Cohen Socaccio, standing on the sidelines and spectating my battle against Grimnaught âIce Coffinâ Izak, whistled facetiously.
âYou make it look like size doesnât matter at all.â
The difference in size, weight, and reach between us was clear.
In close quarter combat, having an advantage in any one of these could decide the battle even before it started. I didnât disagree with this line of thinking either.
âHahaâŠhahahahaâŠ.â
The rubble piled on Grimnaughtâs body moved.
The sound was accompanied by unsettling laughter. I couldnât help but frown.
âHahahaâŠHAHAHA!! HeeâŠheeâŠhahahAHAHA!!!â
The laughter grew louder and louder â then stopped abruptly.
â â Cohen Socaccio.â
Grimnaught then called the other âHeroââs name.
âStay out of this battle. The instant you try anything funnyâŠI will kill you first. Even if I suffer a fatal wound for doing so. You have been warned.â
Grimnaught distilled pure killing intent in the words to Cohen.
His eyes, barely visible beyond the cloud of dust raised by the rubble, were frighteningly chilling.
â the instant you try anything funny.
Despite what little familiarity I had with the concept of trusting others, I could understand the meaning behind those words.
It worked for both sides.
The moment you do anything to help either me or the boy, you are dead.
âAnywayâŠthis is quite thrilling indeed.â
As time passed, the cloud of dust gradually settled. Grimnaughtâs vocal chords vibrated with glee, pleasure, joy. His hands gripped his spear â *snapped in half*.
He then let go of his weapon.
âI canât fathom how you are hiding such power in that small body of yoursâŠhoweverâ â
The atmosphere changed.
Grimnaught put more distance between us, and an alarm suddenly sounded off in my head: stay away from him.
The next instant, a blue and white magic circle flashed before my eyes.
Crackling sounds announced the formation of a white mist. The moment I registered this new information, the magic circle disappeared and something blue and white appeared in Grimnaughtâs right hand.
âFighting you!! Will give me all the answers!!â
So howled Grimnaught, blood flowing from the laceration I had inflicted on him in our last exchange.
He followed with a forceful stomp, shaking the ground.
He threw the blue and white object, without hesitation, flying in my direction as fast as a shooting star.
âGive me a damn breakâŠâ
The scenery before me had changed completely in mere seconds.
I had no time to think.
No time to waste worrying about destroying the ruins. To dodge or to counterattack: even those two basic options had been overruled by my instincts.
I trusted my reflexes and jumped backwards.
âHAH! I expected as much!!â
An instant before letting go of the object, however, Grimnaught changed its trajectory ever so slightly.
The object curved in midair and corrected its route to target me again â and flew.
âTchâŠ!!â
I clicked my tongue once.
My feet had left the ground, severely limiting my dodging ability. I realized this and gripped the hilt of my âSpadaâ with more strength â to cleave the approaching object in two.
âIceâŠâ
âCorrect!! An ice lance you paid a bit too much attention to!?!â
The sound of feet stomping on ground grazed my ears.
I immediately turned around and swung my âSpadaâ again.
My âSpadaâ crossed paths with another ice spear, created by Grimnaught who knows when. The weapons clashed with the sound of clanging metal, sending sparks flying everywhere.
Our blades met two, three times.
Grimnaught was probably surprised by how easily his weapon was repelled: I could see traces of bewilderment in his expression.
The next instant, however, he was grinning again. Then he spoke.
âCrush him to bits, oâ â
âHah.â
I sneered.
I realized what Grimnaught was going to do and my lips curved into a derisive grin.
A crackling of cold air gushed in the surroundings.
â â Ice Coffin Deluge!!â
Grimnaught announced his next offensive.
A few seconds before he did, however, I had kicked the ground to propel myself to close distance.
âIâm the last person that should say this, but you should pay attention when people warn you.â
As I spoke, I unleashed a forceful blow.
My direct, straight-line offensive was blocked and repelled with ease. The icicles targeting me, however, missed and flew past for the second time.
âŠit happened again. Why?
I could see this question on Grimnaughtâs face. I used my right leg as a pivot to spin my body in a roundhouse kick-like movement, to gain momentum â and swung my sword in a sweeping motion.
A furious, continuous barrage.
I swung my sword, again and again and again.
A flurry of slashes so quick that only blurred lines were visible. For a while, only the sounds of clashing metal could be heard around us. The air wailed, as if ripped by the wind created from my blade.
In the middle of this relentless clash of swordsâŠ
Grimnaught suddenly spoke up.
âI seeâŠyes, now I finally see it!! The reason why my magic wonât hit you is that I donât have enough âcapacityâ to do it!!!â
He was completely right.
It was the same for my âSpadaâ or the ice Grimnaught used: abilities that involved striking the opponent with physical objects required a set amount of âmental capacityâ to do so. The user needed to have enough mental capacity to analyze the situation and target the opponent.
Grimnaught needed enough capacity to manipulate the ice darts he created, order them to target and stab me.
ââŠtruly, making new discoveries is always so stimulating.â
Our weapons clashed several more times, then Grimnaught stepped backwards, as if to reset the battle.
âAah, yes. This is truly a great day.â
He spoke as if he was reveling in the situation.
My âSpadaâ and his ice spear had clashed more than 10 times already. Every time they did, dull and heavy sounds of clanging metal reverberated in the air. Every time they did, I was reminded that we were engaged in a duel to the death.
âThis dark, narrow locationâŠI would have honestly liked it better if we could do this someplace wider, so I could go all out, butâŠhahaha. I should not be so greedy, considering I have the finest prey I ever found right hereâŠâ
Grimnaughtâs excitement rose, and his smile broadened.
His voice brimmed with unbridled emotions.
It was clear in anyoneâs eyes that he was enjoying himself from the bottom of his heart.
âTo tell you the truth, I had lost all hope. In this world, in battle.â
I did not hide my utter lack of interest in his words, but Grimnaught continued, undeterred.
As if he was pleading for me to listen.
âI wield my spear because I wish to face strong opponents. I sided with the empire because of this wish. But what did I find? All the âHeroesâ in the imperial camp were spineless cowards. No one would face me head on. Most of the other âHeroesâ turned out to be gutless wimps as well. Not a single one ever fought me head on to fulfill my hunger. âHeroesââŠ? WarriorsâŠ? Pshaw!! Rubbish, all of them! All of it!!â
The empireâs strongest âHeroâ, as Cohen had described him, was lamenting his unfulfilled desires. Not unlike a child having a temper tantrum.
ââŠor so I thought, until today, until now. So, for the first timeâŠI thank the heavens for their guidance!â
â hahaâŠhahaha. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Another thunderous bout of laughter.
âHAHAHAHA!!! This is how battle must be!! A duel to the death that shakes your very soul!! This is its true worth!! This is a true battle!! YesâŠyesâŠ!! This is the truth!! O battle, nectar of the godsâŠindeed, only battle can truly quench my thirstâŠ!â
Grimnaught laughed, like a child hugging a new toy.
âThusâŠ! You must pour every last ounce of your strength, and make me feel alive!! This is what a battle truly is!! The joy of treading the line between life and death!!â
I saw the flame of insanity burning in his eyes. A dark light, befitting a crazed beast that lived to fight to the death, something that inspired nothing but disgust in me.
For some reason, however, I felt sentimental. A surge of nostalgia swept through my chest.
People like him populated the past memories embedded in my soul. Thus a feeling of nostalgia spontaneously came over me.
âMy name is Grimnaught!! Grimnaught Izak!! State your name, boy!!â
ââŠhonestly.â
Not only was he a royal pain, his constant shouting also hurt my ears.
That was my reaction to Grimnaughtâs one-sided enthusiasm.
Just like the vampire Velnar, people who poured their lifeblood into battle were fixated on introducing themselves and knowing the name of their opponent.
Someone told me why, a long time ago.
It happened such a long time ago that I couldnât remember who did: my memory was a blur.
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â If we decide to fight, the battle wonât end till either one dies. Thereâs no other possible ending. One cuts, the other is cut, bleeds, screams in pain till the heart stops. Thatâs when it ends. So the start of the battle is the only chance to say your name.
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So at the start of the battle you say your name and the opponent does too. Thatâs the custom.
Thatâs what he told me.
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â The prowess of a dead warrior can only be told by the one who cut them down, right? Itâs a form of respect for those you cut down. So you ask for their name, so you can pass on their ability, their courage, after they die by your blade. No one wants to hear the exploits of some nameless guy! Isnât that sad? SoâŠif they ever ask your name, just say it. Itâs a war custom, all right? Donât ever forget it â
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The memory felt so distant.
What did I reply, that time? I tried recalling for a few moments.
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â I donât care, even if people donât talk about me.
â Donât be like that. The people *like us* want to carry the name of the person who cut us down in our hearts as we pass onâŠI know you donât get it, but we want a proper reason to die.
â Basically, you want to die while thinking about the person who killed you? Itâs not like I donât get it, itâs so creepy I donât even want to think about it.
â Ha!! Haha!! What did you just say!? You creepy bastard, just give me three seconds and youâre mincemeat!!â Is that what you said? Bullshit!! You fucking said your last words!! Letâs settle this outside, now!! Iâm gonna teach you how harsh this world really is!!!
â You know I didnât say that at allâŠ
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âHahaâŠâ
Right, right, thatâs how our exchange wentâŠI smiled as my memories became clearer.
âHm?â
âOh, sorry, itâs nothingâŠyou wanted to know my name, right.â
This time too, I ended up drawing my sword. I was standing here as a swordsman.
What was the best way to introduce myself? I thought, then shook my head.
There was only one answer.
âMy name is Fay Hanse Diestburg.â
Grimnaughtâs brows shot upwards.
âWhat are you so surprised about? This is a *custom in battle*, right? I can do that much.â
What surprised my opponent was definitely not the fact that I had stated my name. I knew that well, but I lied all the same.
ââŠbut that much is all I can do for you. Iâm leaving this place now.â
ââŠno need to fret. Unless I defeat you, Iâm not going after the girl. Will you leave all the same?â
âI will.â
I answered immediately.
âThe biggest reason is this locationâŠbut for some reason, leaving one of my few *brethren* alone when sheâs all heartbroken like that would hurt what little remains of my conscience. I first accepted to protect her and ensure her escape because that man told me to, thatâs true. But then I felt a pang of compassion, as they call it, for Elena.â
Her life had been destroyed, trampled by the âAbominationsâ â the only thin thread of hope she could cling to turned out to be a lie.
Seeing her lost in sadness and despair, I couldnât help but feel a sort of kinship.
âI wonât say that I want to save her, or any nonsense like that. I know, more than anyone else, that Iâm not the kind of person capable of something so noble.â
She believed what was more convenient for her, desperately hoped it was true.
Sincerity to the point of foolishness. She resembled the past me so closely.
In my case, my mentor and the others taught me that it was all a dream, an illusion. They did me the favor of knocking me down to the depths of hell.
âSo Iâll just tell her what I want. I just want her to know how much weight a life saved by others can have. Because, more than anything else, I loathe the idea of her going off the deep end and turning into an âAbominationâ.â
I had no duty to help her.
All I wanted to do was for my own satisfaction.
âVery well, I see where you stand now. Boy, you said your name is Fay Hanse Diestburg?â
ââŠyeah.â
âHow about this, then. I will wait for you until tomorrow morning, in an open area next to the ruins. I too wish to go all out when I fight after all. I did feel that it would be a shame for our battle to be consumed here, where I cannot enjoy such a fine piece of work to the fullest. In exchange, if you do not come before tomorrow morning, I will cover the whole kingdom of Diestburg in ice.â
â If you accept my offer, I will let you go now.
Grimnaught waited for my answer. He realized I was wary of damaging the ruins doing our battle, after all.
âIce Coffin!! That is not something you can decide on yourâ â
âSILENCE!!â
Ulleâs protests were brutally overwhelmed by Grimnaughtâs shout.
âOnly the strong are allowed to give me orders. I have no ears for the riff raff. Only for those who can entertain me.â
âWhat nonsense are youâ â
âThis is my last warning: one more word and youâre dead. Do not try my patience anymore. I will not let anyone get in the way of this ecstasy.â
â I wish to fight you at full strength. I want to use all of my power, to savor this ecstasy till the last drop. What do you say? Fay Hanse Diestburg?