modification of 夊çććĺż ćç¨, or âeveryone has his own heaven-endowed talentâ, so in this vein, the line can be read as âwhat good is of talent to me?â Although another way of reading this line (albeit more literally) is âwhy am I born?â, âwhat is the meaning of my existence?â.
čĄä¸éďźéä¸ć: first part čĄä¸é can be translated as âcanât walkâ or âgetting nowhereâ, while the typical translation for éä¸ć (as in 说ä¸ć¸ ďźéä¸ć) refer to âcanât explain oneself clearâ, personally tho, é could also refer to the philosophical âWayâ Yao Wenyu was talking about in an earlier chapter, especially in relation to the earlier âgetting nowhereâ phrase. (i.e. feeling lost about his âWayâ in life). A modification from the line ĺ¤ćĽĺŁč´¤çĺŻĺŻďźĺŻć鼎č çĺ śĺ from the poem, Qiang Jin Jiu (ĺ°čżé ) by Li Bai.